I admit.
I'm being to dependant on you, i'm too pampered, just simply asking too much. I wasnt actually asking but i was just hoping. Today may be our 6th month but it seemed like a normal day.
Everything was ironic since the alarm i've made by midnight. I cherished this date, i do. But i don't know whether it was a vice-versa for you. Simply said, I was excited when the bell rung that signaled the end of school. The back of my mind was busy occupied with thoughts thinking you might be appearing somewhere as i walked down the hill. Unfortunately, no.
Yes, i left my friends behind and headed first.
Maybe next time i shouldnt have bothered whether you'd be appearing or not. I shouldnt have even bothered to even wait for your presence. Sometimes, i wished i could depend on myself.
I'm not yet independent on my own.
I'm too vulnerable.
Sigh. I just wanna be alone.
bye :'(

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