hey bloggeh:DD
Huhu, yesyes, we almost breakup again yesterdayy.
this time, im the one asking for it.
really cant help it luhh. haiyy.
then hes like emphasizing about his "teman tapi mesra" girl. i mean like, who likes it when your boyfriend have that kind of friendship with a girl?
yes, its really disappointing.
from the first start when i getta know all those, i was damn sick about it alreadyy!
GRR! spoiled my mood for rthat yesterday!
i told ahahidah everything about it.
she blew up alreadyy.
then yeah, during recess, she helped put and type for me such a looooooooooong breakup message for him.
yes, im satisfied with what she typed down.
i felt abit better luhh but im really going down down down!
so yeahh, when i looked at ":)" direction, i felt much more upset luh.
haiyy, kept bringing up the pasts.
then, after that fucking long breakup message was sent.
he didnt fucking replyy!
then i was damn fedup alreadyy.
i cant concentrate for the whole sickly four periods!
then this time, i typed.
sending him all that im not satisfied with and oneshot everything.
and i still remember when i said,
"i'll remember you".
i didnt know why i suddenly wanna let go..
seriously..
then he replied, saying sorry and said that he faked about the "teman tapi mesra" thingy.
i was like.. what?
again?
yes, i find it hard to trust him once more luh.
its been a million times baby, a MILLION times that i gave you chances and kept on staying here with you.
then, yeah, i get easily soft hearted when he kept saying sorry again and again.
so yeah, we didnt breakup.
and thats one thing about yesterday.
i cried so damn much luhh, sometimes i find it no point crying when all i get was such big eyebags below my dried eyes!
grrr!
then yesterday night, i really treated everything as we're once okay alreadyy.
so i sms-ed him.
AGAIN! he started once more.
this time, he didnt replied my messages for damn 4 hours!
i was already fuckedup, well then, i just go to sleep and heck care bout everything!
The next morning, which was, TODAY.
then he replied saying he passed out.
haiyy, i dont know luhh!
I kept thinking bout what Lynn told me yesterday bout "". during shahidah's cheer.. ):
i regretted so muchh.
haiyy, whats done cant be undone.):
then i left for school quite early luhh.
then he didnt reply my messages, like AGAIN!
i was damn annoyed luhh, so whatever luh.
i dont care bout it alreadyy.
then reached school.
i didnt see shahidah around, thinking she didnt come school.
i swear if she nvr come, damn boring siaa.
no laughters at all):
then went back to class.
then saw shahidah.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Then we escaped P.E.
bought our bread(:
then just continue the run from somewhere. ehhe!
teacher didnt notce thatt.
we ran for 1 round onlyy.
LOL!
hahahaha! then yeah, recess, i went to sms him.
and this time, i was being wayy to sarcastic. haha! :DDDD
Then yeah, he realized his mistake luh.
then say sorry or whatsoever,
i find it no point for him to say sorry when he kept repeating the same thing everydayy.
then whatever luhh.
i did all my malay homework, i did it anyhow.
haha! :D
then was POA.
i slept for the whole period plus maths and english.
haiyy!
im seriously gonna fail this coming CA1!
after school.
i went home and sleep all the wayyyyyyy!
and tomorrow im not going to school(:
LIKE WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
till here.
Goodnight readers!
was i the one you actally wanted?