I'm in your heart,like a genie in the bottle.

DSLR @ 9:52 PM

by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Hello HELLO hello elloh :)

I had sleepless night again :'( I wait up till he came back home/text me. I received none, I waited till 5AM and i'm feverish :( I really don't get it why must he do this to me :'( I don't get it!

forget it, I went out in the morning for some time on my own.

Then yeah, i was hoping that you could atleast text me when you're off to work.

As predicted, None.

How much sadder can i get when things are always falling apart this way when i did nothing wrong! ?

I don't know, i'm really confused.

went out to meet up with Ros deary at Starbucks.

Then we got off for Long John Silver when something happened. :(

I teared watching it happened but i was helpless.

Soon, i comfort Deary and things went okay. :)

I was glad it turned out fine after that :)

hehehe, then yeah, we took pictures with DSLR. DAMN FUN! :)

we took all kinds of pictures and the guys complained. LOL

ya,then headed to Orchard to so-called celebrate Kok Peng's birthday but we wasnt there to witness him walk around with the two cardboards on him! I missed the fun!

sadddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

Okay, imma go to sleep now,

i just vomited, I didn't even eat and yet i vomit, i wonder why.

Damn weird,

what;s up with life manz?

buaiz.

Labels: i miss u

nth much @ 11:05 PM

by Nur Faiqah Shahri

I was saying, "My hair SP...................................." when kristal snapped this!

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I'm back.

Morning was "aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaa! grandma's shouting saying i've got a call! then Kristal called.".

I was half-awake but yeah, just woke up and got ready to meet her up in the morning.

Then Babyboy called me and say he want go back to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep :'(

Sadddddddddd.

Then i was naked getting ready to get my clothes when he called me again saying he can't sleep, LOL! cute sia! I went out soon after that and meet Kristal :D

We had LongJohn for the morning and studied for 'awhile' in Starbucks .

Met up with Ros and then Babyboy came! :)

We took pictures all the way and studied a lil.

LOL!

then went home,

HEHEHEHHEE,

Okay buaiz!

Okay wait! i browsed STOMP! and i saw this,

Sure or not? Handphone ring tone claimed to increase breast size

Enraged

Shiok!

LOL!

57%

So sad

Sure or not?

29%

Bochup

Ladies, your handphones can apparently help you in more ways than one. A noted Japanese researcher claims to have discovered that a handphone ring tone can increase the size of a woman's breasts.

STOMPer Betty, who watched a show on this on the Discovery channel, wonders whether a handphone ring tone can really improve one's bustline.

The STOMPer says:

"Saw this on the Discovery channel.

"All women need to do to improve their bustlines is to listen to their handphones ringing!

"A Japanese researcher, Dr. Hideto Tomabechi, has claimed to have discovered that a handphone ring tone, known as 'Rock Melon', affects the female brain.

"Within the ring tone is an embedded sound which imitates the cry of an infant.

"This apparently causes the mind to unconsciously switch to motherhood mode, which in turn makes the chest fill with milk.

"Tomabechi demonstrated his work with sound waves and artificial intelligence.

"He said that one of his subjects reported that her breasts grew in size by almost an entire inch after listening to the handphone ring tone 20 times a day for a couple of days.

"He even claimed that he had ring tones for other things as well; memory enhancement, baldness, smoking cessation and being more attractive to the opposite sex.

"If handphone ring tones can really make breasts bigger, who needs painful implants and messy creams?

"STOMPers, do you believe his absurd claims?"

TRUE OR NOT!?

I DONT KNOW! AHHAHAHAHHHAHAHAH! BUAIZ

Starbucks. @ 11:43 PM

by Nur Faiqah Shahri

HELLO! :)

Morning was GREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT! no school mahz, :D

I woke up at 0900AM cause i can't sleep till late afternoon i don't know why. xD

Then yeah, I woke up and got all ready then it's like always when an unknown person would text me and it's for my boyfriend. Siaaaaan. I just forward the message to him lor and then he called :D

We talked and his voice was like, JUST WOKE UP FROM SLEEP.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHHAHAH so in the end he didn't go to work lor.

Then yeah, met up with him at Yishun and he's again, LATE! :'(

But nevermind, i walked all over Northpoint then he came and approached me.

Without hesitating, he put his hands on my waist, (meltz).

We went to find some seats and we talked slowly. We kept hugging and hugging non-stop.

I can't stop myself from kissing him, he look so cute!

Then hehehe, we went to Mac Donalds when he bought CheeseCake, :D

We took pictures and we kissed :) I love you baby.

He sent me till the mrt there and yeah,

i asked him,

Me: actually i only asked for Time-out leh! Did we broke up?

Him: yeah, you luh!

Me: No luh,i was asking for time-out only when you suddenly scold me :(

Him: (kept squeezing my cheeks till i look like goldfish). I want take ur picture!

Me: No way (with my mouth being squeezed between my cheeks).

Cheeky much my boyfriend.

Then met up with my girls at the Starbucks; United Square.

Then yeah, we didnt studied!

We talked and then camwhored.

we headed to somewhere else then yeah, done! back home :)

then something happened, wont describe. But what i know, that guy's asking for hell!

and he's gonna get it tomorrow, i swear im too angry already till me and boyfriend argued again -.-

Wahpiang , so siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~

I go sleep now okayz, late liaoz.

Buaiz,

I love you!

Labels: you going down.

MOVE ON BITCH @ 10:02 PM

by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Hello. I'm sad :(

Lemme pour everything here, can?

Fuck my life seriously. :'(

I really don't know what's left for me to do now.

I know we broke up, but i'm still reluctant,superly reluctant

that i kept thinking about it non-stop!

I mean, what's wrong with me? He's having fun all day with his friends while

i kept thinking about him. Is it worth it? :'( I've tried to put everything back at once but it kept falling apart like building an ice sculpture that could'nt stay for long! :( Am i stupid or what?

Why am i hanging on still when he doesn't give a damn about it?

Why am i still crying when he doesn't even care about my feelings?

Why am i still thinking about him when it's already over?

Why am i being so weak as a woman?! :'(

I seriously don't know. Guess i've made up my mind.

I should just relinquish, let it hangover. I've made options after this.

I'd get myself a new number and i'd just remove him from Facebook or whatsoever.

As long as i'm free from thinking about him.

I'd get myself as busy as i could from the world.

Hehehe, cause tomorrow imma go somewhere for awhile when i used to be with him :( and and meet my girlfriends to study then go find job if there's still time :)

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

And just now, Lala and a lot others from the Sec 3 batch came to my houze :)

Hehehe, was very shy though i kept quiet =X

really felt bad about it though. but hehehe.

BUT STILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!

I can't wait for tomorrow!

Must camwhore like crazy hor girlz :D

Okay buaiz,

I go nowz.

I love you readers!

My formspring can keep it aliveeee?! HAAHAHHA!

♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

Labels: Move on bitch

Bowling @ 9:59 PM

by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Helloz! :)

Slept late upon wanting to make myself happy. Hmmmmmm,

send him a super long 13 text messages long cause today's, today's, today's........

OUR TENTH MONTH.

Supposed to be. I'm the kind of person whom would continue wish my ex-partner every month. Only if i found out he moved on, i would no longer text him ANYMORE. i waited another 1 hour after i sent, there's no replies. Saddening much, yes.

Okay forget it. I woke up cause i felt super uneasy :( FML pms.

Then yeah, thought there's open houze, but not much people came -.-

But what i know, I love this supercute boy that came to my houze just now.

BLOOODY cute i tell you! :)

I hugged him and took pictures with him, he look like some ang mohz manz.

Hahhahahaha he's just 5-6 years old i guess?

I LOVE YOU CUTE BOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~ :D:D:D

After that headed for BOWLING! :)

i quickly changed and yeah for KALLANG BOWL :)

first we came and have to wait for some half and hour or so to wait up for lane.

We bowled and then, I kept aiming for gutters! :(

But i got so happy that i've got more than 2 strikes somehow!

I want go bowling again DADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! pleaze! :(

hahahahhahaha okayz.

buaiz.

I miss my girlfriends so much!
I had Wendy's :)

last day of school @ 6:51 PM

by Nur Faiqah Shahri

HIM,

We broke up again yesterday, and yes, i didnt know i was gonna have pms today.

That's why i got so fucked up yesterday and created another scene.

So it ended, i didnt realise it moved too fast.

And tomorrow's our 10th monthsary, we were apart two days before that,

FML yeah.

Yes, i believe i once fell in love with this boy(right above).

He's really quiet and i fell for him.

How beautiful we were when i watched us back then,

we were so loving, so sweet being together but now it's like roses and thorns.

Sweet yet it hurts indirectly.

Sad to say, i'm sorry i could'nt hold on for too long.

It's just getting too shaky now.

I know things'll get better, i know things'll be okay, maybe things'll settle down.

I just don't know when.

But i knew what i did yesterday was out of control.

I was having moodswings and things happen in a click.

FML again.

What i know, Babyboy, I wont stop reminiscing about what we once had before.

I just hope you're gonna be happy with your life.

i won't be there to pick up a fight no more,

i won't be there to make you cry anymore,

i won't be there to break your heart anymore,

I'm no longer gonna be there.

But if we're fated, i just dont know when im gonna stop loving you.

It's just endless.

I love you babyboy.

Okay now with my babygirlz.:)

we had fun in school during P.E and almost the whole day for today but sadly my PMS got me cramps and i didnt laughed as hard today :'( BOOOOO~

After school we had sucha hard time under some shelter waiting for the rain to stop pouring.

SO WE RAN WITH FBT TO THE BUS STOP!

OKAY WHATEVER.

What i know today was the best.

And some people deleted our pictures at George's camera, Hmmmm i wonder who?

But nevermind, it's over. IKR.

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA so i went home alone today,

SAD SAD WORRRRRRRRRRRRRSCZX.

Okay imma gonna start studying for next week holiday.

I HOPE I HOPE I HOPE I CAN STUDY!

Please please please.

Okay buaiz, I miss that used to be boyfriend.

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOUUUUUU MANZ!

Labels: babyboy

SHOCK LABYRINTH @ 7:18 PM

by Nur Faiqah Shahri

EH HELLLOOOOOO UHHHHH!

HEHEHHEE I BACKKKK :D:D:D:D

Argued with boyfriend for awhile -.- then okay then not okay. Zzzzzzzz. -.-

Fml much okay.

Then yeah, met up with my girlfriends and show them my 'fuck' face ^^! ^^!

HOHO, I had chinese food for today, It's NIZEEE! :D:D:D

Went slightly late for D&T, not really, SLIGHTLY, it was almost the whole period! LOL!

Laughed like madddddddddddddddddd in the workshop.

I took photos of myself with my PIGFACE. woah! CAN GO CRAZY SIA.

After school, IT WAS SO DAMN FUNNY THAT I CANT STOP LAUGHING!

MOST OF THE TIME, I CLOSED MY EYES AND PEEPED A LIL ONLY~

HAHHAHAHA,

Overall it was great, but the sound is really SCARYYYYYY~

I hugged Babyros and hid my face on her shoulders and i could only see her thighs! HAHAHHAHAHAH!

wtffffffffffffffffffffffff. I DAMN HAPPY LOR TODAY!

THANKS BABYGIRLZ :D:D:D:D!

Nyahahahaha, got back home and i'm damn exhausted now.

Somebo-deh caught me with my funny face 0.o!

I SCARED SIA. KENA CAUGHT RED HANDED ><

Wont do those kind of faces anymore! :P!

I LOVE YOU BABYGIRLZ!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Labels: hyper today

EZLINK CARD'S A LAUGHTER. @ 5:19 PM

by Nur Faiqah Shahri

HEY!
we eventually got back together,again,yesterday. Hmm. Was yesterday just a beginning? Nah, i don't wanna know. Yesterday's when i felt LOVE but not today. I also have no idea where it all have gone to. Thinking back, was it an initiated decision or it's really what the heart wants? I really have no idea what exactly does he wants, but yeah. I'd just immune to everything he has to do now, whether it's hurting my feelings or making me cry/crazy etc. I can't be bothered already. Plus, my heart's numb. I can no longer feel pain cause i'm really USED TO IT already so it's like a routine.
Even now, I'd prefer laughing along with my crazy babygirls rather than looking and my phone checking out for messages when there's NONE. so yeah. make sense huh?
Alright. So let me continue! :)
School was great luh hello! :D:D:D
I damn happy today i don't know why! HEHEHEHEHE ^^
After school, quite late after that.
Went to Long John with my beloved girlz. First, we sat and eat, just as per usual talking and blah blah blah. We did EXTRA-ORDINARY today. We collected everyone's EZLINK CARD(with the fuckface on it!) And our ICs. We shuffled it and when it's someone's turn, the person have to stare at the EZLINK CARD with FUCKFACE on it and try not to laugh. Impossible aye?
So yeah, EVERYONE can't stop laughing whether if it's just a glance on it(ESP my FACE).
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. we got the crowd watching us manz.
Like seriously. IT was DAMN HILARIOUS I SWEAR.
Then after that, we planned to change it to,
The person have to look at your friend's face(making some funny faces) to make you laugh until you cry and get forfeited. HAHAHHAHAHA.
The last was babyjinxian, hahahha. We planned to put our hands down and let her be forfeited! :D
Then we got home after that.
And yeah, me and Babyros applied for job at LONG JOHN too. hehehee ;D
Around 14th October, i have to go there and meet up with the manager.
Hehehehe, i can't wait to work ($,$).
Okayz, i shall go off now.
OHMYGOD,im soooooooooooooooooooo HAPPY TODAY MANZ.
Okay buaiz! :)

Labels: Happy girl

Wedding xD @ 6:59 PM

by Nur Faiqah Shahri

HELLLOOOO! :D

Im back. Gosh, this morning really shaggggg manz.

Okay, met up with my wonderful girlfriends :):):)

Oh well, lets talk about after school. Hmmmmm,

Went to eat for awhile and then smoked and went back home.

My heart was thumping hard when i was a few kilometres away from my house.

Yes, my heart was beating as it's coming out, you see.

I walked, from far, i feel such nostalgic feeling.

I walked much briskly as my eyes suddenly shift to a guy with a jacket sitting down with a friend. I was like, "ohmygod, NO NO!".

I walked straight and get occupied as i can with my phone,

That guy, chased me.

How shocking i was when i turned, It's my ex-boyfriend(he's back to be mine,now).

We hugged and he said, "I don't wanna break up".

I was, OHMYGOD, and i said, I dont wanna break up too baby.

I hugged him as tight and as close as i could!

I miss him so much through those days we've been arguing!

I swear i miss that warm hug from him.

I really love him, i swear i do.

I went to visit my neighbours next door and he told me he had to go.

After the second house, i rushed down with Baju Kurung and SLIPPERS,

AGAIN SLIPPERS. HAHAHAHH. I waited for him at the steps of the stairs.

I hugged him again and kissed him hard baybeh!

HAHHAHAHAA.

then yeah, he sent me home and he called me, "MINAH KAMPUNG".

HAHHAAHAHHHA nevermind, its okay :P

This time, he carried me with one of his arms below my head and below my thighs.

I felt like i'm the bride and we just got married.

AHHAHAHHAHAHAHA, wtf, funny ttm ! xD

We kissed damn hard-core man! LOL ^0^!

then yeah, we got off after that.

Meeting him tomorrow and i can't wait! ;)

hehehe,

BUAIZ!

i love you readers

you love me too dont you? xD

Labels: Back in love.

I WANNA DATE A CHI GUY @ 5:16 PM

by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Helloooo! :D I'm back :)

SO yesterday, i headed to Mum's workplace and bought my Victoria's Secret Perfume- Sweet Daydream! :D:D:D nice nice !

I'm damn tired lor yesterday, sad sad :(

Oh well, what a dick.

You never changed, (atau, memang ngga pantas engkau dicintai?)

Sigh, so sad sia.

I WANNA DATE A CHINESE GUY, CAN!?

LOLOLOL

okay buaiz.

Labels: since when i story tell stories? -.-

the end. @ 7:38 PM

by Nur Faiqah Shahri

hello :(
Seems like yesterday was the last and the previous day was the last hugs and kisses i received from that beloved warm soul. I really knew this'll take over and it really did happen.

Somehow i was hoping, you'd comeback eventhough i'm the one who let go of everything, i just don't wanna be a bitch when time comes. I might hurt you a lot of times,indirectly. Sigh. I didn't see it moves too fast. I cried the whole night yesterday and seriously i can't help it.

I know i did it for the best, just to see you happy cause you never were when you're me plus,

I'm ugly, dumb. I'm not the one you long for. :( fml. i can't think last night, i was in a mess! :'(

Sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. For all i know, i'm just gonna wait up if we ever meet again :'(

I'm so gonna miss you, love. :Like everyday, but we're apart now.

I just wanna say sorry that, I'm not perfect. I know you deserve better. I'm just a nobody. Nothing at all :'( And, I love you,still, :'(

Okay, today i had fun with my babygirls. Those soft words they say, "cheer up", "don't cry anymore", "you okay?", "i'm always here for you", and, "i love you".

Really touched by those words babies, thanks for being there for me everyday. I really appreciate it, I really love you girls so much! I just need time, that's all :'( Do you think i can let go?

I can't even answer that for myself. It's so complicating! :'(

uh damn it.

Okay bye, tomorrow will be following Sister to Lucky Plaza and Mum's workplace; Paragon.

Hehehehe.

okay bye cruel world :'(

even when it's over, i still do think we're still together.

i wont say gdbye anymore. @ 6:23 PM

by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Heyyyyyaaaa! :)

Oh well, morning was deadly, seriously.

Argue argue argue argue argue argue argue argue argue argue. :-/

I scared one day my feelings fade sia, wtf.

But i love him. Sigh.

Really insecure.

Okay, school was greatttt! :)

With my babygirls, damn fun lor, heheh! ^^

After school,went eat Long John with Babygirls.

Then yeah, i damn pissed off lor.

Would you be happy when ur boyf can spend more of his time

on friends when it comes to you,

he'd give excuses and blah blah blah. would'nt you be mad?

That's the reason why i just cancelled our meet-up today.

Really pissed off, seriously -.-"

Had heart-to-heart talk with BabyRos :) how we wished we could rewind time hor?:(

Oh well, i bought my green hairbands already and BLACK one,

in case that naggy teacher would chase me up again -.-"

annoying much.

Hhehehe, Thanks Kok Peng for buying for meeee :D:D:D:D

Funny lor, Babyros would laugh at me

when my hands kept shivering for no reason after i smoked.

LOLOLOLOL! damn weird hor.

Hhehehee, But oh well, I love today so much.

But not some part of it uhhhh~

This friday going Raya with Babygirls! :D:D:D
can;t wait!

Okay buaiz,

I damn shaggggggggggggggggggg~

Labels: i fixed this broken things

FAR EAST PLAZA> @ 6:47 PM

by Nur Faiqah Shahri

Uhhh helloooo.

SO yeaaaaaah, morning was really damn shaggggg-g-g~

Reached school and saw my babygirls,

mannnnn, miss them so muchhh! :D:D:D

huhu, then ya, two periods of P.E was AWEZOMEEE~

You know, i know! ^^

Hehehe, Then yeah,

After school went to shop at far east plaza.

Goshy, we scare Jasmine while she's leaning on the wall.

damn funnnyyyy~

We went to several shops and

i bought my gold headband! :D:D:D:D!

Then i bought my dress which BabyJinxian chose :) Hhehehee.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT?

I damn shocked lor,

I received a text message

when i was daydreaming while doing my Maths practice paper.

Boyfriend:I love you..
Me: Am i, dreaming?
Boyfriend: Nope
Me: Oh okay, Thanks for making my day, I love you as much.
I was like, DAMN STUNNED! I was about to cry actually, so i remained quiet.

Oh gosh.

it felt like i'm already used to it being by myself, currently now,

i don';t feel like texting no more. I felt, like dumping my phone,

keep it isolated for hours then come back and check my text messages cause

I'M USED TO ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT~

I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ANGRY NOW.

One big nose wanna be an author,

She can create new novels for us! :D

Then make it the BEST-READING book for TEENAGERS!

WOAH! GIRLFRIENDS AND ME SO FAMOUS WORZCXS!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! so yeah,

fucking big hilarious nose, want talk, talk with your mouth okay,

dont depend on your nose only ,it won't help, seriously :(

SAd to say.

OKAY BUAIZ!

i love my girlfriends! :D

Labels: uh? you love me uh?