i dying now. I dont know whats happening,(sorry if my typing's are all crzy).Im outta control now.fuck life,I dont know wht are you talking!?suddenly said im acting and stuffs when actually YOU are the one acting as if i didnt knw you did things that i REALLY hate, you promised me ytd didnt u?what nw?:(sigh,isnt it wonderful to see me cry?isnt it dear?dont cha feel anything??sigh,why r u alre givin up?Who started all this mess if it wasnt u?have i done anything wrong? have i ?I did nothing. all the while i endured to the pain you're givin me as long as i have u!!!!!!!!!!!!! and now,you're throwing all this love like a rubbish to u. It meant nothing to u right?i know, im redundant to u.I knw u dnt need me anymre.i know,you dnt love me lik u ussed to.i know everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck life.it turns around my smile,it pulls down my profile.Im going LOW.N' levels are approaching,and im nt catching up cause im CUAGHT UP IN THIS MESS.im still strong,standing up tall,upholding this love. but you didnt. all you do was just being mad at me,ignore me and not telling me anything.i knw im nobody.sigh.maybe she'll all that u need.maybe she;s the one yeh/? sigh.love,you're the reason why im still living, if not i wouldnt have made it this far cause i gave up to easily, then nw what/.?sigh.any further,ikept tripping,i crawled but nvr too fast. this is too much tome.tell me the answer by tomorrow,i'll wait up. come what may be, i'll accept it. Once i said,Goodbye. My farewell means FOREVEr.i wont be around anymore,you wont see anymore,you cn nvr have me again for the 2nd time.i wanna new perspective in life. dont follow me tnght,while im gone...................everything will be alright,,,, nobody's gonna be by ur side.,

bye.