by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Saying goodbye was the worst last words i gotta say to you.
Lame reasons on breaking up.
i know that things'll turn up this way, i knew these three months we had meant nothing at all to you, nothing at all.
Whats the point chasing after me and all you do was to lie?
Somehow lie to your own heart,
Good dramas youve put on, great applause.
Ure the cause for all those tears, i thought ure such a nice guy when i first met you, i thought you'd make me smile every single day and i thought i could move on happily with you.
it turns out that my thoughts about you were so
wrong.I didnt expect for things to turn up this way for us.
Ive realized, Those words youve gotta say were all untrue!
with those stories you gotta create and those promises youve made; Last forever aye?
Bullshit i'll tell you.
and those crocodile tears!
Oh please, theres no audition for drama here aite!
such fake tears.
Ohmygod, i didnt know you;re so so GAY.
ive never seen a guy cried infront me, never before.
haha, fake ones, its not worth it boy,
Besides, to be frank, I dont love you THAT much. somehow, U wasnt even sweet.
-The one who doesnt send you home
-The one that asked you to call him rather than he calling you up.
-talks about other girls to you.
-the one who just wants pleasure.
-the one that tend to lie always.
-the one that doesnt respect you as a girl
- a geek.
now, thats MY ex-boyfriend.
the dumb one, do you think its fair for me?
i, being so stupid to have accepted him and fallen for a definite wrong guy.
now, after all those things you did, you would just walk away just like that?
without, Goodbye or either saying sorry!
all you know is to blame me for everything yet it was all ur fault.
tell me was it fair?
somehow, ive been giving in to him these days we kept arguing, appreciate me please!
and i guess, i do knew the reason why u ex left you for another guy,
Coz u dont spend a fucking little time with her at all! so dont blame them for being unfaithful coz you;re the one asking for it!
but in my state, did i go for other guys?
no, i didnt. i went on waiting for your sms-es almost like fucking hours then you'll sms me.
man, i was being wayyy to faithful to you, yet you didnt even appreciate that.
what kind of a man are you?
all these times we meet, did we even spent time together?
No, i wasted my three months being with such human-being that doesnt even appreciate your love.
should i stay or go? definitely go right?
somehow, we brokeup last night.
i cried a million tears. coz i regretted to have fallen for the wrong guy.
theres nothing more i could do left.
and we brokeup just because of a LAME reason.
My sister boyf, asked for his number coz he wanted to help out to solve the problems i had with this ashrafe. Then yeah, i did gave him.
Then soon, that ashrafe started to blame me kind of stuffs.
then soon, he said its over between us,
so i just say, then we'll just become friends then.
Then he replied saying his phone is not with him, its with his mum.
another lie , i knew the way you typed. so dont anyhow blame your mum for no reasons.
freaking dumb.
so hereby, i wanna people out there, lookout for these kind of guys, dont ever fall for them please!
i knew how bad it was, ive been through it, its damn bad.
dont ever prolong with the relationship when he doesnt even appreciate your love.
heres some i gotta say to ASHRAFE.
So its the end of us just coz of an unreasonable reason. I really thought you were such a nice guy but somehow my thoughts of you went so wrong. those fake crocodile tears you gotta release?
great acts.
Ive had enough of you since youve changed.
and then on, i never loved you that much like the way i used to, last time.
now, its over between us, i would just hope you could find someone better that you could be happy with, and somehow, i hope you would appreciate her love and take good care of her heart, just hope there wont be a next victim yeah?
be true to your heart, girl's arent any toy you could play with.
somehow, they do have feelings.
what goes around comes around. may you be happy with your life.
dont come around and regret after what youve did.
i know God would be fair enough.
Goodbye.
I agree, hes the worst person ive ever met.
he lied that last time, girls used to dump him and went for other guys, but now i guess, its the other way round, you're the one who dumped them for other girls after having some pleasures.
You just sucks so much.
just remember that phrase man, what goes around comes around.
we'll see.
regretting wasnt the point, having to fallen for the wrong guy was the start of all those pain in the heart.
Til here.
w/double love.