HELLO♥ ♥!
Hehehe! Morning was very tiring, even 5 minutes is so precious to me, HAHA! I woke up and dilly-dallied with my school uniform and breakfast. 30 minutes was so fast! I only get to grab my bag and went out without tying up my hair, Messssy.
I realised, I was quite early but yeah, saw Kieth walking around so i tagged along.
Then yeah, overall it was SUPERLY TIRING day!
I saw stuffs and blah blah blah, man, I was hoping for a break every second.
wtf.
Then yeah, I had fun with Roslynda, Kieth, Anwar and Laren today♥ ♥!
hoho ! And yeah, i got off early at 1530 cause i'm so worn out,
Met Baby at Novena after Roslynda and Anwar went off :)
I had fun with Baby afterall.
But indirectly, things are just caught up. Yes they're all entangled in my mind but i'm never gonna let it out. Let it be, may karma make its call.
Hehehe.
I'm sleepy now, Roslynda's already sleeping. hahaha.
I shall sleep early i guess today.
Huhu, Bye!
xoxo!♥

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Hello.
A matter of fact, I don't get tired of love just that love's simply undefined.
I never get sick of it eventhough it has been giving me heartaches and headaches.
I feel like ranting everything down here,
I feel so numb =( You should've known, I can call anytime but it's just a matter of usage when it'll create restrictions from contacting when my prepaid's got no value.
Look, You have to understand what i'm doing right now okay. ohmy.
I wonder, why tell me stories that starts with an ending without a beginning when i perpetually don't know a single thing of what have made you simply sent me that message.
I was just hoping to meet you tomorrow after so many days i've been yearning for you.
Sigh.
I really wanna know how the hell things get so entangled this way within seconds without me looking at it and correct it cause it's simply TOO fast for me to capture what went wrong or maybe i'm just TOO slow. =(
I really want you to come to me and rant things out whenever you're having doubts in life and that's the point why i'm HERE, baby.
I wanna know things cause i simply am concerned about you, everytime.
But you plainly made things so vaguely for me to know things :( I really don't get it on why man simply put ego above a woman's feelings? when they should've known that their ego's just dragging them away and making things muchmuch worse.
sigh, i don't know, I hate this naivety! I just DONT KNOW ANYTHING!
ugh.
i wonder if i'm even at the top of your mind or rather right below all the stuffs i dont know.
FUCK THIS SHIT, i fucking have no ideaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
UGH!
bye!

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HOLLA! :)
I've changed my blogskin, VERY SEXAYYYYYE EH THE SKINNN? :P
Hehehe, I went onthephone last night for an hour with my Babyboy. Ohmy ohmy, I kangen banget ama kamu tau sayaaaang, <3 I love you muchy muchy! :D
Huhu, I woke him up at 7 and he sounded so tired, awww baby..
Hehehe,
I woke up quite early and had KFC with sister and brother.
Oh man oh man, tomorrow meeting baby before i go school! :D
I can't wait!
UHHHHHHHHHH!
chat with Nadia just now, Huhu, glad she's smiling somehow.
Keep smiling okay!
Kristal and Roslynda were so happy having piercings on them! I want to! :(
Hahahhaa, show me those piercings tomorrow! I WANT SEEE <3 hehehe!

Okay, byebye!
I'm done :P
xoxo./

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Hello.
I FUCKING DAMN PISSED LOR NOW.
nabey.
i fucking wish i fucking won't be able to do anything. I fucking wish i fuckingly have no feelings.
I fuckingly wish i'm heartless.
FUCK LIFE LUH!!!!!!!!!
bye!

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Hello! :D
I'm backkk motherfuckas!
HOHO! This morning was like, ding-dong, wake up Faiqah, Its Holiday!
I woke up at 7am to wake Baby up, when he picked up the phone,
Baby: I want to bathe for what? Today holiday..
Me: huh? You told me yesterday that you're schooling didnt you?
Baby: HAHAHA. no luhh, im not schooling.
In my mind i said, "I should've known". HAHAHHA! Naughty baby!
Man there's Avenged Sevenfold new song! :D
Tribute for The Rev, the song title is Nightmare.
Fucking yeah, the solo was like \m/!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOH!
HAHAHAA.
I had seafood today, i stuffed too much food in my stomach,
Dear fats, i invite you to my body, do come!
HEHEHE!
Okay bye!
Baby tak layan me sheh, he's playing his CS, ne-ber-mind, ne-ber-mind.
Hmmpppfft!
xoxo :D

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Hello, I just fucking love this photo, so don't mind me. :D
So yeah, school was okay but somehow i love it cause' its the last day of school today but June holidays' not gonna be holiday afterall. Back and forth to school.
Fuck coursework lor. I fucking lazy sia want do artefact, I fucking planned to GAIN weight during June Holidays, LIKE A PIG BAYBEHHHHHHHHHH <33333 !
Hahhahaha.
Kay crap sia.
Had a hug from Kristal<3 and goodbyes from Roslynda and JinXian. Sweeeet luhh :P
Hehhehe. I'm really touched, Indeed i was :)
Everyday was spent with Baby.
Somehow we had so much fun together, the times we spent were simply unforgettable :)
By right heh, I FUCKING lazy want update this damn blog now, I dont know why.
HAHAHA.
Maybe soony i want go sleep liao, VERY SLEEPY :O .
Waiting for Baby to text, HOHEHOHEHO.
LOL!
Kay bye.
I FUCKING WANT A NEW PHONE LUHHHHHHH FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK!
HHHAAHHA!
xoxo.

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Hello! :D
Yesterday, I received a Green TeddyBear from Baby. I was sitting outside when Baby suddenly strolled out from the lift. I was kinda surprised. I was mad but when i see his presence, I simply calmed down and hugged him, Man, I miss him super much ya know :(
Okay,
School just suckkks. The word 'sucks' just explains it all, The Fox simply thinks 'its' a victor when 'its' not. Nevermind, I'd wait up for that day :]
Now, chatting with Kristal, Baby and ShashaShyg :]
Tomorrow is the fucking last day of school, fucking gonna NOT miss school but i'll eventually will :(
Gonna be busy during June holidays =(
starting early morning till late afternoon. :(
Okay bye.
I wanna talk to Baby onthephone :P

xoxo.

I admit.
I'm being to dependant on you, i'm too pampered, just simply asking too much. I wasnt actually asking but i was just hoping. Today may be our 6th month but it seemed like a normal day.
Everything was ironic since the alarm i've made by midnight. I cherished this date, i do. But i don't know whether it was a vice-versa for you. Simply said, I was excited when the bell rung that signaled the end of school. The back of my mind was busy occupied with thoughts thinking you might be appearing somewhere as i walked down the hill. Unfortunately, no.
Yes, i left my friends behind and headed first.
Maybe next time i shouldnt have bothered whether you'd be appearing or not. I shouldnt have even bothered to even wait for your presence. Sometimes, i wished i could depend on myself.
I'm not yet independent on my own.
I'm too vulnerable.
Sigh. I just wanna be alone.
bye :'(

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Hello! :)
Yesterday night was slightly moody when the song Can't Let Go - Kristina Derbage happened to be playing in my playlists, It brought me back to the past when i told this guy, You can never let go and it did happened but i just don't want to look back ahead, It kills. I texted with Baby and went onthephone with him till 12am, we went laughing the whole night and damn how much i missed his voice. =( Then we texted funny goodnight messages. Ohmy, I love it! ♥ :P
Heheheh. Then yeah.
The next morning was sucha bore, which is today.
Nothing much actually but seriously Maths teacher is getting me on the mood to study with his encouragement of giving schedules to do every exercises that are needed to be done starting from today. Somehow the enthu was getting better but somehow, the schedule have yet to be printed ! :( So yeah.
I'm glad i paid attention and i didnt sleep for the whole two periods for maths ! :D
Wooohooooo!
After school, as usual, Baby popped by the back.
We headed home and realised he's being so pampered, Oh i love you :]
And Baby, I warn you eh, don't be violent okay, don't bite my ear and pinch my nose, It hurts :(
But its okay :P
Heheheh.
Oh yeah! Tomorrow's our 6th month sehhhh! :D

♥Baby,
I'm happy we reached this far and i'm so so so HAPPY to have you baby.
No matter what, my love for you remained like the first time we sat together on that table :] hehehe. I know by now my true colours can be seen, even the worse laughter i've shared with you, you've heard it. My funny faces i'd do to irritate you :P
And all the things that we shared together, Yeah-heh baby! I wanna head further than this! :DDD We'll celebrate your birthday on the 31st May before you set off for Penang for two weeks. =(
6th months have passed, our love has been such a bliss from the start till the end. Even the worst situation we've met, we've fallen but we got back up, now heading ahead, Let's head beyond this honey. I wanna be with you till my last breath, with my last kiss and my last vow of my love towards you before i permanently close my eyes.
I love you, baby♥

Hehehehe. we'll meet up tomorrow honey! =) Take good care of yourself and get well soon tau! :D Okay peepos !
I'm done.
Actually i've got homework to be done :-/
HUHU!
Bye !

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Heeeeeeeeellllo ! :D
Yesterday met Baby a bit later around 4 plus? I was a bit off mood cause i had to wait and eventually my prepaid went low. How suckish was that? Okay, Met him at Causeway and headed of for Jurong. We talked about the old times when we first got together and stuffs. Man, we're so into it. Hehehe.
Met up with his cousin, oh my, she was so beautiful :) I envy her so much. Huhu.
Then walked back to Lakeside Mrt station and got home shortly after that :D
I superly love yesterday :D
Let's talk about today!
I went to ShengShiong and shopped. xD I grabbed a lot of food and stuffs that I LOVE :D
HOHO! Then, one aunty introduced this Salon shampoo, i bought it to try, the smell of it was superb! And Sister just love emphasising on how the aunty pronounced, "soften". HAHAHA!
Ohmygod,
then yeah, im exhausted at home now.
Homeworks have yet to be done.
Okay i shall go off now! ;D
Bye people :)
xoxo.

Hey yaaaaa! :D
I'm backkkk. Results for SA1 simply sucks.
School's fun with different drums we getta know and health checks and stuffs. The VP scared me off with the smokerlizer, (dont know how it's spelled). Wasted almost half of the day with perfomances and health check. Then back home -.- Very short day.
Baby suddenly appeared at the bus stop eventhough he told me he's meeting his cousin and will not be able to pick me up. -.-
I'm getting used to it, his daily pop-ups sessions after school. Hahah.
Alright.
Will be going out to Jurong soon with Baby.
Now, waiting for him to fetch, SO slowwwww. grrr.
Okay bye!
:D

Hello. :)
School was an absolute shutdown in the mind. Blame the bad results! Grr.
In total, guess i passed only English and Mothertongue, like hello, It's already May,you bitch.
Haha, bloody me lazy to study. Fuck exams kay. The whole class failed D&T. wtf lor.

Okay this post is specially for Baby :)
Sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang !
I thankyou for those surprise pop-ups of you right behind when i got down the hill,
I thankyou for all the times you made me feel like, I'm Special in your eyes.
I thankyou for the time you'd kill just to see my face.
I thankyou for those countless number of kisses you'd give before we seperate ways.
I thankyou for making me feel so safe and secure whenever you're there with me.
I thankyou for all those times when its ONLY shared between you & me,
I thankyou for being the first guy to cry out when i'm about to leave for a few days.
I thankyou for the encouragement you'd give me when i'm having my exams.
I thankyou for those hugs and embrace that i've never felt in the pasts.
I thankyou for being the best man on earth that i'd ever had.
I thankyou for being the guy who'd randomly say 'Iloveyou'.
I thankyou for being the guy that loved me without restrictions.
I thankyou for stepping into my life and create this broad smile once more.
I thankyou for making me fall deep in love with you.
I thankyou for the love you've been giving, so don't ever leave.
I love you without demand.
I'd need you always.

so yeah, till here,
Bye! :)
Mwahh baby! <3 :)

Hoho hello!
Morning was like, dizzy. I feel like tumbling like one rolling stone. Hah, blame me for picking up thise ciggs in the pasts. Okay, Baby was so worried till he forced me to go home but i was reluctant cause i really wanna see my results for MYE plus i was only a few kilometres away from school and i'd probably reach around 10mins and would be safe and sound.
We somehow argued. hahaha. cute cute. :) But he made me cried due to his concern about me.
In my past, i dont see those coming from those malicious guys.
I believe, baby's different. =)
Seeing my results somehow tears me apart,
N' level is just a few months away.
Fuck those 7 subjects i gotta takeeee. Ughhhhh!
For today, Overall, I passed only English, The others, Don't ask.
My combined sciences and D&T have yet to see.
Waaaaah, so sian.
After school,i was walking with Laren when he was indirectly insulting fat people.
I was wondering was it compliments or criticism? Hahaha, bad laren!
As i walked down the hill and stood at the bus stop, I saw a reflection of a man,
BABY behind me -.-! as usual, he pops up like some magician. Hahhahaa!
Walked all over United Sq to search for Made In Candy shop.
He bought the ones with Heartshapes and tasted Strawberry :)
Went to Mac and yeah, headed home.
I realised We DO miss eachother so much,
Hugging eachother wasnt a failure, its always done within seconds when we let go.
I miss you baby.
Have to reach home early cause Parents at home :(
Baby sent me to door and yeah,
I HATE MY RESULTS.
grr.
Bye!

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In malaysia was annoying but somehow it was okay,moderate i mean.
Wasnt really fun, i didnt really enjoyed, oh come on,its MALAYSIA. -.-
I missed baby badly till i got moodswings all day.
I cry randomly and get so sensitive.
We even argued in the msn. Ohmygod, Im sorry.
I reacted so badly without u. Ohmy ohmy,
So yeah, I had Pizza there and it's a satisfactory baby! :D
I got MC but i headed school still,tmr,
Watching Samseng Jalanan.
Kay bye!

Last minute post! Baby, Those pictures are for youuuuuu! :DDDD
Heheheh,
I had fun with Baby, had Dnt paper and it was Okay-okay. LOL. Hhehhe, i slept for 45 minutes.
HUHU! Fetched baby and walked all the way to AMK Hub. Oh man, I really love my baby :)
I spent most of my time with him till i reach home and till i had to go for Malaysia.
Stupid parents wanting me to go stay there for 1 day, BOLEH MATI BODOH. Sane punyer suasane very the diff compared ngan singapore. Hmpffft!
I knew Baby cried when we went onthephone just now.
I'm sorry that i have to leave you for a day :(
I really am sorry :(
Eat well, sleep well, sleep early, dont go slack with your friends, stay at home! :)
Take good care of yourself.
I'll be back in a blink of an eye, Baby, be patient kay? :)
I miss you so much, and i will after this, maybe slightly MORE than just MISSING you :(
Sighhhhh. I thank mum for buying me a long black dress! :)
I love it love it! Hehehe, and ya, the about stupid parents, exclude my mum kay :P
Baby, promise me dont cry while im away.
We'll celebrate your birthday on the 31st, and i cant wait to give you the best gift for your birthday.
All my life baby, you're the first for me to celebrate your birthday, with me around you! :)
I cant wait!
Okay honey, please, dont cry.
You promised me,
I'll be safe and sound with you in my heart <3 I love you so much.
I really do.

Bye peepos!
I'll be backkk.
I love you Baby NyutNyut! will always do :)
Mwahhhhh!!!!(L)

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SO hello! :)
Yesterday was very shag, Morning have to wake up early to go to Mum's workplace. =( I waited for Baby to call to inform him about my whereabouts but he didnt called. I'm happy yesterday cause i had my Hotcakes, like finally :) Wooohoooo~ I loike. Hehehe.
Then Dad fetched us and went to Geylang to eat. On my way back home, Baby called while i slept in the car. Huhu, I reached home and sleep straight away i touched my bed. =) Baby asked me to rest first. :) I did, I slept for 2hours or so, Baby missed me already :-P .
After i woke up at 5pm, went to Marine Parade to have my ice cream, then off-ed to Soffy's house to visit my uncle :) Huhu.
Reached home and Baby was kinda sad, I was very worried so i kept asking why. He explained saying that he's scared that i might leave him. I was like, Oh my, I'm never gonna do that.
So yesterday's Goodnight text was a long one but he didnt replied :(

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Ever had a situation when strangers can make your day better than your loved ones? Yeah, i've been through that situation and it was like glance of heaven, It was wonderful.

So Hello!
Today was fine after everything have ended so yesterday before i went to sleep.
Somehow, i don't know why, I simply can't hurt him like how he did. It's simply EXTREME hard for me to do so cause somehow i just dont have the heart to do so because i love him =(
Girls' weakness are usually this shit. Trying hard to be ignorant or even heartless but somehow the plan just can't work the way we want it to be. Oh my.

Morning was fine. I had fun laughing hard with Roslynda,Kristal and the ones around me. Its uber fun! :) Simply love it! HUHU. Then, after school, fetched Baby at his school. Fuck the bus kay. It got me waiting like one dumbfuck plus the HOT weather, woah. Cannot tahan hor.
Met up with Baby and we went home soon after we walked all over Causeway Point =)
He bought for me Blueberry sticky candy. =) We walked back home.

Finally, I've bought my Maths Intrument for tomorrow's Maths Paper. Woah,scary sia. Still havent start studying =( Maybe soon after this luh heh. :)
Sigh kay bye ! :)
xoxo.

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hello bloggy . I've not been updating for SOOOOO long. I'm not that addicted to type words out cause simply my days are all wonderful and i love it. Notice that i love to update a long post when i'm sad/angry/frustated? Yeah :) But im in a good mood for days. Thank God.
So yeah, i have some chance to update my blog while in the computer lab now having dnt. hehehe. I texted baby but he's yet to reply, I called, texted, yet still, nothing. =( Sigh . Something special about today,