I'm in your heart,like a genie in the bottle.

Helpless to say, uncry this tears baby ): @ 9:59 PM

by Nur Faiqah Shahri

A guy who meant his words would express it by an act not only by words ;

I cant believe its happening to me, click and the nightmares still goes on even when my eyes went wide open. sigh. Its like unbelievable. Bestie's been there for me ,supporting me and making me stand on my feet but still i need someone by my side. I cant do a thing but tearing like some baby in my room and people kept asking why when i just remained so silent; im already dead inside. ): i spent hours sitting by my bed, looking out to my window and recalling all the times i spent with Honey. Its been so fast till we fall after we rise.): Its too early to pause , its not yet the 1st chapter just a sequel of a page ): It happened so fast, did it moved too fast? or am i just too slow? fuck this life, sigh. Something went so wrong, so wrong ): I feel like digging my own grave right now :/ I'm just gonna wait till the clock ticks till Midnight and you'll tell me your answer. For now,all i know and i see whats around me are just Hatred. I was just expressing about how i felt and it got every situation to its worst. sigh. I never thought a guy whom i tried opening my heart for, turned me down this way. Its never expected. The whole outcome,I gave in to this love for the first time after my previous ex. I've tried people, i've tried so hard. If God's willing, I'd always wanted to move on too. So lets see how things go on 12o'clock later. I cried too much and my eyes swell so much and its just too much pain i gotta endure with. This misery is just too strong compared to my only strength,patience. What else can i do now? ))))):
What else?!!
Im helpless.

Kill me already cause im all dead inside.
Its really so unbelievable.
slap me if im dreaming cause i know im not. ):

Goodbye bloggy ):
Goodnight :/

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