Hello :'( Last night had been arguing till now. It's been a tough one. I wanted to get some sleep but i can't possibly close my eyes cause i hardly sleep! Cause I couldn't stop thinking! I'm just so worried and he just can't feel me! He's just putting his friends above me! I know i wasnt that important to you. Why must you treat me differently when you're with friends and when you're with me? Its like two different worlds! :( I popped some sleeping pill just to get to sleep last night. My head was heavy and my eyes are getting so bulgy. I slept till past noon. I can't help it, I'm so sleepy now. Really am, Head's too heavy and headaches since morning :( I fucking down luh please :'( I miss you much. :( Ugh damn it. Going soffy's crib soon maybe. God damn i'm breaking down. Buaiz.,♥