by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Yeah, i'm back, just feel like typing down my feelings. Here it goes, ever imagined queueing up for food during recess, feeling so hungry then a guy simply insulted you right in the face?

Yeah. if it was for other girls, 80% of them would probably ignore. But the 20% girls, like me, would eventually BREAKDOWN. Sigh, inside of me, i felt like crying out loud at that point of time but i kept on holding back my tears and bought only a Chicken Burger instead. :'(

my appetite was ruined :/ I didn't talked much after that, didn't crack jokes like i always do.

I kept on staring into thin air, trying hard to hold back my tears. :/

Baby Jh knows that i'm suffering right inside so she kept quiet all the way :/

I felt rather guilty for not talking to some of those innocent beings in my class.

I get affected so easily. Words may be words. But indirectly, it felt just like a self-destruction after they called me, "too ugly".

yeah i know, i know. I'm ugly. enough with it, can already? i can't take it anymore. It's too much for me to bear. :'( I know you people just can't keep those comments to yourself.

Fine, you people won ok. I lost. i give in. Say all you want.

You people just don't know how badly it affects me, my level of self-esteem is getting much much lower than before. I can't stand that. I beg you, people :'(

Because of you people, i couldn't possibly concentrate after recess. Tears kept wanting to rush out from these tired eyes of mine. BUT WHAT DO YOU PEOPLE CARE!? :'(

Bye.