do i look like im okay? do i? Look closely, eyebags are getting obvious. Sigh, my love one's gonna be away for two years, how can i cope life being with him? Someone whom i needed daily, every moment ! :( But how could this be? life's so cruel,even cigarettes cant complete this half-dead life. MAN! fuck my life! FUCK everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh. seperation's gonna be hard on us, Not only me, you BUT US! why must it be this way/?! why god,why!? Today's the last i'd be seeing my baby but i cant even meet him now, dad's home:( Fuck it. Sighhhhhhh,baby,what this love's got us, brought us pain now,so much pain :( TOO MUCH._|_ fuck it. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. now's dad got lecturing Baby,Irfan and Ajik. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. okay thankgod, dad didnt bash him up, :-x Things went well but im crying agony inside. Okay bye. :(