by Nur Faiqah Shahri
I cried myself to sleep knowing imma n-o-b-o-d-y .
So yeah, last night was very sickening for me, here's what a girl starts to think when a guy didnt reply for minutes or hours.
(20 minutes for a guy not to reply).
-Okay, i guess he's busy right now, nevermind i can wait, :)
(40minutes for a guy not to reply)
-Okay, what the hell is he doing right now?! :-/
(1 hour for a guy not to reply)
-Okay, let me clarify everything and see how it goes. Hmmm.
(a total of 2-3 hours waiting for a simple reply)
-Sigh, I guess my text meant nothing at to you,then :(
Usually for some girls, they'll just go to sleep and wait for a brand new day the next day, but for me, I felt nonetheless insecure, very. I cried and a lot of sentences/questions playing through my mind all night and found myself asleep only after several times checking out my phone. Still, there's none. Looking back when we've first fell in love, It felt like both different worlds. Nah,i dont wanna explain it here. :( sighhh.
I woke up around 7 and checked my phone- nothing. I slept again and woke up at 845-nothing. I can't help much so i texted him and think lowly of myself referring me as a n-o-b-o-d-y to him as that's how i felt through that sleepless night, he only afford to say a lil sorry that still can't satisfy my unhappiness about him. SIghhhh nevermind. I hate being so sensitive, i hate being so loving, i hate being so emotional, if only i would have only one emotion which is Happy. It'll be a woohoo.
Okay im waiting for him to be totally free now.
kay bye!
xoxo.
So yeah, last night was very sickening for me, here's what a girl starts to think when a guy didnt reply for minutes or hours.
(20 minutes for a guy not to reply).
-Okay, i guess he's busy right now, nevermind i can wait, :)
(40minutes for a guy not to reply)
-Okay, what the hell is he doing right now?! :-/
(1 hour for a guy not to reply)
-Okay, let me clarify everything and see how it goes. Hmmm.
(a total of 2-3 hours waiting for a simple reply)
-Sigh, I guess my text meant nothing at to you,then :(
Usually for some girls, they'll just go to sleep and wait for a brand new day the next day, but for me, I felt nonetheless insecure, very. I cried and a lot of sentences/questions playing through my mind all night and found myself asleep only after several times checking out my phone. Still, there's none. Looking back when we've first fell in love, It felt like both different worlds. Nah,i dont wanna explain it here. :( sighhh.
I woke up around 7 and checked my phone- nothing. I slept again and woke up at 845-nothing. I can't help much so i texted him and think lowly of myself referring me as a n-o-b-o-d-y to him as that's how i felt through that sleepless night, he only afford to say a lil sorry that still can't satisfy my unhappiness about him. SIghhhh nevermind. I hate being so sensitive, i hate being so loving, i hate being so emotional, if only i would have only one emotion which is Happy. It'll be a woohoo.
Okay im waiting for him to be totally free now.
kay bye!
xoxo.
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