Hello Readers :'( I'm back now. This morning, i was very reluctant to wake up cause today, baby has to go :'( Eventhough yesterday i had the worst dream ever, imagine your loved one leave this world forever. Man, i cried for a moment last night while waiting for his text :'( I texted Baby as usual, Good morning greeting. :'( He replied, I was really happy upon receiving that simple reply. Soon, he said he just went out his house and soon a few minutes, he said he've reached already, I was like wondering, why so fast?! Then i saw my boards at my door knob hanging. I took it and saw him outside, sighhhhh, i miss that look on his face :'( Then we went to buy some bubbletea for my sis and brother then we spent our time. I really love it the time when we sat down and played the game on your Itouch. Sigh, i really feel how strong was our love that moment. I watched you played the game, very focused and with that tensed look on you. Sighhh baby, you're so cute :'( Then we walked all over Causeway Point and looked for all types of teddy-bears. I swear i love it the way you wrapped your arms around my waist, You made me feel so complete, i felt so carefree being around you,baby. Then, i had to rush home cause Mum's already nagging. Baby's look literally changed somehow cause i know he wanted me to be with him for the rest of the day before he went away :'( Sorry baby that i can't. Baby sent me to my doorstep and i gave him a very long hug and kiss on your cheeks. uh, I miss that moment when you hugged me so tightly and hoping not to let go. I gave him the letter i wrote earlier on in the morning. Sigh, And now, Baby's already on his way to school. I'd just pray for his safety while he's there, may Allah protect him, Amin :'( Sighh, I hope baby will eat well there, sleep well and have much fun there with his friends, I just want the best for him. Whatever it is, I'm still here waiting for your return on the 27th. :'( Guess, i'd be lonely from tomorrow onwards :'( Sigh, Baby, I'll miss you. (missing you now already) Sigh, I love you so much and will always will. Okay bye, i shall sleep soon. Goodnight. xoxo :'(