by Nur Faiqah Shahri
( i love this picture!!! wink! ^^ )
Hello hello peepos!
I was lectured by Dad last night for a good 40minutes or so. Damn, it beat me hard.
I was really going crazy with those words slowly coming out from my Dad's mouth. Gosh, he's true. I should be thinking about my future now :-/ I thank you Daddy for being so observant towards me and Sister. I should start concentrating on my N's and i won't let my parents down and my Baby =)
Baby, promise me you'll study hard too when the school reopens :)
We'll go to Poly together, Insya'allah :)
In the morning, i received Baby's 7th month wish, i was rather sleepy but i did replied and then he went MIA. :( I was searching high and low for what have i done wrong.
Sigh, morning went to NTUC and bought some groceries and then off-ed to Woodlands Mart to buy some stuffs.
Once i reached home, Grandma argued with Brother. Gosh, it was chaotic. I was trying hard to explain to Grandma why Brother acted so harsh. I was really scared with the way Grandma reacted. :-/ I chased my Brother who went out cause he's unhappy. I saw baby downstairs as he went after Brother.
I consoled him and soon he calmed down.
We went up soon after that.
I went to meet Baby for awhile and i felt so, heavy in the chest.
I felt bad cause we can't celebrate our 7th month.
And the pasts seriously had got so much to do with why i cried .
I've done so many sins, just too much of those.
Thinking back, before i do those things, i could give it a second thought. I was just stubborn.
Ugh, forget it. _|_ my past :(
Okay, then i took some pictures with Baby :)
eventhough it was for awhile , still, it's counted as memories i could picture.
Hmmm, we went to the carpark highest storey and we enjoyed the wind as we sat down and listened to the music :)
It was superb. But time flies so fast that i had to go home.
Fuck sister for making me rush back home when Dad's not home yet -.-
so yeah,
I'll be meeting baby on Monday then.
Happy 7th Monthsary Baby :)
Okay bye,
xoxo.'
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