by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hello. I'm sad :(Lemme pour everything here, can?
Fuck my life seriously. :'(
I really don't know what's left for me to do now.
I know we broke up, but i'm still reluctant,superly reluctant
that i kept thinking about it non-stop!
I mean, what's wrong with me? He's having fun all day with his friends while
i kept thinking about him. Is it worth it? :'( I've tried to put everything back at once but it kept falling apart like building an ice sculpture that could'nt stay for long! :( Am i stupid or what?
Why am i hanging on still when he doesn't give a damn about it?
Why am i still crying when he doesn't even care about my feelings?
Why am i still thinking about him when it's already over?
Why am i being so weak as a woman?! :'(
I seriously don't know. Guess i've made up my mind.
I should just relinquish, let it hangover. I've made options after this.
I'd get myself a new number and i'd just remove him from Facebook or whatsoever.
As long as i'm free from thinking about him.
I'd get myself as busy as i could from the world.
Hehehe, cause tomorrow imma go somewhere for awhile when i used to be with him :( and and meet my girlfriends to study then go find job if there's still time :)
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
And just now, Lala and a lot others from the Sec 3 batch came to my houze :)
Hehehe, was very shy though i kept quiet =X
really felt bad about it though. but hehehe.
BUT STILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!
I can't wait for tomorrow!
Must camwhore like crazy hor girlz :D
Okay buaiz,
I go nowz.
I love you readers!
My formspring can keep it aliveeee?! HAAHAHHA!
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