by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hello :(
I'm setting my soul free, its escaping anyway, its pain.
My soul's now with you baby, when you're away, I'm empty.:(
Yesterday after u went home, I was trying hard to be mature enough to get cool with this situation i'm facing. I texted baby, i knew this burden has been so heavy for me,you, US.
Its very sensitive now,baby. I cooled us down with good mindset, trying hard to be mature in this relationship,I knew this thing is already fated. :( We HAVE TO face it, no matter what.
Im diving low now, :( sigh, We went onthephone yesterday for 1hour i guess? Till 2am?
I pitied my brother's prepaid that went running yesterday, Oh,i miss his voice :( He kept disturbing me and making me so alive but i just need his embrace! :( but he cant be around for now.:(
Sighhhhhh, We talked and seriously listening to him coughing so badly hits me HARD. :( I feel his pain, I feel so distracted, i feel so uncaring of me :( Sighhhh, why must he always asking me questions that are related to my nightmare?:( oh,i just read his blog, sighhh. Baby,dont think that way. You can improve it of you'd just LISTEN to me and not follow what you feel its right. Please,for once :( i know you wanna be better once more, co-operate baby :( please. I ensure you things'll be great with you being fine and no more coughing at all :(
Think wisely baby. :( I would never wanna leave you being unwell this way,it hurts me hard.:( So please,baby. heed my advice,:( I care so much about you, even your pain brought me down,you know?:( sighhh. I was glad we talked yesterday and he told me the things he can bring and things he cant bring to NS. So yeah,i was glad he was allowed to bring phone but no CHARGER -.- okay, he said he'll be buying a lot of batteries. HAHA,Its okay. I guess im open about this situation already. Only the part when im gonna be alone without you. I pity myself missing you but its okay, with this faith for this love, I'll wait for your return.
This song makes me all better,
Gunslinger-Avenged Sevenfold. (do listen to the song)
It resembles us, now. It tells about how the guy struggled to go back and forth just to meet the girl and make her feel all secured with such warm letters sent, sigh. :(
Okay, morning was fine. I woke up pretty early but was too reluctant to get off my bed. :P
So i literally woke up at 1230pm around there, :) besides, if i were to be awake, i will do NOTHING at all.
Boredom,
Oh well, If only i could meet baby today, IF ONLY.
But he have to attend some checkup today,so maybe he cant make it plus i cant have any night meetups again as warned by my Dad -.- its okay, i have to endure this agony.
Ieqah,you're strong! Very patient! Keep going,girl! (Y) hehehehe. encouraging myself.
Baby, im falling more and more for you everyday.
I swear its true,with this distance between us,eventhough it kills,
It builds the love,honey.
I LOVE YOU,TOO MUCH. <3>
I'm setting my soul free, its escaping anyway, its pain.
My soul's now with you baby, when you're away, I'm empty.:(
Yesterday after u went home, I was trying hard to be mature enough to get cool with this situation i'm facing. I texted baby, i knew this burden has been so heavy for me,you, US.
Its very sensitive now,baby. I cooled us down with good mindset, trying hard to be mature in this relationship,I knew this thing is already fated. :( We HAVE TO face it, no matter what.
Im diving low now, :( sigh, We went onthephone yesterday for 1hour i guess? Till 2am?
I pitied my brother's prepaid that went running yesterday, Oh,i miss his voice :( He kept disturbing me and making me so alive but i just need his embrace! :( but he cant be around for now.:(
Sighhhhhh, We talked and seriously listening to him coughing so badly hits me HARD. :( I feel his pain, I feel so distracted, i feel so uncaring of me :( Sighhhh, why must he always asking me questions that are related to my nightmare?:( oh,i just read his blog, sighhh. Baby,dont think that way. You can improve it of you'd just LISTEN to me and not follow what you feel its right. Please,for once :( i know you wanna be better once more, co-operate baby :( please. I ensure you things'll be great with you being fine and no more coughing at all :(
Think wisely baby. :( I would never wanna leave you being unwell this way,it hurts me hard.:( So please,baby. heed my advice,:( I care so much about you, even your pain brought me down,you know?:( sighhh. I was glad we talked yesterday and he told me the things he can bring and things he cant bring to NS. So yeah,i was glad he was allowed to bring phone but no CHARGER -.- okay, he said he'll be buying a lot of batteries. HAHA,Its okay. I guess im open about this situation already. Only the part when im gonna be alone without you. I pity myself missing you but its okay, with this faith for this love, I'll wait for your return.
This song makes me all better,
Gunslinger-Avenged Sevenfold. (do listen to the song)
It resembles us, now. It tells about how the guy struggled to go back and forth just to meet the girl and make her feel all secured with such warm letters sent, sigh. :(
Okay, morning was fine. I woke up pretty early but was too reluctant to get off my bed. :P
So i literally woke up at 1230pm around there, :) besides, if i were to be awake, i will do NOTHING at all.
Boredom,
Oh well, If only i could meet baby today, IF ONLY.
But he have to attend some checkup today,so maybe he cant make it plus i cant have any night meetups again as warned by my Dad -.- its okay, i have to endure this agony.
Ieqah,you're strong! Very patient! Keep going,girl! (Y) hehehehe. encouraging myself.
Baby, im falling more and more for you everyday.
I swear its true,with this distance between us,eventhough it kills,
It builds the love,honey.
I LOVE YOU,TOO MUCH. <3>
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