Then he hugged me tight and i went crying like fuck,i tell you! he kept wanting to take his precious 'bottle' :-( I hate it ya know! Its like that stupid bottle meant a lot to him! :( NOT FAIR! :( I have a feeling like leaving him and just the fuck the hell out but i was reluctant to do so. I grabbed his bottle. he went,

Him:Baby, what you doing? dont take it away luhhh, (he's simply high).
Me: what's wrong with you!? (keep wanting to take back his bottle).
Him: Baby,dont touch kay?

I went hugging him and i kept apologizing and this time, i poured my tears hard till i panted, i coughed badly and simply gasping for air. He got all worried, he held me tight, he cried too(afraid of losing me). I went so weak till i barely stand on my feet. He carried me and persuaded me to go to the toilet but i was too weak to even move. I hugged him once more and apologized. He put his palms on my cheeks and said,
"i've forgiven you okay baby? Please, go to the toilet now:(".
He held me hard and we walked in VeloCity, My legs were to wobbly till i can just wobble to the ground. He grabbed me and put me to a rest on a seat. He took out my sim card and changed to his, He tried to contact Mummy but she's busy. Then Baby kept on asking whether i'm okay. I remembered i only afford to reply, "my body's too weak".
He asked me to go home and i told him i've got Awards Day,then his voice went stern and said, "you still wanna go to school in this manner?! I know you're not okay, Dont lie to me!".
But i replied,"i'm really okay".
He couldnt care less, he grabbed my hand and held me to the Mrt. He was like some daddy. hehee, then while waiting for the mrt,
He held my hands and kept on asking whther i'm okay and he went sobbing watching me in that state. We boarded the train, A woman being concerned asked Baby whether i'm okay. She went around to ask for medicated oil and helped to carry my bag when we had to alight the train for another train. She advised him ( amek tuh!) then we alighted at Woodlands and went back home. The next thing after i had my bath and enough rest, i went down searching for him.
I saw him with a tin can this time round, I broke down in front of him and he went, "Baby,Don't don't!!!". I knew he didnt want me to cry but i'm just so disappointed !:(
Then things came to an end after we chatted for awhile.
I'm glad things are better now :) I'm loving you forever baby :)
But i just can't get over to the things that i did to you but was naive about it :( I'm so sorry that i've hurt you. You MAY hurt me all you want but i simply just can't hurt you easily because it cause me pain whenever i did so, :( I'm sorry.
For my class, I'm sorry i didnt attend for the Awards Day, hope none of you was punished to stack up chairs :-S
So yeah.
Will upload photos and update about today,Tomorrow.
Bye!
xoxo.