by Nur Faiqah Shahri

I miss my babygirls.

Hell yeah.

My life always roll down in an empty street i swear.

I felt so down and i broke down upon seeing her pictures in your Itouch, How brokened i was, Only God knows. How much tears i feel like releasing, only God knows.

Just how much hatred i built in myself but she was never at fault.

I know but UGH. I was so upset until i flood tears just now. :( I was too feeble to even control those tears, i just can't take it. It's like piercing through my heart :( Sigh. I could'nt help it, that's why i chose to go home by myself. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to over react, But it's just too much.

I thought you could at least chase after me and said sorry after what i saw :(

You knew i was down, you knew i was so disappointed. Can't you see it in my eyes?

I was hoping you could see it through me :( But you walked away instead :(

How could you be so bad?:(

How i felt through-out my journey back home was agony.

It's pressures me on and on and i could'nt think! I was confused, mad, disappointed.

I don't know how to explain my feelings. All i knew was, HOW COULD THAT BE?:(

I trusted you.

And this is what i get.

I love you so much,

And this is what i get.

I'm being faithful to you,since from the start.

And this is what i get.

What is it that you really want?

I don't know either. sigh,

Imma turn in soon, but im not too sure if i might sleep soundly :(

Goodnight cruel world.

I love you readers