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are you loving or hating me? @ 1:34 AM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Hey bloggy. Lets cry with me come ! :D
slowly,everythings killing me.
Might as well stab me, kill me cause my soul's no longer exist and i dont feel my heart pumping; i dont feel myself breathing .
Sigh, I just dont feel right where i belong, i felt like im lost, straying alone in this lonely world all on my own, nobody to hold. I can see your love's no longer like it used to be, before. Its like gone within a blink of an eye and how can it get more upsetting than this? Nightmares' never ending and i cant never stop tearing.
At a second , i felt like im far away in the future but somehow i felt like im recading back to the past from where i started this whole misery. its just the same. like a cycle.
sigh.
Im so helpless,tearing in the middle of the night , looking through those pictures of me and you and with every teardrop that wet my cheeks.I no longer felt so happy every time i received your messages. why?
I thought you said befoire, you'll never hurt me. Cant you see, everyday its like hurting me more deeper .
why cant we make this love worthwhile?
why must be always quibble over small probs.
finally,I gave in.
For now, all i know is that why im here its because for these strong three words i could never stop saying it to you, i love you.

sigh, Are you loving me or hating me? I can never tell if you never speak up): slowly dying inside, bring me back to life can?):
I cant help it anymore. and tonight's the worst, Honey never wished me goodnight, its never like this before. man,time pass, people changed, what more can i say? Keep tearing,i wont lose a grip on you.

Sleeptight,gonna sleep now.
love you readers.):
Anything text me !
XOXO.


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