Hello. :)
Wednesday was suckish. We put on our cheongsams but school's just school. :D
But i had fun with girlfriends in the cubicle, laughing like shitz. Gosh, couldnt forget that :)
Hhheeh.
Oh well, yesterday, Friday.
English prelim was, -.- very hard :(
Especially the passage B. :(
Okay pray me pass okay.
Now at mum's workplace, gonna go shopping with family after this :DYay for me! :D
Okay bye
tomorrow my 8th month with baby :D
xoxo.

♥Helloooooooooooooooz :D
Morning was fine, i was so happy to receive such long texts in the morning with such sweet words which could make me smile for 24hours, nah, it was temporary.
School was sleepy, yeah. need to finish up some D&t stuffs which must be handed in by this Friday, Jialat. :(
Then so sad cant teman My girlfriends :(
I went home to eat and yeah, boyfriend was downstairs. Shocking? Hell yeah.
I was totally pissed off with him for the whole hour i was with him.
When i ask questions, typical replies like, "nothing", fucking pissed me off.
I went off to school.
Thought he'd send me, but nah, only at the gantry but nehmind, i knew his ezlink card's finished.
I headed off.
Im sorry i had to go off for school , its not that i purposely wanna go, its necessary dear.
Dont say i didnt bother bout you, i did. just that u dont realise,
I kept asking what's wrong but you didnt seem to care.
So yeah, im sorry. :'(
Sorry for the blood stains on ya hand :(
I was outraging on that moment :(
Okay, shitz.
Bye,
xoxo♥.

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♥Hellllooooooooooooz ! :D
Me back for updating bloggeeeh.
Yesterday had to come back for school for D&T. it's fucked up.
WHY? Teacher's trying to play catching. after 1hour then i saw her -.-
Met up with Baby, :) Then went home and went out with Family!
went to Marine parade then to Parkway parade and walk around :D
Geeeeee, then off-ed to Admiralty and fly kite :D
TODAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.
Today like cheebye.
In the morning i woke up, Baby suddenly called us OFF.
I was confused, HAHA! then i went texting, (i even prepared all the stuffs he's given me) I texted him a loooooong text then he replied.
I knew he don't wanna let me go just yet xD so we continued this relationship,
funny can? :D
Sooooo my boyfriendddddd~
Walked around at VIVO with Family and window-shopped.
First time eating at Subway, had chicken teriyaki, (enak banget yeh).
Heheheh! Sumpah, i can faint looking at the clothes somemore having salezzzzzz (waduh, pengsan!).
Then yeah, went to Grandma house, It's a super COOOL day todayyy heh :P
Been raining since morning.
Went home and met up with Baby.
Found out there's some bitch trying to break us up. -.-
We're going 8 months and u wanna break us up? U wanna lick my pusseh/?
I was smiling away after i read the text boyfriend has sent to her.
Fuckinggggg fuck her off, but no, she kept texting.
Nah, not interested kay bitch. HAHAHA!
Pergi mampus kau, bodoh punya olang.
Hmpft.
Okay, tomorrow got some one minute of fame in my school during recess, who want watch?
Look out for us kay. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA,
okay bye bye ♥

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Initially i was highly priotorised, the #1 and above anything else and now, imma goner♥.

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♥Hello peeepz :')
morning was fucked up, argued with Brother just because i didnt wake him up early, -.-
I was about to go out the house when he just sat there and told me to go myself.
I was reluctant cause i have 10$ which mum gave for me to top up my ezlink and his'.
I just fucking make my way lor. He texted me throwing vulgarities and asked me to wait. fuck, i waited lor. Then i freaking gave him the change and board the train as soon as i left him.
Fuck you bro,
In school, overall it was fine. Just that i'm hating D&T now, it's getting on my nerves, need to do this and that. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr. wtf lor.
Then yeah, im supposed to go for POA erp after school but i straight away went for D&T and comp lab, i did some of the printings and left school. I was at the bus stop searching for my purse, it's not in my bag. -.- I fucking made my way back to school, went up the damn hill. wtf.
I'm damn worn out lor. I quickly head for comp lab then i saw my purse under a few files. phew.
I rushed down the hill and was hoping baby would come around, no.
I reached Novena and called him up, He's still at Sim Lim. -.- I was somehow pissed off but i'm okay.
I headed home and yeah, met him up around 5? then went to Grandma's house for some mee soto. Somehow all the while, Baby's got no mood cause of some reasons.
I kept quiet all the way luh, hmmm :(

I miss those times when i'm young and naive to know about Love.
I miss those times when i'm a nerd.
I miss those times when i usually have girlfriends, no boyfriends.
I miss being who i used to be.
I miss everything :(
How i wish, you're like a treasure where i could bury in some island faraway and live life, meet you up someday in life and be together. (i wished). -.-
I dont knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
I'm in dilemma.
Define Love for me, peepz :(
Imma sad soul.
Now baby's stressed up with a few things and yeah, no replies .
I dont knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

Fuck my life luh.
Kay byez
xoxo ♥.

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♥Hello hellooooooo! :D

Morning, i woke up at 10AM :D
Then went to the market to help out Mum with the groceries.I know i very guai today :P
I had my Vanilla Milktea and Cheesy HotDog this morning tooooooo!
Geeees, so happy! I feel so fat now, but i want more fatz :P
I did some of my D&T, well i should say, A PARTIAL OF IT. Still have to do more than those shitz i've done this afternoon. Wtf, hate D&T sia. (!)
Then around 2 PM, headed off for my niece's birthday :)
Overall, i know i've lost some bondings between me and my cousins. I can see.
Me and them are like strangers, we hardly talk and rarely smile at eachother. Yeah, fuck that.
So when i was there, it was so boring cause i only have my mum and sister.
-.- i ate some nuggetz and i love it! :D
After we sang the happy birthday song, we set off for home.
Hee! reached home and yeah, Nothing much luhhhhh.
I laughed viewing some Minah's profile from my school! Still, sec 2 only. :P
She's beautiful, really. Heeeee. She really made my day leh! Thanks to her luh :D
WOOOOOOO!
After this, maybe meeting up with Baby cause Brother wanna treat me Bubbletea :D
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO♥ .
Can't wait lor.
Gosh, tomorrow schoooool.
suckz big time okayz !
xoxo♥!

“the best kind of love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach out for more; that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds.”
— The Notebook

♥Hello, Morning was a drag, i kept looking up to my phone just to receive a goodmorning text from him. I woke up since 10AM till 12Noon when i finally gave up off waiting and bathe, Since it's already afternoon. I had my brunch and got all bloated then Baby called saying he's ontheway. On that point of moment, I was literally disappointed.

I waited up for his presence but it took so long till Mum got back from home. Met up with Baby downstairs and went to Admiralty and then went to MCYS beside my school. I watched some video with Baby and it was so violent! I watched, The Marine. A movie about a husband who sacrificed his way through all kinds of obstacles to save his wife. In the end, with his hand cut on the wrist and then the other one with a big gun. They both were saved! :) I really admire Ted Biase's acting, so hot and so sweet! :)

Then i watched American Pie, a dirty movie. Hahhaa, i didnt watch till the end of the show :( Then went to Toa Payoh for awhile and went back home, walked home from Causeway Point. Set off to Nyai's house, wasnt really in the mood though. Reached there, i filled my stomach with Nasi lemak and got bloated. :D (winks!).

After that, met up with Baby again and buy a few stuffz at NTUC. I got worried when Baby looked so weak :( , i quickly carried the stuffs we bought at NTUC and bought for him something to eat and fed him on the way back home. :( He reached home and yeah.

I'm not really in the mood now :( Nah, just don't wanna say anything. Very disappointed.

It's like, all the things i did wasnt appreciated.

Okay goodnight peepz.
xoxo.♥

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Hello hello peeeeeeeeeeeepz.
Morning was fine, but eyebags' getting worse, :-/ eventhough i slept early, seems like there's no point :(
Okay, reach school and there's lightning alert , i was so glad that we assembled in class :)
Somehow, Yesterday i could see the sunset just that, it was blocked by some HDB flats -.-
Alex showed me the sunset view from his house, Damn beautiful. I swear!
Then, Form teacher approached me and told me if i were to sleep again in his class, he will call up my parents. Sorry Mr. Lim, i don't know why, i've got no more interest in POA :-/
Recess was funny, hehe.
What i worried about was After School (english oral).
I went to meet up with Baby since he seemed mad when i told him i was gonna stay in school,
It's so hard not to have any balance in your prepaid whereby you hardly make calls or send text messages to tell people where are you and stuffz. :-/ I waited for the bus to head for Novena,
Then i saw him coming towards me, grr.
He was terribly sick, i could see. I took care of him before my oral starts and i suggested him to buy what to eat so that he'll feel slightly better.
So he did,
We sat down somewhere and i watched him eat.
Around 140PM , i set off and rushed to school. I briskly make my way up the hill and i swear my legs were worn out.
I saw a notice saying that the venue for oral has been changed, have to climb two more stairs up ahead -.- Then went to the toilet and saw my girlz, they were laughing so hard.
DAMN CUTE :P
Then JinXian <3 wished me luck and we headed off for the History room.
We waited and waited,
This sentence always come out, "i scared sia!", "I wanna shit now!", "i damn scared leh!".
HAHAH! damn cute! we deliberately take some notes at the back of the room and read some passage.
Damn funny luhhhhh, hehe!
Then it was my turn, i went outside and have to wait while they gave me the passage and picture. The timer looked at me, I was like, "do i have to read out loud?"
She said, "no, you'd probably read out loud when you're inside there" , I was like, oppps. okay,xD
Damn piaseh.
I somehow think my reading was okay but my picture was a chaos, I hardly interpret and words went tumbling, :-/ Tongue tied.
The conversation, if i could record my own voice, I'd probably laugh lor,
I talked about Bowling and blah blah. I called the bowling alley, the "longkang", i called it, "GAP"
on that moment ! HAHHAHAHAHHAHHHAHAHAHA!
Ieqah so dumb. :-/
Then yeah, met up with Baby and went to Causeway,
Nothing much though, Heh.
Just waiting up for him to go home so that WE could sleep soundly, -.-
Okay bye!
xoxo.

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HELLLOOOO! :D
School was SUPERRRRRRRRRRRR FREEEEEZINGGGGGGGG.
I went out slightly late and i wasn't late for school. Phew.
Overall, I just love English, I don't know why. It's super woohoooo~
I had so much fun with my girlz :)
Ros<3 keep talking about Edward Cullen and Jacob Be-lackkk(stress on the consonants)
HAHAHA!
Damn fucking cute luh i watch her :P
Hehehe, I stayed awake all the way till Maths :)
Finally i understood everything about my maths homework yesterday. (^^)
Nyahahaha, After school, i went to call Baby using the Public phone. :D
He asked me ideas on the phone for his project! (cute righhttttz?) Hehehe!
Then we planned not to meet today, he suddenly went, "Baby, fetch me can?".
I was like, HAHAHA, i knew it! :P
Met up with him at his school there and took a bus ride back home :D
Gees, I so love it today luh! ♥♥♥♥ cause whyyyyy?! I bought my GREEEEEEEN CANDY FLOSSSSSSSSS. :P
Okay i'm done, tomorrow got English Oral (N' level)
Wish me luck okay? I wanna go practise my ARTICULATION xD
Byeeeeeeeeeeeezx ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
xoxo.

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Helloooooooooooooooooo peeps :)
Sorry for not updating for two days straight, i kept logging in my Blogger but in the end i logged out once more cause my eyelid's too heavy already! Hehehe.
So yeah, Yesterday, i met Baby for awhile and he accompanied me in the library to finish up my homework,Huhu. He sat right infront of me and he always look disappointed when i say, "i Can't do this".
Then after i did some of my Physics homework, Baby went singing away cause he's bored.
HAHAH! then we went back home. We didnt spend time that much like we used to, :)
Then today.
Morning was fine, just that i kept gasping to catch some breath. I reached school and met up with my girls in the toilet and we all sat together at the parade square :)
Back to class, All the four periods was okay, i didnt sleep somehow.
But Malay's just a waste of time.
Huhu, after recess, a few lessons then it's PC, last period then Danial Salleh finally came to class.
Hahhahaa, been long since i've seen him around in class, hope he could catch up with his studies :)
After school, I SWEAR I WAS DAMN PISSED OFF.
I saw 851, all the other Balestierians went gushing in First, One fat indian guy blocked the driver from seeing me boarding the bus. -.- then the driver just close the doors.
What the fuck. I was damn fucked up lor.
Then reached Novena, Baby replied my text so late so i board the train right away.
When i'm already at Ang Mo Kio, Baby texted.
I was not really in the mood luhh :(
I reached Causeway and waited for him there.
We walked back home and he's like so cute lor. Heheh.
What i remembered about today was,
I kept persuading Baby to go Pasar Malam at Admiralty cause i wanna buy Candy Floss!
The rain then stopped and we took a bus there.
I bought Vadeh instead of Candy Floss. heheheh! :)
We walked back home and yeah, we walked in the rain(drizzling) while eating Vadeh.
He kept saying he love me (awwwwwwww!)
Hehehe, So sweet honey.
I did my Maths homework and was somehow stucked, so i did halfway only.
Huhu, My prepaid's low already :(
So i can't reply or answer any calls. Will update you guys once i've topped up :)
I'm gonna sleep pretty soon!
I wanna eat but i don't feel like eating :-/
SO tell me, should i eat?
okay bye
xoxo

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Hello peeeeeeeps.
I went to Escape theme park just now cause Sister's boyf has two free tix.
So i went with Brother.
I was somehow having a tiff with boyfriend over some misunderstanding. :(
We argued all the way till we hardly text and even if we do, harsh words are spilled all over.
Initially when i got there, i was really NOT IN THE MOOD.
It's obvious righhhht. Hehhee.
Kay, then we did nothing much there, i was really emotional cannnnnnnnn. :(
SIgh, then soon went back home.
I was feeling rather weak after those cigarettes :-/
I wanted to vomit but nah, i just let it be.
I met up with Baby and we solved the problem we had.
What comes next? Tears. Looking in his eyes just teared me up and yeah, it disappoint me a lil bit but i knew i was the reason why he did all those things. Fuck myself. :(
Yeah, im sorry over what i've done. :(
I simply can't explain how i feel, it's just too much.
Hmmm.
Then soon went home and Mum went nagging that i should stop meeting up with Baby and start studying for N's.
Hell yeah i was trying to get in that mood of studying.
(trying hard).
Hmmmmmm, shall start from tomorrow then :)
hehee.
Photos will be uploaded tomorrow maybe?
Huhu, I love my baby :)
I miss ya so much.
:(

Shall see my girls tomorrow :)
Hehhee.
xoxo.

Eh hello! :)
I had a bad bad bad bad bad baddesst-est-est-est Dream ever !
First, i dreamnt that my boyfriend kept my sister's photo in his phone (how weird is that!?)
Second, I dreamnt Dad almost killed me cause he worship the demon (too much of Illuminati in my mind) :-/ Damn weird. I woke up right after i heard some knockings on my door, damn loud.
It was Dad.
Sister and Me woke up slightly till afternoon, wtf. Hahaha, i was so damn tired lor.
So yeah, i had Chicken rice for Breakfast, make it BRUNCH. Hahaha.
My boyfriend's SICK SICK SICK, And I'm WORRIED-RIED-RIED!
ZzZzz. Hope he'll get well soon, i wonder which clinic that gave no MC(s) ? His temperature was high but yet no MC(s) and he's schooling tomorrow. Damn annoying cann.
I suggest him not to meet tomorrow then :)
So he'll have enough rest tomorrow.
Hmmm, After this i'm going Admiralty, the big field to fly kite :)
Hehehe. I want take picszszszzszszsz !!
And ya know whattttt? I finally remembered i had POA ERP yesterday!
It started at 8AM and i was still dozing off. :-/
But POA teacher texted me, he seemed okay. LOL! he only reminded the 4N2s to do 70% of our POA assignments.
Okay, Tomorrow there's no Schooooooooooooooooooooool. (JUMPS!)
maybe there'll be second post is i'm not lazy.
Stay tuned xD
xoxo

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Hello peeeepos, second post :)
Huhu, I went to Marina Barrage with Family.
Planned to fly kite there and there's no wind. Daddy tried going around making the kite fly but it didnt fly at all :(
We seated down and waited for the wind. Hahaha.
We took some shots but yeah, my battery went weak.
what i know, Mummy cooked Mee Soup this afternoon.
I remembered my Baby brother went sulking when mummy was busy in the kitchen when he keep persuading for mummy to feed him. (look at the picture above) .
Hehehe. Then yeah.
After Marina Barrage, headed for Bedok to have brunch.
I ate a lot and ended my brunch with A brownie and ice cream.
Goshy, it was awezummmmmmmm :D
Hehehe !
Overall, that's all. Nothing much.
I heard tomorrow'll be going to Admiralty to fly kite, Shall see if it's a success.
Hahaha.
Baby's sick, so less text messages received. Hmm.
Prepaid going lowwwwwwwwww. sigh.
Okay bye,.
xoxo.

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Hello peeps! ;)
Hehhehe, sorry that i kept changing my blogskin, Finally its the right one! :)
I slept quite early yesterday, was very tired after went out with Babyboy<3 .
I woke up and occupied the toilet and went back to sleep, I was really sleepy.
Baby texted with a sad face, Awwwww. :(
Baby's sick now, from yesterday i've been touching his forehead and knew he had fever but he denied :(
Hope he's having much rest now :(
I heard Splendours was great yesterday, too bad i didnt have the money to buy the ticket, if not i could catch it with my girls :(
Nevermind.
Hmmm, i went to the supermarket just now in the morning.
Hoho, and now, i'm getting ready for Marina Barrage :D
Baby's asleep i guess.
Hmmmm,
Bye peeeps .
DO tag okay, my tagboard's getting rusty :(
xoxo.

Labels: get well soon baby

Hellooooooo peeeeeeeeeeepos :)
I know my previous long post was really damn emo-zio-nal. Hahaha. Now okay liao.
Yesterday, argued with baby, damn funny sia, i kept laughing from the start :P

Baby: Go sleep luhh! You schooling tomorrow!
Me: I don't want leh baby?
Baby: Go to sleep luhh! dont you understand?
Me: Gosh baby, this made me laugh, i say i don't want sleep mean i don't want sleep luhh, want join me is it?
Baby: SIOW!

I swear it was so god damn cheeky! then we're okay after we talked onthephone and go to sleeeep :)
Today, i was damn shag lor. I went to school and i looked so tired. I putting the expired contact lens only on my right eye and the pain was penetrating. I tried to sleep but my right eye was so damn irritating, I took out my lens and my eye went redddddddd. (fucking pain till now lor).
I realised, today i treated school like my bedroom. HAHAHHA!
Then yeah.
Had my breakfast and all.
After recess, Had fun chatting with Desmond. We talked about the video about giving birth on facebook. We talked and we eww-ed here and there. we talked about N's and whether we could make it and he listened to my story about me and boyfriend. He changed my thinking.
He said, "Good what sensitive guys, rather than having a boyfriend who'd only reply you, "Okay lor" and keep doing the same mistake. ". I was reallyreally knocked down by that statement and i felt so so so bad towards baby.
The bell rang and i then off-ed to meet baby.
He's wearing pink today :)
Hehehe, we walked but we didnt talked much, just silence.
We walked by the backgate and gosh, I saw BALL AND TETEK.
Fuck uh, then Ball say, "Geram aku" just as i passed by . Whatthefuck kan?
Soon things went smooth after i talked things out with baby :)
We laughed for the whole day when we're together. Every littlest things made us laughed like crazy couple! Lol!
I watched him play this game on his Itouch, this zombie game when it'll come and approach you. Zzzzz. VERY SCARY! Hahaha, then we go to Pasar Malam. I remembered that we walked back and forth for a number of times. damn funny lor. Hhehehe, then we walked back home.
Huhu! once i reach my place there, we watched People argue and cat fights and we stared at the cats while they fight, xD Meowwwwwwwwwwwwww~
Damn funny lor.
Then we walked to find some place to sit and he said things so wrongly alot of times!
Hahaha!
We took pictures and we headed to NTUC to meet Mummy :)
I bought my Brown coloured contacts :D
Hehehe! Then, I had my durian once i reached home!:DDDDDDDDDDD
I so happy lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Okay, want talk with Baby onthephone using bro's phone, (shhhhh!)
Okay bye!
xoxo!

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People, tag me your url and i'll link ya :)

Love.
You people may think, when someone's in a relationship, they're happy.
Nope, they were, when they first met but not till things starting to get into a mess.
Sometimes i wonder why i fall in love? I wonder what's the best thing i've received upon giving the love that i had in me? Pains? heartaches? Nah, i don't know.
Love remained undefined. Even if now you're in love with someone, there's no guarantee you might be with him till whenever. There's never a life story that i've heard teen relationships last until afterlife,never.
I'm just screwed with life, i'm fucked by my own life. I don't know, how i wish no one ever introduced me to this 'love' thing. But things move on so fast that i could'nt remember the first time i've somehow fallen for a guy. Tsk, it's just a feeling that made you go crazy.
If only i had no feelings at all, bet life would be YAHOO. i guess?
It's better that way yeah? You won't be mad, sad, angry at anyone. You won't even cry even if you're hurt. Gosh, i wanna be that way.
But too bad, god created us to have feelings and emotions that we could sometimes control but sometimes we can't get a hold onto it.
Ever thought about what's the point of you being in a relationship but the other party just could'nt get his eyes off other girls? Being ignored when he/her is with their friends and let you be alone? Having to be worried/sad over the other party's problems when they actually had none, just to see whether you cared/loved him/her?
Sometimes, i just feel like i'm the one creating this bullshits in my life, i created it and it multiplied and got me down.
Sigh, there's nothing i could conclude on this feeling.
I'm just too tired of getting hurt, too tired to fall in and out love.
I'm just tired of getting into such mess in life.
Fuck my life kay ,
Okay, in school.
I realised, today in school, it's been relaxing. Free periods throughout cause English and History teacher is on MC. so yeah. And then rain came pouring like cats and dogs, we're like icecubes in the class with the aircon turned on. zzzzz.
Then had my NE survey, it was pretty annoying. School's budget, so face it. hah.
Then had Maths and end of school. It was quick :)
Escaped my damn Motivational workshop cause it's a waste of time.
I'd rather be at home and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep luh.
Hoho, walked to Novena with Ros<3 . hehehe.
Then yeah, thought baby would reach early instead he's waiting for his friends -.-
Okay luhh, sigh.
guess today's not my day.
Okay bye.
xoxo.
a long post, hell yeah.

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