by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Guess its gonna be a short post. :-O

I wonder who's reading my blog. i bet no one :/

Ok. First thing, i was so lazy today. Just Lazy. I woke up at 1PM. Boyfriend texted me in the morning telling me that he's going off to JB.

The moment i woke up, he reached there alr. Lol.

Nothing much, i tried doing homework. I sat infront of a thick file of papers.

I tried doing the English paper. But i only answered two questions.

Damn it, i got no mood at all to do any theories.

Hm. I went to my Aunty's place at Vista Point. There's two babies over there.

And i swear i love them so much. So cute and mushy-mushy! Grrrr.

Oh well. Then reached home. I massaged Mum. And slowly we came to a topic whereby it includes me and boyfriend. Mum was like saying, "Make sure you guys are just friends eh, no steady-steady or whatever eh, later he ask for break then you go crazy. "

Lol,i was shocked that she wasn't mad. lucky me.

I miss boyfriend so much since he was away for so looooooooooooooong.

I can't stand the fact that my world seems lonely without him.

Hmm.

Ok.

All i know, I'm just hanging onto the phrase, "don't fall too deep."

Yeah. A matter of fact, inside of me, i'm terrified. Yes.

I'm not that completely concrete and fixed.

I can't guarantee that.

Tell me what am i supposed to do. It's been two days these weird feelings has been taking over me. :/

I have no answers to it. Only God knew how it feels like.

Neither i can't find the answers for myself.

Guess i have to wait a while more.

Oh well.

Goodnite.(L)