by Nur Faiqah Shahri
hello :(Seems like yesterday was the last and the previous day was the last hugs and kisses i received from that beloved warm soul. I really knew this'll take over and it really did happen.
Somehow i was hoping, you'd comeback eventhough i'm the one who let go of everything, i just don't wanna be a bitch when time comes. I might hurt you a lot of times,indirectly. Sigh. I didn't see it moves too fast. I cried the whole night yesterday and seriously i can't help it.
I know i did it for the best, just to see you happy cause you never were when you're me plus,
I'm ugly, dumb. I'm not the one you long for. :( fml. i can't think last night, i was in a mess! :'(
Sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. For all i know, i'm just gonna wait up if we ever meet again :'(
I'm so gonna miss you, love. :Like everyday, but we're apart now.
I just wanna say sorry that, I'm not perfect. I know you deserve better. I'm just a nobody. Nothing at all :'( And, I love you,still, :'(
Okay, today i had fun with my babygirls. Those soft words they say, "cheer up", "don't cry anymore", "you okay?", "i'm always here for you", and, "i love you".
Really touched by those words babies, thanks for being there for me everyday. I really appreciate it, I really love you girls so much! I just need time, that's all :'( Do you think i can let go?
I can't even answer that for myself. It's so complicating! :'(
uh damn it.
Okay bye, tomorrow will be following Sister to Lucky Plaza and Mum's workplace; Paragon.
Hehehehe.
okay bye cruel world :'(
even when it's over, i still do think we're still together.
