by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hello :)
Happen what may happen to me, let it be. I feel it coming but i'm still standing and still hiding. Nobody knows, i died almost everyday~
Oh well, yesterday was a moment to remember when we played under the rain, pushed eachother so that we'll get drenched and shiver. Haha, Damn fun :) Huhu, Then yeah. We got ourselves shivering cause its super cold. Then yeah,he sent me home and blablablabla, somehow we're okay liao.
Okay,
Today huh?
I just love going to school, cause when my babygirls are there, i felt ALIVE. never dead. That's the reason why i looked up to come to school everyday. Plus, I saw my report card, Its as known, Badly done lorh. I failed 3 subjects in total and passed 4 subjects only. It sucks uh, Somemore N's levels approaching. Can die sia~ Maths is like a total failure for me lor. sighhh, bo bian de ah. But i felt super glad that i passed my Physics and i wont be standing like Stamford Raffles for every Physics lesson now :P Huhu! Perhaps, Alex and those people who always sabo me when i quietly sit down during Physics lesson LAST time should be standing up now, Stand up for Singapore hor. xD
Hehehehe. Oh well, Had free doughnuts due to the celebration of the Sec 5 students. :) Weeee heeeeee~ Then yeah, after school, i parted ways with my babygirls. So i was rather lonely, But who cares,im getting used to it :) Hehehe. Then i waited for the Cabin to open, waaah fuck, when i "tried" to attend my CCA,it seems like the CCA didnt want me to attend cause Cabin's closed for today -.- I studied my maths at Mac Table and finally understood what was taught in class when i was half asleep. hehehe. Then Kuan Kian approached me, I was like, "Sorry i didnt replied your message!".
Then he like smiling only then he went away.
He walked back, passed by me and say, "sorrry huh? sorrrry huhhh?".
Hahaha, damn funny lorh.
Huhu, then i met Baby at Yio chu kang.
then went to Sembawang to get my Pearly Soya bean :) Woohooo~
Then yeah, took bus home and walked a looooooooooooong wayyyyy~
Somehow, i was rather upset watching my cousin,Ajik to be doing things which i hate. :( I felt so upset watching him behaving that way, i did laughed but somehow,deep inside, i felt like crying watching him that way :(
Sighhhh, Cousin, Please !:( Stop doing all those things. sighhhhh :( I managed to talk to you just now and somehow feel your sadness :( I believe there's gonna be something that awaits you, something that'll make you smile broadly. i'll pray for you, dont wish to see you hurt like this :( it kills. :(
Then Baby had to go home cause he's got to alter his pants and some stuffs to be settled.
then yeah we went seperate ways. yeah :)
Huhu, i felt so happy today ;)
Oh well, i feel so sick. sick. sick.
Only God can describe how i feel :) Oh well,i dont wanna pen it down uh.:D
huhu,
i dont feel like typing anymore, i would type out my feelings,I DONT WANT~
kay bye!
love <3
xoxo!
xin tong de ah,
I'm running but im not sure where to go~
I'm running but im not sure where to go~
