hello bloggy ): Yesterday was a whole disaster night, i cant sleep and i kept tossing and turning looking at my phone with my picture laid on my wallpaper; no text messages received when i was hoping for at least a text from Honey. I could no longer hang on and i went tearing in the middle of the night. Is it wrong expressing about how you felt about what you dislike? Is it so hard for you to understand how i felt and try to make me feel secure for once? You never gave in and all i did was, saying sorry to you when all i know, things are sometimes better left unsaid. And see now how things goes now? its rocky, never smooth. And in the morning, i went waking up hoping everything that happened was just a nightmare when i shut my eyes last night, to my dismay, this nightmare went on. ): I could never hang on any longer but the faith i had in this love kept pulling me back at once. Honey, you're slowly killing me right now. what more can i say? are you loving me or hating me now? ugh.