by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Ever gotta feeling you're just living a good life and the next day you're living in the most horrible life ever? Yeah. Feel me,then.
One second, he was so nice like Mr.Right, the next moment he'll play the role, "Jerk".
So what's new?
I was so happy living my life and today, 19th Aug 11, it's just no longer happy anymore.
Fuck happiness man!
It just could'nt last! I was building hopes on a thin line. Guess while i was building, i stepped on the wrong line. I'm falling again.
Why do you have to do this to me?
Can't you just treat me dearly?
Your friends are all that matters rite?
Sigh, seriously. I'm just so stupid to be finding time for you. Serious stupidity.
Today's Friday, school releases us early. For a moment, i thought you'd at least have the initiative to just reach me in whatever ways but you didn't. I just can't stop lying to myself and think that you'd call me up and ask for a meet-up.
well yeah, fuck my thoughts.
Again, i reached home. I called u up, you said you were at the school's bustop.
I waited for you to reach home and expecting a text from you.
2 hours later. My phone's still silent.
I called u up again and you said you were at Marsiling.
Doing what? Meeting up with ur friend.
Awww how sweet of you? Yesterday you were too sick and you can't meet me cause of that.
You're still unwell today and you can still meet-up with your friend.
Woah, must have been someone special aye?
Uh whatever.
I'd rather motherfucking sleep.
bye.
