Eh HELLLLLLLLLLLO! :)
Man, today's great! Thanks to my Babygirl; Kristal for listening to me onthephone and someone :)
Thanks so much for accompanying me last night! I planned to NOT SLEEP but in end, i'm the snoring pig! (eh no, i don't snore!) Hahhahahaha.
Kayz, morning i woke up with eyebagz, GOSH.
Then reached school,its where all the fun starts! :)
I laughed hard with my babies today, Gosh it's the best! ;)
HOT HOT HOT eh, OHMYGOD JBBBBBBB~
SUPER DROP DEAD _______ ! ^0^
Hehhee, then after school headed for some sushi and went back home.
Met Boyfriend in the train and yeah, I MISS HIM SO MUCH MANZ!
He's rather weird. Hmmmm.
Then yeah, all my doubts were cleared when he explained everything.
Damn, I flood tears on his pants while i hugged him so tightly calming him down.
As if i'm the one facing the problem. What the fuck eh?
But i sweet worzcs! ^^! LOL!
I felt so bad lor, I kept thinking REALLY OUT OF THE BOX. thought he has a new girl and blah blah blah, fuck myself lor.
WEIRDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ME.
Ohmygod, Baby's so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee. UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,
It's so fast when i looked at the calender, N levels are coming up nextttttttttttttttttttttt~
God damn it! Then in 3 months time, Me and boyfriend, 1st Year Anniversary!
Fuckingggggggggggggggggg quickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk _|_ we'll see how it goes.
Hehehhehe,
HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
tomorrow no school! ;(
Sad sia. okay buaiz!
I love you readers!
eh my formspring dead lehhh!

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Hey,

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HOLA people :> !
Morning was damn shaggggggg-ge-ge-ge baybeh! I woke up at 4.30,5.20,5.30 ! :D
Kept restarting my alarm clock whenever it rangggg. gosh, super shagggg.
I can't even sleep at night lor :( Saddddddddddd.
Me and boyfriend okay liao, Yesterday talked to him onthephone,
(listened to his sweet voice, I meltzzxxxssssvvvcccc sia) ,so everything solved ! :D
I very happy luh,who wouldn't?! :DDD
I'm having difficulty breathing for a few days already :(
Weird huh?
Okayz, School was greatz.
I shared everything with my girlz,
Damn it, we talked about Punishments in the Afterlife.
Fuck, how i wished i'd repent and won't repeat the same mistake :-/
(like as if i'd be an angel for long) I know myself. xD
Someone made my day today, ^0^ !
I so happy worrrrzxc ^^!
Had Popeyes after school with Ros Baby! :)
We had heart-to-heart convo and
talked bout' the past and the MOTHERFUCKERS we met :)
Winkz! i damn satiated lor after we left the restaurant ^^!
Then, headed straight back home :)
Heheheh, miss me my boyfriend alotz, ;<
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOZ.
Kay, imma go now.
I love you readerz! :)
N'levels approaching :(
Me dead and gone peepoz.
Buaiz!

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I love you so much :'(

Labels: At all times

Who there's to wipe those tears of yours when you cry?
Who's there right beside you to make you feel alright?
Who ever cried with you when you're sad?
Who listened to you when you're in doubt?
Who's always there beside you to takecare of you?
Who's there when you're sleepy and given a shoulder to sleep on?
Who's there to wipe your sweat when you're worn out?
Who's there to calm you down when you're angry?
Who's there to sacrifice most of her time for you?
Who's there right beside you when you're lonely?
Who gave you a hug and tell you that everything's gonna be alright?
Who's there when you needed someone at most?
Who's there to be patient enough with the nonsense you're giving?
Who's there always encouraging you to do your best?
Who's there whom always make sure that you've eaten?
Who's still there right beside you even when she's hurt?
Who's there to cheer you up after your previous break up?
Who's there, STILL LOVING YOU and NEVER GAVE UP ON YOU TILL NOW?
TELL ME WHO?!
ME ! the person who's needed only for a certain period of time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Hello :'(
Last night had been arguing till now. It's been a tough one. I wanted to get some sleep but i can't possibly close my eyes cause i hardly sleep! Cause I couldn't stop thinking! I'm just so worried and he just can't feel me! He's just putting his friends above me! I know i wasnt that important to you.
Why must you treat me differently when you're with friends and when you're with me? Its like two different worlds! :( I popped some sleeping pill just to get to sleep last night. My head was heavy and my eyes are getting so bulgy. I slept till past noon. I can't help it, I'm so sleepy now.
Really am, Head's too heavy and headaches since morning :(
I fucking down luh please :'(
I miss you much. :(
Ugh damn it.
Going soffy's crib soon maybe.
God damn i'm breaking down.
Buaiz.,♥

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Isn't that sweet? Hell yeah.
Second post. Indirectly, i'm feeling the pain now.
I've been having moodswing since morning and only my babygirlz succeeded on making me laugh my ass off. I♥YOU,girlz.
Have you people ever felt being ignored by someone you loved?
Having to be put aside for almost all-day when the only thing you expect from them was a simple text message. Saddening much? Yeah.
Sometimes this things make you feel like a part-time lover. (That's what the fuck i'm feeling now).
Making you feel so redundant. Only come by when you're needed and again being put aside if you're no longer needed. I can see girlz are like toys. I wonder why?
Do we, girls look like dolls? Umm, i don't think so.
Perhaps we have feelings.
Sometimes when you care too much, people get irritated yeah?
So why not one day, YOU DONT GIVE A DAMN. Bet they'll say you've changed when a matter of fact you're just doing something to benefit them -.-
I wonder how would these people react when this thing happened, i wanna know.
Fuck this shit man. I've been down since morning. =(
I wanna laugh so hard, i wanna smile, i wanna be happy! =(
Seriously fuck my life. :(
N levels are coming super soon and i don't know how well am i prepared. I just don't know.
=( Why am i so lazy?! :(
I damn sensitive now. Blame my period. :(
Shucks so much, i damn shag. I want sleep but i don't have the mood to cause i'm worried now!
But what does he cares? Having too much fun out there, even a simple reply asking what time he'll be coming home is like a burden to him.
A little concern burdens you much? Alright.
Guess i know where i stand now.
HAVE I EVER EXISTED IN YOUR LIFE?!
wtf.
buaiz.


From tumblr, true enough?

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EH HALO.
Hehee, I so love it when im with my girlfriends, i just felt so happy!
Damn funny lor, now we started calling eachother by superstars' name. (guys).
I would call ♥ Kristal baby, Snoop Dogg! ^^!
I would call ♥Roslynda baby, Lil Wayne!
I would call ♥ Jinghui baby, Kanye West!
And i would call ♥JinXian baby, Sean Kingston!
I still remember how i did the "peace" sign. LOL. Maybe someday we should put on some BLINGZ and SHINGZ to schoool. HAHHAA.
Okay, after that went back home with ♥kristal.
Thought baby would pick me up but he's occupied with his own plans. :(
Saddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
So yeah, i reached home and you know what i didddddddddddd?!
I fucking sang my heart out and stuff earphones in my ear and turned on the music to the maximum volume, HOHO.
Laugh uh laugh! LOL!
Unfortunately, i wasnt in the mood AT ALL.
Well, thought i'd be meeting him up but he's just too busy out there so nevermind,.
My mood was dampened then.
Okayz, maybe after this i hgo revise or sleep.
I dont know.

UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, miss the sun. (winkz).
Okayz buaiz!
AKON GOING OFF. HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAa wtf.

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Hellooooo!
Hehehe, I'm backz.
Well today overall was very hyper-active! WITH MY GIRLZ.
YEAH! damn fun lor, we laughed damn hard like my jaw's gonna get loose.
HAHAHA, didnt expect to see boyfriend standing, staring at me when i was approaching! I didnt know its him -.-! What the fuck kanz.
AHHAHAHA, he damn hot lor.
Ya, then went home.
Heh, meet up with baby and we had fun! :D Somemore we never fast. ^^!
LOL! Oh ya, tomorrow gonna have my lesbian sessionz with my babiez!
Wanna join? we lesbian bah :D
Hehhehehhe.
Ohmygod, boy, you got me melting O.0 !
Okay buaiz,
i wanna sleep now.
one mofo want use th lappy. NIghtzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

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fuck sia, pictures can't upload.

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Eh hi.

♥Baby, I wanna wish you happy 9th monthsary.

Through those tough situations we've pulled through together,

we've seen our worst.

I've seen yours and you've seen mine.

Throwing tantrums here and there, flooding tears a bucket full and laughters like how bestfriends shared.

All the while, you've been the best.

Eventhough at times you made me cry but still, I love you.

I can't explain cause it's already found inside my heart.

back then with those painful memories we've ever overcomed.

It made me cry last night but i got over it.

I was so fearful, i was scared that there might be repetitions.

I hope there wasnt gonna be any.

I never expect anything more,

except for your love,care&concern and just faithfulness in you :(

I wanna see how you said, "prove" what's love to me from the start we got together.

We'll define love if we're fated till the end.

I'll never give up on you.

I love you, Goodnight.♥

so yeah.

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eh hi.

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Hello! :)

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Eh heeeeeeelllllllllllllooooooooooooz.

Eh hizeeeeeeee! :D
Me back bloggggging bebeh! Morning was ultra cold, thought i'd be going to school with Brother but he slept like a piggeh so i went school alone.I thought it wasnt gonna pour so heavily when i reached Novena. neh, it was indeed ironic. I took out my one and only POA file and cover my head (sorry Mr.Lim). LOL! The moment i reached class, i was shivering. :(
Pity me rightz, i know.
HAHAHAA, then recess was damn funny lor.
We laughed non-stop and yeah, So reaaaaaaaaaaaaaal, uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
LOL! I realised my classmatez love staring at me, i don;t know why. Not that i like it -.- I just felt superly uneasy and i hate it muchz. Stop staring at me okay? If unhappy, can just come to me and talk, no need stare :)
JOKE OF THE DAY:
She has "m" on her, she can make a delivery to your doorstep and give you "m" meal :)
rightz kristal? LOL!
Then Ros go sing, "Now, listen to me, BEBEH!".
The Bebeh virus coming around againz. Deaddddd.
Hehehe. Then after school, i went home and yeah.
I was DEAD bored, i munched some chocolates while im in the room and yeah waited for Baby's text, I kept wondering what took him so long. -.-
I went down to buy some drink and purposely make him text me several times. HAHAHAHHA.
and you know what i didddddddddddddddddddd?
Me: Baby, no need fast uh, come drink!
Baby: woah! teaching me the wrong thing uh! When im fasting, u're not. What's this?
Me: Come, drinkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
Baby: Slurp*

He broke fast liao this afternoon! HAHAHAHAHHHAAA. i fucking bitch i know.
went to Causeway and bought some food and we're like eating and hiding our face. xD
A-lot of MUM-CHICKZ (makcikz).
then yeah, now Baby still havent text me, SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
I think i go sleep first lor. :P
Okay buaiz,
Tomorrow got stupid MALAY mock exam. FUCK MALAY LANGUAGE.
HUAHUAHUHUAHUHUAHUAHUAHUA!
Okayz,
gooodddddnightzzzzzz.

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Helloz :)

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Hellloooooz! :)
Gosh, look at the picha above, Imagine waking up in the morning and your boyfriend says that, I swear there's gonna be rainbows even after dawn! HAHHAHHA.
Okay i talking bullshitz now. Seriously, school's been so much fun stalking! :D
Ros ehhhhhhhh! :P HAHAHHAHA.
So real luh hello!
We got damn laughed the fucking shitz hell out of us during recesssss and after school at Mac! :D
OKAYZ, here comes the shit.
I FUCKING HATE YOU CHEEEEBYEZ.
Lie to me all i care, i'm fucking pissed by you, i had enough of you.
SERIOUSLY!
The whole damn day, i thought it was super true that you're busy.
Yeah, busy, in ya head. -.-
For all those times, man, I feel like pushing you away.
I've been too humble, too kind, too loving and perhaps, too caring till i got maligned by your words.
I'm dumb i know.
I dont know what else to say to you.
tears can go dry.
sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh, i dont know what to say sia. :(
Damn disappointed.
Why can't u just tell?
why must you create stories?
I feel so small,indeed.
SEE YOU GIRLFRIENDS TOMORROW!
I had fun having lunch with you babies :D
i want go cry myself to sleep,
xoxo.

Labels: ., keep going, lie all you know

Eh hellloooooooooooooozxszxvvvcckmsijhuh! :D

Labels: Lotsa wat-err.

Ay! I've just changed my blogskin!

♥♥

Hellooooooooo peeeepz! :D

Labels: another two hours or so.

Hellloooooooooooooooo! :)

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I just dont know what's wrong with you, US. (fuck it).
Hello.

Labels: kill me.

ehhh hiiiii :)

Heeeeeey! I'm baccccck :D
For so long i've not updated and i missssss blogging! :(
This morning, i woke up and went to my Mum's room, whispered to her ear and said,
"mummy can i not go school today?".
She was like, Up to you luh.
Then i went back to sleep. HAHA!
around 7AM, Baby called. Like ohmyz, I didnt know he actually woke up at 4AM to actually get prepared to send me to school! I fucking didnt know that :(
until after he told me just now :(
Sighhhh, in the morning i met him already <3!
I went to change and went out with him.
Overall, I had so much fun with him today, Laugh, laugh and with those exhausted face. HEHE.
finally we reached the chalet at 6 going to 7PM.
I sat there and helped out with the balloons and all :)
hehehe, Birthday girl(Ros baby) still havent arrived so we went around thinking about a way to make it a 'wow' welcome. Hehhe.
I didnt know actually the guy whom i called 'matrep' is my baby's friend! whatthefucccck.
Kayz, hehehe.
They talked and yeah, i swear today's weather was like a barbeque heat.
SUPER HOT.
after Birthday girl came, we wished her Happy birthday then gave her presents :D
Hehehe, took some picz then i had to go home liao at 8PM :(
But i love the pictures :D
Okay, after that.
i was getting worried about Dad going to fetch me from 'night study' which there wasnt any -.-
Cause he actually called and didnt pick up.
Boyfriend was so concerned that he kept thinking of a way to make a faster journey back home.
We took 88 and alighted at Sengkang and took 965, i changed to my school uniform in the bus. HEHE. then yeah, got back home and Dad havent come home yet -.- !
FML luh seriously!
Thanks baby for your presence!
And to my babygirls, you all looked super great today! :DDDDD
And bitrthday girl,i'm getting you your present soon okay baby! <3 !
Okay i wanna sleep now.
I love you peepz.
xoxo.

Hello :)
Ya know, what's the point of giving when you get nothing in return,
Waiting for something to be true is like a false hope.
Only getting to know secrets revealed without a smile on the face,
I feel pain and discrimination. I feel small.
don't know.
Maybe i'm just not enough for you, yeah?
Go get her quick, before someone gets her :'( AWWWWWW.
Bullshit sia.
Kay bye
xoxo.