by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hello. Aliyah had a tough night last night, tossed and turn trying to sleep but yet her eyes were playing pictures of the past, like some movie trailer. Hmm. She prayed to God, crying as she vows just how much she missed the old Bill who was once so sweet/caring/loving but now what Bill is, he's just a devil, a king of all heartbreakers.Aliyah coped well in school, somehow with the smile on her face.
Like some heavy burden on her chest.
Carl's online now but she could'nt help but think back of the times they used to chat so happily like some close buddies but now, only silence left a space in between them.
She cried knowing Carl's just ignoring her now.
She cried cause she had no idea why's that so.
Tell me what would you do if you were Aliyah? :'(
Bye.
Flirting is a hobby for Bill. @ 4:58 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hello.Another continuation story about Aliyah.
Aliyah had a sleepless night last night. She could'nt sleepwell and all she think about was her messed up life. Bill's always makin' her more and more upset. Almost everyday.
Aliyah cried reading a text message from Bill that simply tore her apart.
She could'nt help less but cry out in the middle of the Chemistry lesson.
Maybe Bill has already have someone else in mind. But why must he be hanging around still with Aliyah when he has someone else in mind? Guys.
Bill find it a normal thing to have some fun with another girl and simply told Aliyah that he wasn't flirting a single bit cause they're just close friends.
Just because Aliyah has been so close with Carl but she didnt go to a certain extent of pinching eachother cheeks or even touch a single bit.
Aliyah's standing strong now!
She will try not to contact Bill anymore, maybe just in Cyber. Too bad for Bill then.
Aliyah will be changing her number pretty soon.
And she ain't gonna update her cousin and precisely, Bill.
Aliyah's too tired now, she's off to sleep.
Love you bits.
A story about a girl. @ 6:21 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hi.Here's a story about a girl named Aliyah.
Yes, she exist but that's not really her real name.
Here's how the story goes.
Aliyah has an ex-boyfriend, they just broke up for about 1 month now.
They broke up because Aliyah could'nt stand the pain of long waits and being cheated all these while so she let go.
Aliyah's ex boyfriend named, Bill.
He kept runnin' back for Aliyah but Aliyah only has mixed feelings that can't be expressed nor to be understood. Bill was so desperate for her comeback and wanted to stop schooling despite knowing that Aliyah hates a guy that doesn't have an education.
Aliyah was speechless, even words could'nt change Bill's mindset.
Aliyah thought she has found someone new.
Someone that maybe could make her happy throughout her life.
But those smile of hers were just temporary.
Aliyah tried to make it up everyday to put up a smile for her girlfriends.
Behind those smile, she was just an ordinary broken-hearted girl crying inside of her room and nobody knows except Allah.
Aliyah suddenly had a crush on someone.
That particular someone named Carl was a very charming guy that brought her to the movies and they both cracked laughters about the childhood memories they encountered.
Aliyah then thought Carl's someone new that she have came across with.
Days goes by, Aliyah began to grow feelings for Carl but the feelings was rather insecure as she can't accept the fact that most part of her heart was occupied by Bill.
Aliyah tried everyday to not fall for Carl and sometimes act rather cold towards Carl so that she won't fall deeper. As days goes by, Aliyah's feelings towards Carl began to grew even more.
She could'nt find an answer.
Soon, Carl suddenly ignored Aliyah and never talked to her again don't know of what reasons there was.
Aliyah began to breakdown , not believing that Carl 's the type of person that comes and go as and when he likes, knowing that he's just an ordinary guy.
Aliyah never failed looking at Carl's Facebook profile but Carl could'nt care less of replying her inbox message in facebook or even a reply of SMS.
Aliyah had a hard time running back anfd forth in reality.
Not knowing what's best of both worlds.
She doesn't knows when's the right time she could be happy.
In wanting to accept Bill back, it's gonna cause her life if Bill's gonna play around with her heart again. Aliyah's too afraid of getting back with Bill.
Aliyah;s just trying her best to be nice with people and not let them down.
But sometimes being nice just let her down in every way.
Aliyah wished Bill a happy 17th monthsary that could have taken place.
Bill's just making her more afraid to get him back.
Aliyah's crying now.
Cause nobody appreciates.
And who may you ask this Aliyah would be,
It's the girl typing these words from the start.
Labels: brokenhearted.
i'm ugly, yay. @ 8:42 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
hi. Annual Awards Day was a killer. In the morning, i was kinda moody :/ i don't know why. Baby jinghui didn't come to school today. Even recess, i bought myself a chocolate milk instead of some meal or something, just the feeling. :/ Damn weird leh. hm.Then after school i was so happy to meet up with Baby Jinghui. Went to KFC to have our lunch. I bought the one-dollar cheeze and it made my day. LOL.
ohmygod. then yeah i was too full, we walked around for awhile and met up with Baby Jin Xian (:
Heheheh. then i took the bus back to school. Yes today's holy hot man the weather. Man.
ya, we assembled in class for about haalf and hour -.-
very sian, i swear.
ya, at the hall.
Having some PERFECT classmate sitting right next to me -.-
kept on criticising me. Nice hobby you got there. I was like holding back my tears with those criticisms (: But yeah you did a great job right there!
WOOOO. -.-
k bye.
ya i ugly ok bye
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