by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Eh hi, been long since i've update. I just got terminated from my fucked up job at LJS yesterday. Fuck the manager i should say :) Heh. Oh well.She got fucked up by Mum onthephone. How great? :) Might be sending my uniform back to them later evening. And get my 20$ back. LOL.I woke up at 7AM, but Sister's going to work for the first time. oh well. Then i logged in Facebook, Which i shouldn't have. Cause it made me restless till i can;t get back to sleep.
I saw Baby's status. So much of sucha happy talk we had last night and BOOM, this status.
Came along with a big question mark on my head, seriously don't know a thing at all!
I kept tossing and turning, i kept thinking what's up but i still i can't figure out a thing. Seriously this morning's fucked up. :( i kept finding solutions but he's not picking up any of my calls cause his cell's off. I was crying all along but i can't do a thing. Asking brother won't help at least -.- I talked to him, he turned and went back to sleep. What de fuck. i swear i wasn't in a good mood.
First thing, i'm tired and second thing, i'm just clueless. Sigh, i kept making assumptions and hoping i could cool down but i simply can't. Fuck yourself, Ieqah.
Then yeah, I thought of calling his house number, so i did. my heart was thumping as if it'
s about to pop out! Then his brother answered the phone, i felt relieved at least and i talked to Baby for awhile but he ain;t telling me anything. sigh, i don't know uh.
Damn fucked up life uh.
I thought we are gonna be as happy for the number of days we didn't argue. sigh.
So much of missing him. :(
BYE.
