by Nur Faiqah Shahri
RANDOM PICTURE TAKEN TWO DAYS AGO WITH BABYBRO! :)
HELLO PEEPS! I'm back.Yeah i've been busy lately, with work work work work work work work!
Alright. What i know i've been missing my babygirls so much but i can't see them! :(
Today, I was like sleeping throughout morning till 12NOON when Mum asked me to accompany her to Woodlands Civic Centre to pay some payments. Oh well. we went our around 2PM and i got ready cause i thought i'd be meeting up with Rosbaby at United Square. So yeah, Was lining up at the queue in DBS, Babybrother kept wanting to walk outside cause he said it's boring. AHHAHAHA. so yeah, i went out and FUCKING HELL saw Khai. Yeah KHAI, THAT BLOODY SHORT BASTARD K-H-A-I ! BAHAHHAHA, If you are my daily reader, bet you know who's he :) Oh well, I was waiting outside when he kept on looking out for me, YAH SHORT, he kept on tip-toeing to see if i'm outside -.-" DIAO. Damn fucked up i swear, BAHAHAHA then when he wanna get out, he fucking went hiding like some mouse behind his friend. tsk,
STUPID coward bitch. -.-
Manager called and i'm asked to start working by 5PM till 10PM. Woah, i damn pek cek. Cannot do anything mah, just go luh. then have to cancel my meeting with Rosbaby. Aiyo,I'm really sorry baby :( Hmmmmm. Reached there right on time and saw (sis)Kakak Shasha at the counter. Some senior working there :) Huhu. Then yeah, I hate one particular customer when he'd order things that i don't really know (Hello, i'm new here!) Tsk. He asked for a change of two coke to two mineral water(bottles). I didn't really know where they placed the bottles so i thought they don't have it -.-" I asked my manager to arrange it for me and he gave me the fucked up look. What's with the attitude old man? _|_ I hate doing closing.
I ended work at 11PM. WHAT ZE FUCK. I Have to do all the cleaning and i remembered what Kakak Shasha told me, "dont ever take the night shift, you'll hate it". I doubt so i'd like it -.-"
So yeah. IT SUCKKKKKKS OKAY! I don't want night shifts liao but tomorrow i start work at 3PM till 10PM. FUCK! Night shift, i go die now. SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN,
Okay i go sleep now okay.
Babyboy's already asleep. :P
Imma sleep now and YOU PEOPLE BETTER DONT WAKE ME UP TOMORROW.
Imma wake up by 1PM, That's it and i'll head for job!
Buaiz!
Goodnight!
DO ask me questions at Formspring, it's going dead :-/
LOVEEE YOUZCSZXS!
Labels: I miss babygirls and boyfriend
I miss somebody,got my job @ 9:43 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Random picture :) hehehe hello ! I'm back yoooooooooo, slept quite late last night though. Okay luh.
I thought this morning i was gonna sleep like a pig throughout morning but i have interview at Ang Mo Kio in the morning. I rushed from bed and got all ready. Called the manager and she said i can go there by 2PM -.-" I got out from home around 1320? Then i reached around 1348 around there ya. Then i walked around like some tourist searching for the bloody hell Long John Silver. Hahahhaa, i walked and walked suddenly got some FAT/HUGE/BIG + BLACK THING called me then he winked at me. I WAS LIKE, OHZMYZEEE. EWWWWWWWWWWWW.
I freaking gave him my whatzefuck look and buzzed off quickly.
I walked pass the Mosque and saw KFC and i walked again and saw LongJohnSilver. It's like, HEAVEN. Interviewed and i'm starting for work by tomorrow from 11AM till 6PM. Will be seeing my babygirls after that maybe. Oh well.
I walked around Plaza Sing after that, i swear my tummy was empty and i walked like some zombie. Very very very weak. Any time i can fall if anyone push me. Teeeeheeeeezs. Then yeah, i went to wait for train to Boon Keng and two BLACK thing sat infront of me and they kept looking at me up and down. -.-" I fucking pek cek can. I feel like kicking them in the groin! GRRRRR! I sighed hard infront of them and walked off.
Met up with Baby then yeah.
Okay imma go to sleep now.
Tomorrow start working liao, OHMY! I miss some-b0-deh :(
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :-/
I miss ______.
Okay buaiz.
@ 6:46 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
I'm crying now and i couldnt help it :'(
fuck my life completely:( im serious.
You prioritize ur anger rather than me, you think about yourself rather than me.
You're too much ego.
I thought you promised me for good but no,
empty promises :(
I can't help it seriously you're too much.
too much, just too much.
FUCK MY LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE> UGH!
boys are like toys. @ 11:41 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Eh hi.
I'm like not in the mood now. So blogger, YOU NEED TO LISTEN TO ME! :(
I was so pissed cause why, Since afternoon i've been noticing those girls kept adding up to your profile. FOR WHAT? If they add you, i won't mind at all but it's YOU, who added all of em'.
If they're ugly i would'nt say a word, They're gorgeous, Just beautiful compared to me.
So what signs are you trying to gimme? hell yeah you promised.
Will it, be fulfilled? I mean, AGAIN? Or it'll never? Like all those promises you've created before.
I could write a whole long list of those empty promises, Guys (dot, dot, dot).
okay goodnight! ♥
Teeheee. @ 10:17 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
LIKE OH I HOPE ONE DAY WE COULD TAKE SOME PICTURES LIKE THIS BEFORE, BABYGIRLS♥♥♥.SO hello, second post. Don't mind right? Hehe.
I'm so TIRED and BORED at home. I can be labelled as a pig, i swear.
Oh well. I was about to sleep but i was so scared when i heard some thud coming from my cabinet. Not only once, the sound came again and i went out running to Granny and watched Semerah Cinta Stiletto. Hahhahaahahahaha. YA LAUGH AT ME LUH!
Okay, then Love called me and we talked for awhile.
A slight bitter taste embraced my wounded heart, I listened to A7x to chill out then.
hehhehe. Then yeah, texted him and all.
My phone's got something wrong, Maybe no network or it's just the damn phone.
Cause i fucking threw it around when i got mad anytime :-/ Sorry phone.
Love got pek cek after sending me text messages for 18 times.
He posted on his wall to show he's frustrated. Cute or what? hahhahahaa.
Oh well, I talked to the girl already. To clear my doubts. Maybe she's lying so i won't start another argument, Nah i don't know. I just hope she's saying the truth cause i'm scared i might break her heart somehow :-/
I talked onthephone with Love for awhile just now, suddenly it hung up, i don't know why :-/
I HAVE to sleep early today, tomorrow got a lot of job interviews. PLEASE TAKE ME IN.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
If only i was born today, I can be 16 by today! SHI_BYE.
Okay imma turn in soooooooooooooooooooooooooon.
Wish me good luck on getting my jobbbbbb yeah!
I can become garfield at home sia.
HAHAHAH.
Okay buaiz, Love you muah♥ ♥ ♥
Labels: tired
are you leaving already? @ 11:47 AM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
My boy.I may be disappointed, though i'm crying listening to those slow songs.
I swear my world's empty without you. I don't get it why,
Qifa Cine My phone wont reachable, only for my sch friends!! Im really sorry, espeacially you bby.. Do takecare of yourself!! :'( and i do really love you.. Mwahh!
I really dont get this! :( I was hoping that today's gonna be a brand new day.
It wasn't :'( fuck, why am i crying for this shit!? :(
I just love you too much and i can't explain this feeling baby.
Are you leaving me already?
What did i do,exactly?
I did nothing at all :(
You're the problem but i was okay about it by then.
It's just you, yourself.
UGH.
Labels: fml
I believed you, @ 12:22 AM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
HELLO!I miss my babygirls.
Hell yeah.
My life always roll down in an empty street i swear.
I felt so down and i broke down upon seeing her pictures in your Itouch, How brokened i was, Only God knows. How much tears i feel like releasing, only God knows.
Just how much hatred i built in myself but she was never at fault.
I know but UGH. I was so upset until i flood tears just now. :( I was too feeble to even control those tears, i just can't take it. It's like piercing through my heart :( Sigh. I could'nt help it, that's why i chose to go home by myself. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to over react, But it's just too much.
I thought you could at least chase after me and said sorry after what i saw :(
You knew i was down, you knew i was so disappointed. Can't you see it in my eyes?
I was hoping you could see it through me :( But you walked away instead :(
How could you be so bad?:(
How i felt through-out my journey back home was agony.
It's pressures me on and on and i could'nt think! I was confused, mad, disappointed.
I don't know how to explain my feelings. All i knew was, HOW COULD THAT BE?:(
I trusted you.
And this is what i get.
I love you so much,
And this is what i get.
I'm being faithful to you,since from the start.
And this is what i get.
What is it that you really want?
I don't know either. sigh,
Imma turn in soon, but im not too sure if i might sleep soundly :(
Goodnight cruel world.
I love you readers
Labels: I believed you.
No vacancies. @ 1:10 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
HELLO! :)I'm baccccccccccccccccccck .
Okay, yesterday. went to Yishun to look around for jobs but none of them have vacancies, if have also they wanted Chinese or some, 18 or experienced, FULL/No more vacancy.
Damn Dot-dot-dot. I swear. Was quite pek cek lor, thought i could get some job by yesterday. Neh, Fuck all those shops uh. GRRRR.
Then headed for Somerset. Haiyaaa.
Then went home lor, took the train back home and stopped at Yishun.
Board the bus back home, i thought baby was gonna board the bus with me.
He went home instead, nevermind, I pity his feet anyway . :(
Oh well,
This morning was like everything's fine then suddenly Love was like moodswing -.-
I kena scold again, ya luh, attitude again uh.
Wahlao eh, pek cek sia.
I never do anything also. -.-"
Okay, i'm really rotting at home , i swear!
I wanna go to bed i guess after this.
HMMMMM.
DAMN BORED I SWEAR.
okay buaiz.
FUN @ 10:31 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
HELLO!Morning was hell.
Then afternoon met up with babygirls at Plaza Sing. :)
we walked around then met up with Desmond, Ben and GohSiang.
Hhehehe, it was very tiring though walking with heels all over.
You wear heels, you'll get hell.
Hahhahahaha.
Then went to eat at some restaurant, Babygirls had HUGE hotdogs! :)
hahahhaha.
Then yeah, we went to Far East and walked around :)
After that go Cine Leisure, take Neo prints then went home,
I thought Dad was gonna scream the hell out of me but neh,
He just told me that next time if im going out with whoever, EVEN BOYFRIEND,
I can tell him and whatever timing i'm reaching home, i can just inform them
as long as i inform them,they're cool.
How great is that?
hehehehe.
Okay buaiz !
I miss my babyboy!
i miss my babygirls!
goodnight!
Miss my girls. @ 10:57 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
OH HELLO!♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Just a few days not meeting this crazy babies of mine, i'm missing them already! :(
SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ME WANT THEM NOW NOW NOW ! :(:(
Okay well, morning was sucha drag manz.
Serious, i waited for ♥Love since morning and yeah, Went out only at 1600hours then.
Met up with him at Yishun.
Yeah, bought my Ya Kun Kaya Toast.
And it tasted LIKE HEAVENNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~
hahahahhaha.
okay, tmr morning maybe i going IMM for job interview ...............
And tomorrow buying Andre's birthday present.
Oh well! :)
Me very tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
Me want me girls now.
Okay buaiz,
Goodnightttttttttttttttttt! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ :D:D
bruno mars. @ 9:26 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
OH THIS GUY ON TOP IS LIKE "WHAT EVERY WOMAN WANTS" FOR A LIFETIME!Hell yeah. Like listen to every song he sang! It's completely a BEAUTIFUL man.
I love you Bruno Mars♥.
So yeah, Morning was Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
I can't even sleep peacefully! :(
Mum kept texting me Non-stop. Then yeah, got up and went out around 1500.
Met up with Love at Novena.
Just how cute is he when i'm standing right infront of him when he called and was about to ask me where am i. LOL.
Then yeah, I didn't go for the job interview for Long John. Felt like i wanted other jobs, But yeah i don't know luh.
Aiyaaaaa, went to Sembawang with Love. Took the bus and had a long ride.
He slept through-out. He seemed so sleepy. hehehe.
We went home then :)
We kissed and hugged hard.
Hell yeah i miss Love.
But i miss my girlssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss so much!
Okay buaiz.
ME LOVE BRUNO MARS.
Tomorrow Graduation Day! :(
LOVELOVELOVE ♥
Babygirls at my crib. @ 8:23 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! My babygirl on top(Points up).i woke up early in the morning and realised I didn't wake Love up for schooooooool.
Damn it, i realised when it's already 40 minutes passed.
I quickly called him but yeah, in the end he didnt go school also.
I kept sleeping then wake up, then asleep then wake up.
I scared that time would fly so fast and babygirls would be waiting for me at Causeway.
LOLOLOL. I get all fresh when Love said he's already outside my house.
Woah! I got ready super fast manz.
Then yeah, met up with Love :)
Soon, we go fetch Babygirls at Causeway :)
Bought some hair dye and went back to my crib. Hehehhee.
We dyed our hair but in the end the colour didnt come out ;(
saddddddddddddddd much.
Then yeah, Babygirls left at 5plus afternoon i guess.
Sent them till bus stop and headed home.
Love watched Lagenda Budak Setan.
Hehehehhehe, it's super sad cannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
Oh ya, finally Ben uploaded all the photos BUT,
NOT ALL! :(
My photos with babygirls were'nt uploaded :(
sadddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
okay i going off now.
TIRED, tomorrow must go for Job Interview, so yeah.
Bye!
END OF N'S! @ 7:45 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
HOLA PEOPLE! :)
I'm baccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccck.
Papers are done, you can kiss my arse now manz! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
So happy worsxcz but i scared lor for Maths & POA & & ENGLISH also! :(
Pray for me pleassssssssssssssssssse :(
morning was like super blur of me ! xD
I came and saw Rosbaby and Jinghui<3, I thought we're supposed to wait for JinXianBaby but yeah she has no paper! LOL!
We headed for Schoool then! :)
POA paper was COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.
I hope i can pass though i could'nt balance the accounts. HAHAHHAHAHA =X
Then yeah, took the train with RosBaby then went to stop at Khatib to fetch Love at Polyclinic.
I SWEAR I WAS LOST!
so i just sat there and waited for him to come. HEHEHHEHEE.
Okay, Today was great luh :)
I can't wait to meet my girlz tomorrow, SO CAREFREEEE !:D:D:D:D::DD
Okay buaiz!
me love you allz.
let go. @ 9:53 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hello! I'm back! :) Been very busy with N's.All the other papers done! This monday would be POA paper 1&2 and Design&tech.
I'm gonna kill that POA paper manz! Gonna study tomorrow and sunday :)!
Oh well, Love cried before we part ways.
Hmmmmmm, what can i say?
Maybe it's karma, maybe it's just you.
I did thoroughly nothing at all, i was just myself throughout. sigh.
And yesterday when i met u, I did wait for you for 45minutes.
But its okay, since it's for the best of us, i waited.
So we walked at the park when we used to walk with much love.
It was shocking to see your wallpaper on your Itouch. Oh well, i could just remain silent.
Who am i to restrict you from putting any pictures you wanna put?
I was holding back my tears really hard and just pull myself back from getting angry or frustated.
Hmmm, when you lay on my lap and look into my eyes.
I swear i miss that part :(
But oh well, after the problems you rant out, i feel you, love :(
Maybe it wasn't you who started all this things :(
Maybe it's just obstacles in life.
I'm sorry if it's hard to let me go.
If you wanna live on your own, i may let you be.
I'm prepared for the worst, always prepared :(
What i know, i'd wait for you :)
Okay, imma go to sleep now.
SUPERLY SLEEPY! :(
been like a pig all day . HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
i miss my girlz luh! :(
Buaiz!
Do you remember? @ 10:29 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hello! :)Maths paper was moderate, Okay luh, can do luh, but i just think i'm gonna get a border-line pass only. No confident for maths :(
DID I JUST FREAKING LOSE WEIGHT? Kok Peng said it, and i don't believe.
yeah i've not been eating nowadays, Not as much as i used to it. Sadddddddddddd.
I wanna gain weight more soonz! :( :( :( :( :(
I damn stressed lor, :(
Pain in the chest, Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Sigh i miss babyboy so much. :'( Seriously. But yeah, i miss the old him luh.
I'm not schooling, hope i could see him for awhile sigh.
Gonna pick us back up after my N's.
I'll try my best, But if trying won't make any difference, then whenever i'm needed then you come find me. I'm tired already. Bo bian much.
I'm gonna sleep soon, He didn't even text me since evening.
I wonder what's bothering him, sigh,
Okay goodnight readers!
♥♥♥♥
Fucked up life. @ 7:39 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hi.So yeah, yesterday i was like studying my chemistry,chemistry,chemistry! I didn't know that Physics was the first subject i'm sitting for. Nyahahah. Nevermind. It was like a joke, I went to school as per usual, I headed for the parade square and went searching for my class. I approached Mr.Lim, "I'm lost! where's my class?!".
He said, "there's no assembly for the 4Ns as you guys are having exams soon."
I was like, wtf -.-
HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHA i walked my way to the mac table and study :D
Oh well, i can't even sleep last night, Insomnia?
nah, i don't know. Maybe i'm too excited for today's paper! LOL!
Oh hell yeah, keep giving me cold shoulder -.-
Physics was great, Chemistry was a BOOHOO, History was a bit shaky.
After everything ended, it was random for my Daddy to text me and say, "Baby,what time coming home?".
I was like, Stunned! Completely. He rarely call me Baby after all the disappointments i've gave him.
Oh well, i just headed for Mac Donalds after school with Kristal, Ros & Shin. :)
We laughed hard manz, like always.
Tomorrow i'll be coming to school by 2PM! :D
I can sleep till noon then get ready for school.
Nah, i need to revise all the way manz, Gonna clear three more papers and go secondary 5! :D
And and, i can't wait to get my camera! :)
Nothing's gonna let me down for now,
You do what you like to do,
Hurt me as inidirectly as you want!
I won't bother much for now,
You're making it abate.
You're asking for it,
so now, i'm giving it to you.
So yeah!
I'm done,
Buaiz.
Labels: fml
No longer cold after you knew what's my life about now. @ 4:07 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hello.Would you be happy if your dad's having an affair?
Would you be happy to see your mum cry?
Nobody does :( unless if you hate your dad to the max.
I don't know, i don't have the appetite to eat at all! I just feel that something's wrong!
And now i know why.
I don't wanna see my family slowly breakaway, no never :'(
I somemore having my N's levels for the next two days.
It's too much already! :'( sigh, i damn sad, just super sad and i could'nt help it.
I kept crying this morning then Babyboy was a bit can't be bothered kind. :(
I can't meet my girls today cause i don't feel that well afterall. hmmm :(
I talked to Babyboy onthephone and just rant it all to him and i cried so badly over the phone.
Hearing me cry, he became soft-hearted. No longer cold before i let him know everything.
Sigh, Met Babyboy for awhile and yeah.
he made my day today, thank you so much.
And i'm looking forward to meet my girls again,
I miss you girls so much okay!♥♥♥
So yeah imma go study now.
Bye cruel world.
♥♥♥
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