calefare squeezed mucus. @ 11:50 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

HAH I'M SO BORED, THEREFORE I SNAP SNAP SOME WEBCAM PHOTOS! HEHE.
NOW YOU SEE ME WITHOUT FRINGE! How? CAN?
HAHA!
My ass was like getting numb sitting around near the bus stop at Admiralty.
PFFT! Morning, or should i say, afternoon. Rushed to Toa Payoh and headed for Mac donalds to meet up with my d&t teacher. LOL. Me and Shahidah were like sitting there and figuring out whether we should eat since it's still lunch time; cheaper.
HAHA! So we decided to buy some meal.
WHAT THE HELL,we laughed like mad as we walked back to the interchange after we're done looking at the hottest vampire around on earth. LOL!
While walking to the Toa Payoh Interchange, there's one person kept on shouting out loud and Shahidah, HAHA DAMN EPIC. She wanted to kaypoh around and check out the scene,
While watching what was happening, AN APEK CAME ACROSS THE SCENE AND SQUEEZED OUT HIS MUCUS INTO THE DRAIN!
And i announced him as the calefare of the scene since he appeared from nowhere and blocked the chaotic scene and squeeze out his mucus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHA disgusting.
met up with Baby and Dinie!
Then went home.
TIRED.
TOMORROW's HARI RAYA.
YAY YAY YAY!
BYE!
Old memories, new room @ 3:19 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
I CLEANED UP MY ROOM!
AND, i found my old diary. So here's some of the snippets i got from my diary.

- My used-to-be bestfriend/girlfriend/sister. HAHA Should i say, Everything?
But yeah, we're just close (:

-When i was in secondary 2 (: Can't really see. But i'm the 2nd person after the teacher in black.

-This was when Qifa, confessed to me that he likes me, LOL! see i go update!

And, lastly my room! :) HEHE!
Another curtain i have not fixed it. :(
Fixing it now! :)
OK BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
back @ 6:34 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

FOR ONCE! I thought my blog was taken away! :( thank God it wasn't! HEHE!
So that picture symbolizes my life! UNDEFINED.
Yes, undefined.
As in, I don't know what i'm up to, everyday.
most of time i'd be wasting time instead of studying ya know? But hell yeah, i studied two days back for Prelims and i hardly get some sleep :(
My oral english last week was the best oral exam! Well,for me. Because i didn't stumble a word while reading the passage, I'm happy. weeeeweeee. LOL.
But examiner is very rude eh. I was answering half way and she interrupted me with a new question >:-|
So i had maths paper last two days. It went pretty well for Maths Paper 2 and English Paper 1. Yesterday was Social Studies and Maths Paper 1. Both papers were a killer! Especially MATHS! and Social Studies, i left the (a) essay question blank! damn it, i was so sleepy!
Today was basically on History and English Paper 2! And both papers were YAHOO!
Heheh. For history, i didn't leave a blank at all and make sure i answered most of the questions.
For English Paper 2, my handwriting was very neat and clean :P

Imagine having two of me. Hhaha bet it's gonna be crazy especially when i start to annoy people!
Hehehe. Went to Marsiling ommunity centre yesterday and went for a karaoke with Boyfriend.
He knew just how much i was stressed up with school.
It was my first time singing infront of my boyfriend.
Thank god tak out of tune, If out of tune ah, hahahaha i think i'll laugh hard on the microphone.
But it was very fun when we duet some of the songs! :D
So yeah.

That's about it! I'll be back with more updates!!!!!!
Two more days to Hari Raya!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I'm gonna finish all those kuihs in people's house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SIAP AKU DATANG NAK KERJAKAN KUIH-MUIH MAKCIK. >:-)!
Ok bye! anything tag meeee!!!
stupidity @ 4:24 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Ever gotta feeling you're just living a good life and the next day you're living in the most horrible life ever? Yeah. Feel me,then.
One second, he was so nice like Mr.Right, the next moment he'll play the role, "Jerk".
So what's new?
I was so happy living my life and today, 19th Aug 11, it's just no longer happy anymore.
Fuck happiness man!
It just could'nt last! I was building hopes on a thin line. Guess while i was building, i stepped on the wrong line. I'm falling again.
Why do you have to do this to me?
Can't you just treat me dearly?
Your friends are all that matters rite?
Sigh, seriously. I'm just so stupid to be finding time for you. Serious stupidity.
Today's Friday, school releases us early. For a moment, i thought you'd at least have the initiative to just reach me in whatever ways but you didn't. I just can't stop lying to myself and think that you'd call me up and ask for a meet-up.
well yeah, fuck my thoughts.
Again, i reached home. I called u up, you said you were at the school's bustop.
I waited for you to reach home and expecting a text from you.
2 hours later. My phone's still silent.
I called u up again and you said you were at Marsiling.
Doing what? Meeting up with ur friend.
Awww how sweet of you? Yesterday you were too sick and you can't meet me cause of that.
You're still unwell today and you can still meet-up with your friend.
Woah, must have been someone special aye?
Uh whatever.
I'd rather motherfucking sleep.
bye.
The reason why i drift away. @ 12:00 AM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

HIHI.
So that's my sister (:
She's there always cheering me up when i'm down, ALWAYS. I appreciate her existence though sometimes she gets annoying. HAHA.
Oh well, so i woke up and went back to sleep early in the morning. I first woke up at 8AM. As per usual,checking my phone but it was expected though, No texts from B-o-y-f-r-i-e-n-d. Well should i even call him B-o-y-f-r-i-e-n-d in the first place?
Tsk. So disappointed. :/ hmm.
Times like this, i just feel as if i'm like drifting away and my heart's like divided into two. :/
Nah i don't know.
So yeah,went to Nexx and had Subway. hehe me and my parents are all not fasting :P
Teeeeheee. So yeah. We walked around and went home shortly after that.
Well, he texted me in the afternoon asking whether i'm still mad at him.
I replied though, as per usual, ranting it all out.
His replies were simply NEVER convincing plus, he's not making me any happier! >:-(!
(bukannya nak ambil hati orang, ni makin makan hati.)
Sighhhhhhhhhhh. I went to Sheng Shiong with Mummy and Sister.
VERY HEAVY UH THE GROCERIESSSSS.
Tskkkkk,
Went home and time check, 12:23AM.
He hasn't text me since 10PM.
How cool?
Or maybe i should just love someone else more?
WTV
Goodnite.
EXTREMELY MAD. @ 10:55 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Hi,
Sorry for not updating that often. Cause i'm just lazy to actually update or go online.
But i'm very very active in Facebook! :D
So yeah. Today's my cousin's birthday. Happy Birthday Dinie Haziq (:
In that, actually i planned with Boyfriend to make a surprise for this cousin of mine and i rushed home despite knowing there's an extra class after which would end around 0330pm.
As per usual, SILLY me. I rushed home like mad, as in, LIKE MAD YA KNOW?
I reached home pretty early and was quite happy to meet up with boyfriend. But, guess what?
I got all prepared and he asked me to wait. I waited till i fell asleep.
I waited for around 1 hour plus already. Which girl would like to wait for quite long after she has already dressed up?
Sigh. I was out of control. Really frustrated due to his late replies. sigh.
The particular thing that adds fuel to the fire was,
Me: What took u so long? I'm all dressed up since just now.
Boyfriend: Umm, nevermind uh no need go if you don't want to.
Me: so what time can i see you?
Boyfriend: Nevermind uh, no need.
And that's when i got all "BOOOOOOMED" up. Yes, i was about to explode. Well, i've exploded anyway after i raised my voice when i called him. I even hung up the phone when he asked me a stupid question. Tsk. He was already outside and he can't simply tell me to meet up at a particular place? Really ..... woah. Don't know how to describe sia.
Whatever it is, I am really upset with him.
My phone battery has ran out so i can't be bothered to even charge my phone.
Sorry for those who can't through me,
I'm gonna sleep after this and have a long rest during the weekend. WEEEEE!!
OK BYE! feel free to ask me questions on Formspring ! :D
@ 2:32 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri


I stripped my jeans at the eleventh hour. LOL. As in, at nite lor. :D

I'm OFF TO TOWN!
Meeting up with Baby at Yishun and then meet my girls! what an opportunity, i'm not fasting today :D hehehee.
Brb with an updated post!
Never a sense of guilt @ 8:01 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri

This was when i put on some make-up(eyes/lips) but i don't put on powder cause' i just hate em'.
Hi!
Sorry for not updating. really-really am upset/disappointed yesterday plus today(baru je die upsetkan aku lagi) :(
So yesterday, I'm like so happy when he told me he's gonna fetch me from school. Yay-.-
And then when i told him that i end slightly later.
He started giving me reasons that he can't go home late and must reach home by 5 and whatsoever. I trusted him.
I thought maybe he wanted to go home and break fast with the family since it's the first day of the fasting month.
But. ya. He was out with his friends when i saw a check-in facebook telling me that he's at Somerset at 6pm.
What a lie. Who won't get mad? Can't he simply just tell me the truth?
What's the point of lying?
Sigh. I've really got nothing to say.
What more? He can even said, "Oh i'm so sorry, i didn't do it on purpose"
I wonder, do you have a sense of guilt in u?
Plus, you didn't even bother to text me this morning until now -.- WHEN it's UR FAULT.
Not even mine. Macam aku yang bersalah gitu.
Sakit sia hati.
I felt like crying most of the time.
BUT FOR WHAT?! I didn't even do anything wrong.
fuck luh, maybe i'm just a failure.
Whatever i do doesnt make a difference.
Bye.