Hello Bloodyshit motherfuckers.
I fucking damn pissed now uh.
FUCKING SICK SIA BRO, go die uh bloody botch.
Yesterday, i realised, i was blinded by words or i'm just plain dumb.
I don't know.
Somehow what my dad said seemed true, but i don't know.
Ugh, fuck this feeling kay.
I was worried, i don't know sigh. dont want type it here luhh.
and fuck NuffNag, I fucking pasted your damn ad on my blog but it's got error.
WHATTHEFUCK UH.
School was a killer, Had fun with my babes.
Something chaotic happened.
okay shits, i seriously no mood sia.
FUCK BRO UH.
nabey.
kay bye.
xoxo.

Labels: stop twisting those words.

I love baby.
School was great with my friends.
Too much of observant people.-.-
FML cause Mum's nagging like fuck.
I no mood now.
sorry.
Update tomorrow.
FUCK OFF.

I feeeeeeeel so sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy.
Morning was a definite zombie.
i was awakened by some bites on my hand that made me go, "UGH!".
I woke up and it's 5AM. wtf kayyyy,
then, got ready for school.
I slept for POA and yeah, FML kay.
Prelim starts on 23rd July, to be exact. My Physics teacher said so.
It's approaching so fast!
Oh man, i'm not prepared yet! I'm so LAZYYYYYYYYYYYY.
damn lazy, probably still in my holiday mooood.
Gotta sleep early . zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Met baby, he popped up again at the bus stop.
Sorry ros<3 for not going with you to the bus stop :/
Okay,then went home, waited for bus for like from 3 going to 4.
walaaaaoooo, waste my time lor.
Reached home and spent time with baby.
Homeworkkkkk?
will be finishing those shits tomorrow.
Kay bye.
xoxo.

Labels: lazy pig sia me.

Hellloooooooooooooooooooo . -.-
I just realised that school reopens by tomorrowwwwwwwwwww.
I want burn my school now cannnn? :(
I slept at 1AM yesterday,thinking i would receive a call/text from Baby.
Damn, i was really worried but he's sleeping -.-
Okay, LAUGH at me. zzzz.
Morning, off-ed to Lot 1 to get jeans from Cotton On with Sister.
Then to Macs and get my Double Cheeseburger.
We munched those burger then got back home, damn sian.
Nothing much, Baby texted after i dumped myself on bed.
We went onthephone and he came down to Woodlands.
I met up with him super soon and yeah.
I missed him, of course i do. Always do.
Okay, then to Grandma's house. Watched Mr Bean's Holiday..
It was DAMNNNNN funny. We laughed like retards.
Then back home.
I packed my stuffs for school.

Labels: Holiday's over already?

Giving my boyfriend the white carebear he wanted :)

Ask me anything [:

Hello hello Peeeposssssssssssss :D
I'm back baybeh ^^!
This morning was really damn fatigue.
I woke up at around 11AM and still lying down like a pig on my bed till Baby go and have a bath. xD
Hehehe, then overall, Today's was QUICK.
At around 1500, went to Causeway Point with Sister and Brother.
We walked there and yeah,
OHMYGOSH, i got my Snake ring :)
Hehhe i loikeeeee :D
Hoho! Then, went to the Mac Donalds.
Nothing much, just waiting for tomorrow.
Going Bugis :)
Huhu.
Sigh, i miss baby.
Homework, Tons of em' but i've got not much of a mood to take out my pen and ink on them. Zzzzz .
Okay sigh.
Bye.
xoxo.

Labels: i feel so unimportant.

Hello hello peepos!
I was lectured by Dad last night for a good 40minutes or so. Damn, it beat me hard.
I was really going crazy with those words slowly coming out from my Dad's mouth. Gosh, he's true. I should be thinking about my future now :-/ I thank you Daddy for being so observant towards me and Sister. I should start concentrating on my N's and i won't let my parents down and my Baby =)
Baby, promise me you'll study hard too when the school reopens :)
We'll go to Poly together, Insya'allah :)
In the morning, i received Baby's 7th month wish, i was rather sleepy but i did replied and then he went MIA. :( I was searching high and low for what have i done wrong.
Sigh, morning went to NTUC and bought some groceries and then off-ed to Woodlands Mart to buy some stuffs.
Once i reached home, Grandma argued with Brother. Gosh, it was chaotic. I was trying hard to explain to Grandma why Brother acted so harsh. I was really scared with the way Grandma reacted. :-/ I chased my Brother who went out cause he's unhappy. I saw baby downstairs as he went after Brother.
I consoled him and soon he calmed down.
We went up soon after that.
I went to meet Baby for awhile and i felt so, heavy in the chest.
I felt bad cause we can't celebrate our 7th month.
And the pasts seriously had got so much to do with why i cried .
I've done so many sins, just too much of those.
Thinking back, before i do those things, i could give it a second thought. I was just stubborn.
Ugh, forget it. _|_ my past :(
Okay, then i took some pictures with Baby :)
eventhough it was for awhile , still, it's counted as memories i could picture.
Hmmm, we went to the carpark highest storey and we enjoyed the wind as we sat down and listened to the music :)
It was superb. But time flies so fast that i had to go home.
Fuck sister for making me rush back home when Dad's not home yet -.-
so yeah,
I'll be meeting baby on Monday then.

Happy 7th Monthsary Baby :)

Okay bye,
xoxo.'

Labels: die in this love

Hello hello :)
Early midnight went to NTUC and mum,sis and i only get to know NTUC's opened for 24hours. Hahaha lol. Then we spent quite a lot of things there, Heheheh and i grabbed my Honey Cereal!^^
Then around 1300hours plus? Met up with Baby and yeah.
Something irony eventually happened.
Sigh, i'm drowning inside at that point of time, it feels like a brand new needle being poked through my heart. It was piercing pain, hell yeah. :(
But nah, i won't say it here.
Just that, what i know, i'd never give up for whatever things that may/may not happen.
Even if it could change my life forever, i would never give up. =(
Frankly, if other girls would go through this, bet they'd leave long time ago.
sigh. I chose to stay and i will . =(
Had fun with Baby outside my house and we had Melon Seeds.
Like damn cute lor.
Hahaha!
Okay bye.
xoxo.

Labels: keep going, keep hurting.

Hello hello peeeeeeeposssssss :) !
Hehehe, i was about to sleep just now when Baby texted using Websms while he's there =) But sadly, he ended off the sms session without saying bye or what :( maybe the websms got something wrong. sigh, i wonder what he's doing right now :( Hope he'll sleep early and eat well for his comeback tomorrow. I'm waiting so patiently hoping he'd comeback early and not when the sun sets :(
I started playing Hotel City and it was so fun :)
hehehee, im going to sleep soon .
sigh, i miss baby.
I love you baby.
Mwahh! (L)
Goodnight.

Hello hello! :) So yeah, today baby's awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay to Malaysia =( I'm here all alone. Booohoooo. Baby texted me in the morning right after he woke up but i was so sleeeeeepy that i didnt replied his text. Around 9AM, he went out for Malaysia already with Family =( We texted for awhile then he hardly reply my text. Then now, I guess he's at Malaysia already but i can't seem to contact him =( Nevermind, its okay.
So yesterday, I met up with Baby at Long John at Northpoint then we took 855 to HabourFront and took 963 to HortPark. I remembered while waiting for the bus, he kept kissing me on the cheek and held me tightly and said, "you look beautiful,honey".
I was really melting but i kept saying, " i'm as usual." Gosh, Baby i love you.
Then we alighted at the bus stop and walked our way through the Henderson Waves.
I took a video of him persuading him to say, "Dumdum want GumGum", but unfortunately the video turned out like disaster, HAHAH. keeping it for memory =)
Hehehe, then we walked all the way and he kept complaining that its so warm and blah blah blah. A matter of fact, yes, It was really warm and stuffy. we walked all the way up but all we saw was just an empty steep road. We walked all the way down and yeah, ITS FUCKING BORING. LOL! i thought HortPark was like a fun place, ironic. Hahahaa.
Took a picture of him while he's walking and the picture turned out superbbb! =)
Hehehe! Then we got so tired then we decided to walk and ended up at Bukit Merah Interchange. HAHHA. We then, took 851 back home =)
Reached Yishun, he bought 3 sushi, Egg Mayo and Prawn Eggs Seasoned(i guess). Hehehe, In the first place, i hated Sushi but after he told me to give a try,
IT WAS YUMMY and now i'm addicted -.- Blame Baby for that! :P
Hehehe, oh ya, saw Ros<3 baby =")" face="georgia">I'm hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy now.
I want go get some food and keeeeeeep munching before school starts!
Gosh, Homework (GAAAAH ) :(
Okay bye.
Miss you baby, and Girlfriends :)
xoxo.

Labels: come back quick baby.

the pain i've never felt, you've crushed me, like a tissue. I'm torn about hearing that girl, i'm dead listening to those words you have to say. How many girls do you want to satisfy you? just how many? sigh .Im superly down. I just cant explain how does this feels like. It hurts terribly. I couldnt help it. its too much,too much. sigh.
FML.
night

Hello hello Peeeeepooooos =)
Went onthephone with Baby yesterday for an hour and slept at 1am after i sang to him till i lost my voice. hahaha! :P
Hehehe, then around 4am, he texted again.
Awwww, i accompanied him for awhile and went to sleep :)
At 10AM, got all ready for Soffy's cribbbb :D
Before that, i had my breakfast at the Chicken Rice shop at Tampines :)
zzzz. Had some fun watching Australia's next top model, Hahaha. :P
Then went home after that and i was really exhausted.
Went for Bubbletea at 8PM and Baby suddenly popped behind me !
Grrrr, naughty baby :P
Huhu, tomorrow will be going out with him, i guess?
Hope so. :)
Okay, guess i'm sleeping soon.
damn tired.
bye.
xoxo.

Hellooo Second Post. :-/
I slept for 2 hours in the afternoon and really lethargic. I kept waiting for Baby's text/call but i received nothing at all =( I was waiting so patiently.
Thought i'd be meeting him today =( too bad. Then i went to get some bubbletea and headed for Grandma's house. I ate alot, yeah. I want more chocolates.
Fought with mum, bloody annoying.
My shampoo has finished and i was very desperate to buy a new shampoo.
I bought it just now for only 9.20$ and got screamed by Mum when i got home.
Only me luh get all the scolding, good hor?
My brother stared there looking at me like as if, I'm the bad sheep.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Fuck luh, after N's. I'm sure gonna start working and won't be asking ya money. I won't ask you anything, I buy things MYSELF, get the money on MY own. fml -.-

Then yeah, i gotta know baby's sick at home and now he's sleeping soundly =(
Sigh, I hope he's doing okay. I didnt know a single thing about how's he's doing and all =( Sigh sigh.
Baby, get well soon okay baby? Get much rest and a good sleep.
Just rest, we won't have to meet tomorrow alright?
I want you to rest well eventhough i miss you so much =(
Sigh, Get well soon my babyboy.
I love you <3 .

Goodnight peepos.
xoxo.

Labels: get well soon baby :(

Helloooo peepos, :)
Yeah, had a hard time yesterday with Baby when we are'nt together. I went down with Sister and her boyfriend to go off to get some ciggs. I was initially tempted to take those ciggs, and i did. As i was sitting there looking so bored, Baby kept from the back.
I was damn shocked and i threw that cigg off. lol.
Then yeah, he passed me this Hamburger MP3. I was like, 'what is this for?'.
He said, ' a gift for you'.
I was like, okay, i dont want that.
He gave me that sad look so i'd just say yes. Then yeah, he knew i smoked and thought he'd be angry about it but he's cool.
So yeah, yesterday met him for awhile or so.
I hardly sleep last night, breathing difficulties as in, i hardly breathe. I don't know, it feels like insomnia, I kept closing my eyes and the next moment i woke up it's 4AM.
I slept at 4 by then. Baby woke me up at 9AM and yeah.
I'm really shag right now. Super fatigue.
And yet, my appetite's going low with those cramps in my tummy.
Grrrrr, this wont help me to grow fat! _|_ :(
Okay, now waiting for baby's call , i waited for hours -.-
Okay bye.
xoxo/

Labels: i regretted, im tired

Helloooooo Peepos :)
I went onthephone with my Baby yesterday till late 1AM. So yeah, we strictly speak English throughout and it sounds really funny and i read to him, His bedtime story. I story tell about our 'getting to know' in the beginning till what w/e are now.
Hahhaa, and i referred to him as, 'the guy'. LOL! Then he asked,

Me: and now i'm putting on his jacket :)
Baby: oh, then you don't miss him?
Me: I missed him so much but he don't wanna meet me tomorrow :(
Baby: oh, i miss you baby (sounded so sad)
Me: I miss you too baby.

Hehehe very cute luhh and cheeky hor my baby! huhu!
i slept at 1AM and woke up at 1PM just now. woah! Damn pig lor me. -.-
Hehehe, then yeah. I dreamnt about me and Ros<3 were munching on some chocolates at the D&T workshop. Man, really so random right? Hahaha! Damn funny lor. Bet Ros<3 will laugh at my dream :P
Hehehe, So yeah.
Maybe today i'm not meeting up with Baby. Perhaps, Tomorrow.
Heading for Pasir Ris Park, Maybe?
I don't know.
Okay. I'm turning up my volume till the maximum :D
My baby brother's sleeping soundly. LOL.
I miss my Baby and girlfriends.
bye!
xoxo.

Labels: miss you peeps.

Hello! I sent JinXian dearest just now at the airport, gosh she was god-damn gorgeous and the sister too! Hhehe, Then yeah, I headed off with boyf and we walked around for awhile and got tired, we took 858 to Causeway and had my lunch with Baby with his sister,Dayah :) Damn cute! hehehe, then he sent me home and yeah! didnt get to catch Jinxian dearest go on her flight :(
I headed home and yeah! Baby's jacket is with me!!!! I took pictures with it! :P
HAAHAH! :D
SO now, i just love my girlfriends and boyfriend, thats all ! <3 !
hehehhehe!
okay goodnight!
xoxo.

Heyyyyyyyyya Peepos :)
Morning was really shag. I woke up and spent an hour getting ready for school and realised i HAVE to rush! So i did. My 'going-to-school' today is very unusual, Without Baby around, It feels so incomplete :'(
I reached school and met up with Jie Xin and Roslynda <3 !
We got up and really have no idea what to do. Hahaha.
Reached at the hall and saw tables in lines and yeah, It's an exam.
I had my seat and drew some of my orthographics and somehow, maybe i can finish it by romorrow.
Hehehe, Baby texted me Good Morning! I was delighted upon receiving that text! :D
Love it love it! ♥ Huhu, i replied his text and around 1230hours, we set off for United Square and had MacDonalds for brunch. We sat down somehow and slept on the seat while waiting for the time to strike 1330 hours. hehe. Got back to school and yeah. Carried on with my drawings and slept with Ros♥ for 1 hour!We slacked around and then packed for the end of the 'exam'. People can walk around and sit together, guess it's only named as an 'exam' but it doesnt seems to be. Baby texted saying he wanna come back to Singapore like NOWWWWWW but nah, talk is cheap :'(
He'll only be back on the 27th :'( and now Baby's already sick now.
Sighh, somemore there's no teacher guidance there. :(

I don;t know what else to do, I'm so worried ! :( Sighhhh.
I got home and had chicken rice.
Ohmy, i wanna sleep soon luh :'(

Soffy♥, I miss you too okay! Sorry can't go ur house just now, i've got school. :'(
Goodbye people !
xoxo.

baby get well soon :'(

Labels: baby come back any sooner

Hey hello peepos :-/
yesterday was fine, I was trying hard to get over my emotions, not wanting to cry when Baby's gotta go. I'm sorry i couldnt reply ur text yesterday, my prepaid's low. :'(
Sigh, I went to sleep in tears praying for your safety while you're there. I gathered all the teddy bears you gave me and i hugged all of them tightly and went to sleep.
I woke up early and got off to NTUC, helped out with Mum in the kitchen.
I chatted with Baby for awhile on MSN and had my mee soto.
Sigh, i miss him so much :'(
Then i dozed off till evening and went to Grandma's house. Everything's so quiet.
Felt so dull, indeed.
I ate too much till i'm satiated and really got satisfied just that i got shocked when i have to get a lot of stuffs for tomorrow's d&t. wtf right?
I quickly went to the Popular and get all the stuffs i might need for tomorrow.
I waited for Baby's text all the time.
I received his text but somehow, he didnt replied.
I was rather puzzled actually. sigh. i dont know.
Headed home straight and got online.
But yeah, somehow everything was ironic,
Thought he'd be like, "oh baby, i miss you so much" and will chat like we've never met before. But no, he seemed so busy. SO busy that he's replies were all redundant.

Ironic much.

Sigh, i just don't know what else to do.
I should just carry on with my daily life then :'(
I found a CD in an envelope, the CD is in green and it's decorated with flowers and a word saying, "the gift of love, just for you."
well, i was really wondering who's that for?
and what was that?
nah, i've got no idea.
walao, everything so ironic luh, fuck.

Kay bye,
xoxo.

i miss you.

Labels: dying.

Hello Readers :'( I'm back now.
This morning, i was very reluctant to wake up cause today, baby has to go :'(
Eventhough yesterday i had the worst dream ever, imagine your loved one leave this world forever. Man, i cried for a moment last night while waiting for his text :'(
I texted Baby as usual, Good morning greeting. :'(
He replied, I was really happy upon receiving that simple reply.
Soon, he said he just went out his house and soon a few minutes, he said he've reached already, I was like wondering, why so fast?!
Then i saw my boards at my door knob hanging.
I took it and saw him outside, sighhhhh, i miss that look on his face :'(
Then we went to buy some bubbletea for my sis and brother then we spent our time.
I really love it the time when we sat down and played the game on your Itouch.
Sigh, i really feel how strong was our love that moment.
I watched you played the game, very focused and with that tensed look on you.
Sighhh baby, you're so cute :'(
Then we walked all over Causeway Point and looked for all types of teddy-bears.
I swear i love it the way you wrapped your arms around my waist,
You made me feel so complete, i felt so carefree being around you,baby.
Then, i had to rush home cause Mum's already nagging.
Baby's look literally changed somehow cause i know he wanted me to be with him for the rest of the day before he went away :'( Sorry baby that i can't.
Baby sent me to my doorstep and i gave him a very long hug and kiss on your cheeks.
uh, I miss that moment when you hugged me so tightly and hoping not to let go.
I gave him the letter i wrote earlier on in the morning.
Sigh, And now, Baby's already on his way to school.
I'd just pray for his safety while he's there, may Allah protect him, Amin :'(
Sighh, I hope baby will eat well there, sleep well and have much fun there with his friends, I just want the best for him.
Whatever it is, I'm still here waiting for your return on the 27th.
:'( Guess, i'd be lonely from tomorrow onwards :'(
Sigh, Baby, I'll miss you. (missing you now already)
Sigh, I love you so much and will always will.
Okay bye,
i shall sleep soon.
Goodnight.
xoxo :'(

Labels: miss you

Hello! :D
Huhu, i purposely bought the wrong items for D&t -.-
then met baby at Yishun :)
hehhee, then yeah.
i love today luh :) so muchhhh!
HUHU! but baby's setting off tomorrow =(
Okay, today was Ironic.
Sorry i didnt replied ur text, prepaid is low.
Okay i'm going to sleep soon,
Baby thanks for the Green Heartshaped Pillow :)
Thanks for the NutriSoy.
Thanks for the time you've spared for me :)
I just love you so much :)
I love it when we looked at eachother in the eyes and listening to the songs on your itouch, it was superb :)
so yeah, I'll miss you tremendously.
I miss all my girlfriends.
No school, will see them again on Monday :D
Okay bye!
xoxo.

I miss you baby.

Labels: i miss you already

Hello People :D
Yesterday was awesome, I was mad when i found out someone broke my piece for D&t but its okay, I figured out a new idea and got my things fixed in a few minutes! How awesome was that? Eventhough i broke my artefact for being clumsy xD Hehehe.
Then yeah, I only fixed it with glue, I lazy wanna do it all over again, it'll waste all my effort during the past few days. wtf.
I took 966 back home and suddenly baby scare me from behind. ZzzzZZzz.
Then, we walked back home and yeah.
I spent my whole day with him and around 8 like that.
Wah, damn sian uh. My dad popped up and watched me, I WAS HUGGING BABY.
what do ya think? BUSTED uh. wth.
Then he ushered us to go back home and didnt have the chance to hug Baby before i left :( seriously damn pek cek luh, he nag all the way on the way up.
Fuck him lor,
I was so damn pissed so i slept early, plus I've been texting baby yet none of them were replied, none of my calls were answered even online when i keep chatting with him, no replies, AT ALL. That pissed me off a double times.
I went to sleep and yeah, i woke up at 9 today without money being left for me to go school. My ezlink's got no balance. And 'just stay at home' came across my mind.
So that's why i'm updating my blog now.
hahaha. i lazy want go school lor. Ros didnt go also.
I only did a few sketches on my artefact, presentation board need to be done on Monday/Tuesday i guess.
Guess, i'd be going to Causeway later on to search for those stuffs i might need.
WOAH, I'm so TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. :((((
sadly, can't meet baby today, up to him luh.
Tomorrow he'll be going Penang.
WOAH, TWO DAYS I GOT PISSED 48HOURS! shit sia.
kay bye.
xoxo.

Labels: fml

Hello hello!
Just now was SUPERB with girlfriends around and we escaped D&T xD
Hehehhee, we gossiped like damn FUCK! Everything came out and it was really really 'hot-hot!' !
HAHAHHAHA! I seriously love today man!
Goshhhh, you guys are simply the best ever! I laughed till i got tummyache!
Blame you guys luh! :P Hehhee.
Saggy baby~ xD
WOOOHOOO! She's the shit ! (wtf). joke of the day !
HAHAHHAA. tomorrow gonna chiong my damn artefact and gonna finish by tomorrow!
WOOOHOOOO! I kinda argued with baby but everything was okay when he arrived and i was sitting there looking very pissed cause he off-ed his phone, he came and laughed!
Okay, seriously he made me calm down and he hugged me, so romantic horrrr. xD
LOLLLLLL!
Then ya lor, we took a lot of pictures and we played the game Sneezies on his phone!
damn cute ! and we teamed up also, I REALLY LOVE MY BABY LUHHH! <3
WOOOOO!
Tomorrow will be seeing him again, MWAHHH! <3
Okay bye, I miss my girlfs and boyfriend already :(
xoxo!

Labels: YOU THE SHIT

HELLO :] !
Last night was a disaster, eyes went swollen and i'm just lack of rest. I woke up around 0730 planned to be late and yeah, Mum didnt know what happened last night. :-/
Okayyyy, reached school and probably my artefact will be done by Wednesday :)
Okay wtf kay,
IF YOU WANNA KNOW SO MUCH ABOUT ME AND BOYFRIEND OR MY PRIVATE LIFE, FUCKING ASK ME IN THE FACE YEAH,LAD? DO YOU KNOW HOW ANNOYING IT GETS WHEN YOU'RE ASKING PEOPLE AROUND YOU TO GAIN INFORMATION FROM ME?!
IT WON'T HELP LUH, WHY? WRITING A REPORT FOR YOUR VERY OWN NEWS UH?
FUCKING KAYPOHKIA! _|_ FUCKING GET LIFE LOR!
i damn pissed luhh, BLOODY PISSED OKAY.
I went home early and Baby fetched me at school :) Hehehe,
I MISS YOU SO MUCH HONEY!
Hehehe, I had so much fun with you today, LIKE mostly, it's about us!
only us, No one else! :D I LOIKE IT BABYYYYY!
WOOOHOOOO~ Glad things are going superb between us honeyyyy.
ZzzzZZz, I miss you already honeypie!
I WANNA SEE YOU AGAIN TOMORROW!
I WANT I WANT! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


Okay bye! :-*
xoxo .

Labels: kaypohkia

Mood: Helpless, sad, disappointed, confused.
Hello cruel world. I'm still not sleeping eventhough it's going midnight by a few minutes. I can't sleep, Rasanya ingin mati~ I don't know. I cried so helplessly and i really can't help this ugly feeling!
Sigh, I feel so small, so small indeed.
I felt like a big hole in my heart, a feeling of absence.
I can't bear this loneliness alright,baby.
I only have you in my world. =( I can't take this torture.
it's too much! To much to go over! :(
My eyes are in so much pain now, i hardly close it for a good sleep.
I know tomorrow there's school but i'm already down with fever overnight with this weakness in me, i can't handle this. :(
I just can't.
I only need you to be around me before you leave for Penang.
I'm not asking for more,
Just 5 pathetic days!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAVING YOU NEXT TO ME UNTIL THE DAY YOU HAVE TO GO!
I promise you, I'd study hard for the days when you're not with me!
I PROMISED.
and i mean it =( and now, you hardly listen to me.
You're out there, having fun. =(
Sigh, while i'm here waiting you to be home and to sleep early.
my words arent too convincing for you yeah?
It didnt help a little :(
I'm helpless.
Its so IRONIC!
ITS NEVER EXPECTED! :( Thought you'd be there for me whenever i'd need you.
Sigh,
Goodnight CRUEL world.
I'd be sleeping as soon as Baby's home if not i'll stayup till the sun show up.
Bye =(

Labels: i'd rather die

Rasanya ingin malam ini, Menciummu hingga lemas. Rasanya ingin malam ini, Memelukmu hingga terlelap ♥

Hello hello! :)
hehhee. am backkkk! I slept a lil bit late yesterday cause i have something in mind.
I woke up at 7 am and kept checking my phone whether Baby would text me.
But i received none until 10 am when i received his text. :(
Somehow, I don't know, I miss the old us so much! :(
Okay nevermind,
Fought with mum. grr. annoying okay.
And plus,
PLEASE OH PLEASE, FOR PEOPLE OUT THERE, CAN YOU PLEASE KNOW WHAT TYPE OF CLOTHES YOU SHOULD WHERE AND SHOULD NOT TAKE OTHERS AS REFERENCE?!
YOUR HOBBY HUH FOLLOWING WHAT PEOPLE WHERE AND STUFFS? SO EAGER TO GO EVERYWHERE TO FIND THE SHOP AND EXACTLY BUY THE SAME CLOTHES AS WHAT OTHERS ARE WEARING. WHY? NO ORIGINALITY EH? FUCKING ANNOYING KNOW THIS KIND OF PEOPLE. REALLY GETTING ON MY NERVES, GAARRRRHHHH.
REALLY A STALKER, KRISTAL, I'M PROUD THAT YOU'RE LIKE A SUPERSTAR xD
EVERYONE WANNA FOLLOW YOU! :P

Okay, thats all the shit i can type about. fucking pissed horr.
Oh baby, i miss you so much.
KAY BYE!
xoxo.

Labels: get your own style BITCH

2nd post :) hehehe.
So yeah, waited for baby to reach my block before the bubbletea shop close!
He called me and yeah, met him downstairs and oh man, I miss you so much baby!
I hugged him and never let go until we reached the bubbletea parlour. Hehehe! Seriously miss his smell so much that i hardly let go of his arm, i hold on to it for so long xD
hehehe.
Last night, I hardly sleep :(
I browsed through the text messages we had last time and i find it that things do change when time comes.

I missed the way we are, before

We were so so so loving and all the text messages sent or received were like SUPERDUPER long but now. Hmmmm, a few changes i see. Alright its okay. As long as our love remains strong, I'm gonna stay :)
Hehee.
Tomorrow will be waking up late i guess xD
Baby's asleep already, i think.
I asked him to rest and maybe he fell asleep though.
Hope he's okay :-/
So yeah, I'll be off now.
Oh ya! I have to do my maths homework tomorrow, must do, must do okay Faiqah!
Andand, Brother will be buying for me McSpicy tomorrowwwwww! JUMPS*
Maybe im turning in very soon. Huhu.
I DONT WANT GO SCHOOL ON MONDAY CANNNNNNNN!???!
Okay bye.
xoxo.

Labels: baby i so miss you:(

HELLO HELLO! :)
Omgggzcxxzss! I'm addicted to the song Nightmare - A7x. :-/ ! WOOOHOOOO!
This morning i woke up early for the sake to see baby's face.
I woke up at 7plusplus and had my bath and all.
Around 9, he still hasnt called me up :( I had to follow Grandma go Woodlands North Plaza. :(
Then, While i got down the stairs, I saw baby making his way to my block !
Yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)
I didnt have the time to hug him cause Grandma was there and only Grandma get to hug him! :(
Hmpffffft!
i was smiling to myself when Grandma said,

"I really sayang him you know, if there's fate for you guys, Better marry if he wants".

Hahahah, I went like, HE WILL.
Then yeah, i carried lots of stuff and really am exhausted now, if Baby was with me, Bet i won't be this tired :( Baby's busy now.
Booooohoooo~ Hope to meet him after he's not busy.
Hehehehe.

Labels: synyster gates baby

Hello! :)
I just watched Synyster got drunk with The Rev. really funny man! Hahaha!
Well, this morning i woke up at 0640 when class' starting at 8am, i should be off for school by 7am in order to be on time, Texted three of my classmates and two of them replied late when i was hurrying. HAHA. Oh well, nevermind.
Laren annoyed me while i'm in the train, that ass.
I reached school at 0815 and saw some st.johns students from other school.
Looked at me like what like thattttt. Bitches. Benci seh! Hmpft!
Then by the time i reached class, i can count the people in class and i bet the rest of the class are still dozing off at home. hehe.
I did the Chemistry test and i got 10/20 for Paper 3! Weeeheeeee :P
It was unexpected, really.
Then went down to the coffeeshop and had prata :)
Then went up to have some aircon in class while waiting for Maths. :)
I was realllllllllllly blur today!
I was supposed to do 'N' level paper 2009 when i did the 2001 paper -.- !
I almost finished the whole of Paper 1 when Anwar approached me saying i did the wrong page ! :-/
I quickly do the 2009 paper and didnt manage to finish the last two questions! :(
Oh its okay. then went home, took 966.
I texted baby a lot of times and called him several times yet there's no replies.
I was getting a lil bit pissed and i kept wondering what was he doing.
I walked all over Causeway Point and met up with Sister and Fanfan.
Went back home and played under the rain! =)
WOOOHOOOOO! xD
I felt so happy after that, lol.
Then yeah, nothing much lor today.
Tomorrow i can relax and Sunday too! :D
I miss my baby :(
Guess i'd be meeting him for awhile tomorrow.
Okay bye.

Labels: why bitch exist'?

Hello.
Happy birthday my baby boy :( Morning was as usual but i was kinda off-mood after baby said he has to go to Johor. :( I had to wait for Baby for 1 hour, yeah i was really bored while waiting listening to the same song all over and over again, watching the same people passing by me. :-/
Then we only headed to Tampines and we walked around his old house :)
then we walked to Tampines Mall and took a bus back home. Somehow i find it that today, we spent such little time together. Nothing much though it wasnt the best.
Sigh. Oh shut up Ieqah. You think too much. :(
Hell yeah i THINK TOO much. next time i shouldnt. I shouldnt bother. Yes i shouldnt. YAY. -.-
Baby's not back home yet probably having fun with his friends.
so yeah.
k bye.

Labels: come only when you're in need yeah.

Hello! :)
this morning was a deliberate late coming for D&T :) HUHU! i woke up at 7 cause i had some tiffs with boyfriend last night :( It was really-really-really baddddddddddddd. I swear. But i thank god that everything's okay then we went to sleep at ease :)
So yeaaaah, i reached school and realised Anwar's late too! Hahah! I bought the new Cookie&Cream bread from 7Eleven and it was superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrbbbbbb :)
Hehehe. So far, my artefact has been doing well and hope it'll end soon, VERY SOON!
I want to sleeeep like a piggggg righttttt peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (L)
During break, Baby reached at the coffee shop then i walked all over Novena Square and got so bored easily. Hehehe. I polished my stuffs after school and waited for Baby.
Check this book! I saw it at MPH Bookstore. FOR GIRLS :)
:- Why Men LOVE Bitches
Fucking go browse through this book! :) It's superrrrrb .
Then headed home after that :D
Hehhee, tomorrow won't be coming for D&T cause i've got something on,
BABY'S 18 TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW :D (Y)
So here's something for him :)

I know my voice just sucks but Baby want me to sing for his birthday :-/
Hope it's okay :-/
So yeah,

Baby,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to my Baby,
Happy Birthday to you! (L) Hehehe.
My Baby's already 18 hehhh, i wanna watch you grow baby and we'll be older and more open in the world of love and let's together define the love that we have now and make it last till whenever.
On your birthday, I want you to have the best birthday ever! I want you to know just how special you are whenever there's you next to me.
You simply brighten my days and i would smile immediately even when i was burning with anger whenever you approach me. Just look at the power that you hold that could make me smile constantly.
You're just so special in my eyes and with these words i typed down,
The moment you walked into my world, I've never forget the word LOVE and i'd always every treasure with my loved ones with smiles.
You've opened my eyes and you've drawn the smile on my face.
I thank you for being the best man i've ever met.
I really appreciate your existence in my life.
May your wishes come true and don't forget to make Mak smile :)
And oh, I love you so much <3>

So yeahhh. i guess that's all for today :)
Hehehe, i'm sleepy already :(
Goodnight peeepos!
Lovvvves :D
xoxo.

Labels: Happy birthday my dear

HELLO.
School was tiring. Oh well, I got off slightly late but i reached school on time but teachers have yet unlocked all the doors for us to enter and start work. -.- Next time, i should've come later.
Okay, so partly, I've did my two half-hearts. I'm only gonna start punching holes for the hinges and the inner part of the heartshape. Woooo-hooooo! Hope i'm gonna end my artefact super soooon and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep at home like a pig, FUCKING HELL YEAH (Y) !
Literally, we can't be released at 1530 today :( Gaaaaah, we were released at 1700 sharp.
I had three pratas in total today, and eventhough i stuffed food in my mouth, i feel like tumbling down. =(
After school, i walked down the hill with the beauties <3 Hehehe, JinXian,Zhaskia,Roslynda and Kristal :) we laughed hard, hell yeah! i thought baby was going to pick me up, but no :(
Its okay,
Sigh, i guess there is something wrong with me.
Fatigueness? I don't know.
Since i don't know when, i've been eating quite alot but eventually i'd feel rather dizzy and somehow feel like throwing out. I wonder what's with me? I've got no answers.
I'm just puzzled by this body of mine.
I wanna grow fat and this body of mine is simply giving me problems. Sigh. :(
I dying soon,maybe? HAHAHHAA, nah, joking.

Labels: i'm sorry.