by Nur Faiqah Shahri
never knew it , sigh.GoodAfternoon,
I slept damn late last night at 3am , at 12 i was waiting for Honey's text, and we fought -.- , sigh. Nothing more to say, one thing i could really see are just changes in him which i dont really expecting for any changes in him. ): Sighsighsigh. After he texted me, till 1 , he asked me to go sleep. Yeah i missed him too, but i missed the old him. ): he told me he dont know whats with him lately, how about me? I dont know a single thing. Im being so naive. ):
people change so much uh. so much. And im too helpless to say anything already luh . It hurts me to say out anything. whatever i say, what i get is just scoldings and being mad about. I've been telling myself to not bother anymore, i tried holding back those tears, man its too strong, too strong.
):
sigh, Then yeah unknown numbers kept calling. I suspect its Ashraf. For sure. by this number . 81621278;
Damn irritating, called me several times and UGH! I picked up and said hello. He sounded JUST LIKE that dog lorh. fuck it eh, what more you want!? Last time you play around with my feelings then now what? Tak puas eh saketkan hati aku? Tak PUAS!?
ugh.
I slept damn late last night at 3am , at 12 i was waiting for Honey's text, and we fought -.- , sigh. Nothing more to say, one thing i could really see are just changes in him which i dont really expecting for any changes in him. ): Sighsighsigh. After he texted me, till 1 , he asked me to go sleep. Yeah i missed him too, but i missed the old him. ): he told me he dont know whats with him lately, how about me? I dont know a single thing. Im being so naive. ):
people change so much uh. so much. And im too helpless to say anything already luh . It hurts me to say out anything. whatever i say, what i get is just scoldings and being mad about. I've been telling myself to not bother anymore, i tried holding back those tears, man its too strong, too strong.
):
sigh, Then yeah unknown numbers kept calling. I suspect its Ashraf. For sure. by this number . 81621278;
Damn irritating, called me several times and UGH! I picked up and said hello. He sounded JUST LIKE that dog lorh. fuck it eh, what more you want!? Last time you play around with my feelings then now what? Tak puas eh saketkan hati aku? Tak PUAS!?
ugh.
I envy other people's lovestory ):
Some days I feel it then I feel it's over
Some days were harder then some days were colder
When you open up, our love is alive
But now you're quiet and I'm dying inside
honey, you're being so unreasonable. you're killing me like everyday. what more you wanna do next huh? ;-( what more? I've tried so hard moving on, and you're the first guy i opened my heart for, and this is what i get? Honey, is this fair? Have i did any wrongs towards you?I've never tried to. ): Now im waiting by the phone for your text. ): deep down honey, Im serious. You're really killing me. why must you change so much? why?): Baby,come back to the old you please. i really missed the old you, ); i love you, ): i reallyreally do. )))):
Im crying while typing this out, ugh.
slapslapslap!
gtg now.):
byebye readers .)))):
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