Okayyy pictures on top was taken on tuesday i guess?
haha, i kinda forget which day i took this picture with Siti.
yes, it was during maths.
Supposed to do some Gradient thingy. yet, i knew nothing, nothing at all. man!
so yeah, we drew that JackJack, looks like my maths teacher, im serious!
Hes cute luh! HAHA!
Im feeling so PURPLE today..
So dont mind yeah?
okayy, nows already 7.37am.
i woke up for awhile to makesure i could hide from Dad and to assure that baby goes to school.
yes, im really so damn bored right now plus tired/sleepy.
rather that assuring that baby goes to school, we fought.
i mean like, AGAIN.
im not saying things as i wished, this time.
i really cant help it luh, i had enough of you not replying my messages yesterday!
I had enough with you lying to me always!
baby, if only you could really understand how i feel when you treated me this wayy.
im asking you, was it fair for me?
all the while, ive been doing things whenever it comes about you.
why i wake up early this morning eventhough i didnt attend school?
Cause' i wanna check on you, yet you didnt bother to message me.
i just dont know the reason why.
so i said things out that i really mean it, for some reasons, i find myself, annoying. like, seriously.
but even if how annoying i was, im still, your girlfriend.. right?
maybe you couldnt accept me the way i am.
okay, i admit i was thinking wayyy too immaturely when it comes to the way i think and how i get things done.
But you could atleast explain everything to me and make me understand you fully yeah?
then whats the point of having a relationship when we just CANT understand eachother?
haiyy, i dont know.
i really dont wish to fight with you just recently.
and eventhough my replies were damn SARCASTIC, atleast, i did replied you honey.
not like the way you do..
im not saying that you're always WRONG all the while but baby, THINK.
Treat me like the way im supposed to be treated, not ignoring my messages?
i seriously dont get it.
if you're done with me, you should have agreed on that breakup i asked for on tuesdayy.
baby, somehow, i just loved you so much and thats the reason why im still hanging on to this love no matter how bad it goes, im still having that patience to love you eventhough how many tears you let me shed, i dont care a single thing about it for what i know, my love for you is really strong.
please understand me on that honey.
may it be one-sided love, all i know, i love you. thats it.
so now, eventhough things were quite okay, its reallyreally okay if you dont wish to reply my messages coz i really dont wanna disturb you when you're in school.
so yeahh,
I'll be meeting Shahidah around 12 later.
im really having a baddy flu right now.
oh goshhh!
i wished to sleep.
LOL.
kaykay till here then(: