I'm sad,sick,weak.
I didnt sleep last night,i shivered hard and Baby's dead asleep, not a single Goodnight message from him =( Somehow its like a routine already. =( I kept looking at my phone, the time showed 0430am in the morning, i've only got less than one hour to rest my eyes. This morning, i felt so busy, waking up and do this and that to get ready for school and i was almost late when the milo spilled on my uniform. >.< ! I changed quickly and rushed out the house with Sister's help,i was really touched by her presence. I reached school feeling so weak and tired somehow i just can't explain how sick i'm feeling. =( School was fine, then after school went to a hospital at Serangoon Road there. Somehow, i'm despondent watching those patients lying down on the bed, I walked pass every bed and tried to communicate with each of them by waving 'hi' and 'bye'. We patrolled the whole hospital and slacked for awhile and got into the bus back to school by 1700. The bus driver was somehow dumb and drove a long way back to school, it took us 30mins. I was kinda glad when Baby told me he's gonna fetch but in the end, he told me he can't. I went gloomy after that. I walked home a lot carrying this heavy chest with a big frown. At times,i felt like tumbling down any moment but i stood strong and walked back home safely. I felt like i'm walking this world alone, on my own. I felt like i had no one, =( sigh. I reached home crying feeling so down i just don't seem to know why. I'm so dependant on my Boyfriend. :( With him not replying my texts made me feel so sad, I cried out on my bed and i really can't help it =(
even if i say this out to him,i dont think he'll get it. I'm sensitive, i know.

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