by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hey hello peepos :-/
yesterday was fine, I was trying hard to get over my emotions, not wanting to cry when Baby's gotta go. I'm sorry i couldnt reply ur text yesterday, my prepaid's low. :'(
Sigh, I went to sleep in tears praying for your safety while you're there. I gathered all the teddy bears you gave me and i hugged all of them tightly and went to sleep.
I woke up early and got off to NTUC, helped out with Mum in the kitchen.
I chatted with Baby for awhile on MSN and had my mee soto.
Sigh, i miss him so much :'(
Then i dozed off till evening and went to Grandma's house. Everything's so quiet.
Felt so dull, indeed.
I ate too much till i'm satiated and really got satisfied just that i got shocked when i have to get a lot of stuffs for tomorrow's d&t. wtf right?
I quickly went to the Popular and get all the stuffs i might need for tomorrow.
I waited for Baby's text all the time.
I received his text but somehow, he didnt replied.
I was rather puzzled actually. sigh. i dont know.
Headed home straight and got online.
But yeah, somehow everything was ironic,
Thought he'd be like, "oh baby, i miss you so much" and will chat like we've never met before. But no, he seemed so busy. SO busy that he's replies were all redundant.
Ironic much.Sigh, i just don't know what else to do.
I should just carry on with my daily life then :'(
I found a CD in an envelope, the CD is in green and it's decorated with flowers and a word saying, "the gift of love, just for you."
well, i was really wondering who's that for?
and what was that?
nah, i've got no idea.
walao, everything so ironic luh, fuck.
Kay bye,
xoxo.
i miss you.
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