by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Mood: Helpless, sad, disappointed, confused.
Hello cruel world. I'm still not sleeping eventhough it's going midnight by a few minutes. I can't sleep, Rasanya ingin mati~ I don't know. I cried so helplessly and i really can't help this ugly feeling!
Sigh, I feel so small, so small indeed.
I felt like a big hole in my heart, a feeling of absence.
I can't bear this loneliness alright,baby.
I only have you in my world. =( I can't take this torture.
it's too much! To much to go over! :(
My eyes are in so much pain now, i hardly close it for a good sleep.
I know tomorrow there's school but i'm already down with fever overnight with this weakness in me, i can't handle this. :(
I just can't.
I only need you to be around me before you leave for Penang.
I'm not asking for more,
Just 5 pathetic days!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAVING YOU NEXT TO ME UNTIL THE DAY YOU HAVE TO GO!
I promise you, I'd study hard for the days when you're not with me!
I PROMISED.
and i mean it =( and now, you hardly listen to me.
You're out there, having fun. =(
Sigh, while i'm here waiting you to be home and to sleep early.
my words arent too convincing for you yeah?
It didnt help a little :(
I'm helpless.
Its so IRONIC!
ITS NEVER EXPECTED! :( Thought you'd be there for me whenever i'd need you.
Sigh,
Goodnight CRUEL world.
I'd be sleeping as soon as Baby's home if not i'll stayup till the sun show up.
Bye =(
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