by Nur Faiqah Shahri

went out with family yesterday, first headed to Expo since there's sales so we just walked around. Manz, the weather simply kills my mood. It's so damn hot, i swear i can't put on a smile plus life's been suckish for me or us.

Overall, i love it when we played bowling. as the ball rolls, i can see the family bonding and i love so much i swear.

My feelings were put aside but somehow the happiness wasnt for long :(

We went to Grandma's house for awhile and then went home.

It's already late and i'm uber tired.

I sat by my bed waiting for his text.

I just don't know how to explain this feeling, i feel like flying off to outerspace. :(

Lemme' die there.

When you're asked then you'll do the obvious. What's that for? :(

might as well, delete me off your life.

Sigh. i just acme back from accompanying my mum and im so exhausted now.

Serious. :(

It's like back to square one.

It reminds me of my horrible past. wtf. :(

I kept shdding tears every night before i go to bed.

It feels so miserable. :( really is miserable.

I just wanna say out but you're dead asleep.

And tomorrow's fasting month.

I dont think i'd fast for the whole month.

eh, FML luh.

k bye.