by Nur Faiqah Shahri
That picture shows how ive been lately,i just dont know myself. great huh?
Wednesday, Today.
umm yeah, Today i woke up around 4.20am i guess?
and yeah, got up, got all ready for school. and its already 4.50am like that.
went to the kitchen, helped sister with the breakfast(:
and weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
then my alarm clock rang, so yeah, get my handphone and wake him up.
i kept calling and calling, no answers.
so yeah, i didnt giveup though. LOL,
then soon, after i ate my breakfast and all. called him non-stop.
Then!
His dad picked up the phone, my heart was like pumping damn fast!
hahahaa!
then i did say hello.
thankGod, i wasnt scolded or something.wahaha.
then, went to school.
took the train around 6.34am?
then yeah, didnt sms much though coz hes not in the mood since he lost his drawings for art, so yeah, i dont wanna disturb him any further, then reached novena around 7 like that.
walked to school with Fiona(:
then yeah.
Reached school around 7.10am ?
then received a msg from him, he wont be going to sch today.
alright then, i called him up.
i was shocked at a moment.
then, yeah. i understand his situation, so be it.
then went to sit at the parade square. damn kecohh.
shahidah sit infront of me then Hilmi kept changing place to disturb me,
Woahhh!
hahaaaa! then teacher walked by the line.
then nagged at me bout my hair.
i did pinned up, but somehow, my hands rather itchy to pull down my fringe once more.
teacher admit that shes tired checking me on my hair.
hahaha, i was like, Yeah, u deserve it.
LOL.
kay then, first period was P.E then.
so yeah, went to the field and had Javeline?
so yeah, i did tried some.
all FAILED. hahahaa!
was scared to throw those things luh, damn pointed.
hha!
then, after that was English.
Kinda bored, did an essay in 45mins, i did damn longg. i guess i exceed more than 250words.
Lol, was lazy to do the wordcount. whatever lorhh.
then talked to shahidah bout how i felt and stuffs, yeah, She had the same feeling as me.
oh wow, yes shahidah, we do miss our "pasts" with ________. somebody.
we did wrote down our feelings on a paper.
we shared it and soon, She did cried.
i wanna cry out too, but i guess, im shouldnt be the one crying coz its all my fault in the first place.
well, i guess. Only Shahidah knows what im facing right now and who i really missed.
then after two periods of english is done.
Maths.
It sucks damn much luh, so didnt even concentrate.
then was Recess, my stomach kept on grumbling asking for Food Food Food!
hahahaaa!
so yeah, first when i saw the queue, i wanted to eat some breads only but then, we jumped queues:D easier mahh!
ate spaghetti with mash potatoes:D
its really Fun having recess with Irwan,Hariz and Ahmad.
haaa! all kind of nonsense came up.
i did laughed like an idiot, no denies.
hahaha!
kayee then, was POA, then Malay.
I didnt do my malay hw, there again, kena scold.
but then i did finish it up by end of school during socialstudies.
hhaa!
:DDDD
then after school, didnt meet him.
i dont wanna say it out luh.
what i know, when i reached home.
headed for my room. cried all the way.
i just dont know luh.
what i can say is that,
i know, im JUST a girlfriend, nothing much at all, so theres no point being jealous on you.
out of words.
and weeeeee, thanks for the tears.
till here people;D
Down my memory lane, i looked back to my pasts.
im still having this in my blog.
yes, i do ____ ____ in anywayy.
25th april08
