Friday night
Yeah, todays was great.
i mean quite uh. haha!
kay, i accompanied him till 3am since he got some shadings to do.
i was really, tired. but what to do.
then yeah, i did all my D&T stuffs.
it was great uh.
ive done alot of it.
then, yeah. around 11 plus like that at night.
he didnt reply my message, hell yeah, i went to bed.
switched off the lights, somehow i kept wanting to browse through the messages we had from the 1st November that ive known him,
a sudden thing that made me cried like mad.
then soon, received a call.
i didnt expect for one.
then, yeah. picked it up.
talked to him for awhile, he apologized for not replying my previous message.
nevermind, im okay with it.
then he asked me why i cried.
i just kept quiet, then he started worrying.
then, he told me that he had no feelings for that girl and hes being truthful to me.
fine then.
hung up the phone. then we sms-ed for awhile.
again, a little arguements.
waaaaaah! sad, kay whatever.
then slept around three morning.

Then Yesterday;saturday
i wake up around 11plus like that.
dad started to Blablabla.
then yeah, did household chores.
then around 5 like that.
wentout, went to eat Murtabak at Jalan Sultan,
while on the way there, sms-ed him.
abit pissed off somehow.
he told theres a girl sms-ed him.
i was like, "if its about any other girl out there, dont tell me about it" :/
then, ive got no mood all the way till i reached home.
then after i had my shower, its already 2200hours like that.
i was very tired.
so, told him i wanna sleep, since he didnt reply my message, ive got nothing else to do.
so just went to sleep lorh.
then hes reply was, "i nga lepak2, u nk tido, tido arh".
as in, he said he was slacking, if u wanna sleep, go sleep uh.
upsetting it was, i did cried somehow.
it does really hurt.
so, finally i standup. and told him, even if im nobody to you, you dont have to treat me this way. then told him, i dont feel like meeting him next week, seeing him this way, i dont think we could even spend time together. although i missed him, theres no choices left.

then he apologized saying hes not the one who replied the message.
somehow, i was fucking pissed, so i just replied, haha and goodnight.
then yeah, i cant sleep actually,
so i took out my diary and wrote a whole 2 pages on 310109.
haha!
then, yeah.
i tried to draw a potrait of myself.
hahah! very random. i know.
then soon, he apologized AGAIN.
alright then, ive forgiven him.
soon, we were as usual.
Great.

Before we go eat murtabak, i did took some photos.







so i guess, till here.
:D
w/double loves(: