by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Oh great, so let me talk bout MONDAY.
Sucks superduper much!
DOnt ask me why i cried that night.
Purposely lie just coz im being strict ? In what way baby? in what way?!
U dont have to lie that you'll be away for two weeks!
You seriously dont have to!
then somemore, Can even entertain girls who called you.
wow! Claps, Indeed.
simply, i dont know whats the reason for you to lie to me.
I just dont know.
Supposingly, your reason was im strict at times, seriously, am i even strict?
somehow, i was just sms-ing coz i never meet you for so many days!
Why cant you understand my feelings?
why must i always give in to you?
dont you think i have feelings too?
Ohmygod, and tomorrow's our 3rd Month, what you're doing now?
So busy with your stuffs?
whatthehell.
Then it seems that it took you almost 24hours to finish your stuffs, yes i do understand you man.
But atleast spare a time luh seyh!
walao, Seriously pissed off sia,
didnt know hes this way,
If i didnt know anything bout those lies, i bet you would be enjoying your "single" life for those freaking two weeks yeah?!
great huh?
and this is how you gave me chance to have trust in you?
Bullshit sia!
I dont even think that you'll change luh, and yes, maybe what other people say is really true.
But now, i dont want history to repeat by itself, Somehow, i just couldnt take it uh, seeing us this way. is this called love?
HAHA!
love is about sacrifice man, If u wouldnt sacrifice ur time being with me, how could you sacrifice your life being with me.
If you dont love me anymore, i suggest you should just tell me straight to my face!
Dont have to hide those feelings luh, somehow it'll make me suffer even more, You wont even realise what you did.
I really wanna thank shahidah!:D
Seriously, when i cried after i getta know everything, shes right next to me to wipe those tears that kept on pouring, ohmy, shes so sweet uh.
then yeah, _____ made me stopped crying so suddenly. special thanks to that someone.
and yeah, Tomorrow's our 3rd month, I would say, nothings gonna be happy for tomorrow.
Im really sure.
So yeah, I had fun with shahidah today(:
and now, maybe i'd be going to sleep soon.
Till here then(:
w/double loves!