by Nur Faiqah Shahri

K. i damn angry now. Thanks. Aku bangun pagi-pagi semata-mata nak check ada message ke tak. Check-check takda you. Punya sedih, kata-kata pun takda guna man. serious aku cakap.

I was glad that boyfriend has finally recovered from his sickness. Cool. Im glad.

Ya. Then what i hate the most is, I didnt finish my food. You know how desperate of me trying to gain fats? Yeah. I almost threw up all the food i gobbled up. -.-

Irritating righhhhhht? Eh body, Seriously, i give you food, you throw away. Jangan membazir boleh tak? :( Buat lah fats ke apa ke :(

Hmpft. love, I know indirectly, you want the best for me. But i swear, i'm telling you now,

You're making it worse for me, Don't tell me when i needed you, you can't be there just because i had to study. No way baby, thats not the way. I'm telling you, we need commitment here okay?

You can't expect me to follow your way cause i can't easily adapt straight away. I'm different okay? You can't compare me with other girls. I'm not those type that can stay away from you for days/months/years. Sigh. All i know is, YOU'RE MY MOTIVATION RIGHT HERE.

What's studies when you're not there? I might as well sleep in class right? And kept failing every tests, that's not the way you want things to be right baby? I appreciate you wanting me to do my best for O's but i might need your help too. I told ya, YOU'RE MY MOTIVATION.

When you went disappearing, jangan harap buku, nak pandang pensel pun i tak nak okay.

Please. There's no need to ignore my text messages or what. You're making things go worse.

I promise you baby. We can talk about this and the way things can go smoothly.

I love you bye.