by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hello hello. :(It's a hard time, i'm trying hard to endure.
Yesterday night, Honey didnt replied my last message and thought he dozed off and yeah he did, Unfortunately,something happened. Baby called me using the public phone and informed me everything. I was shocked. I felt really bad,somehow :( Then, he ran to Sembawang and finally met up with my cousins, i was so anxious and tried everything that i could to contact Zul and yeah, Baby's fine :( Still these things are just pulling down my hopes. :( It's so unbearable going through all this, everything just wants me to be UNHAPPY,i wonder WHY!?
I waited up baby till going to 1am.
I waited up baby till going to 1am.
Our love's forbidden,restricted,
Never blessed with supports but it's still going strong.
In between hardships we HAVE TO endure with.
In a life of a cruel year to go over.
We sometimes tear and fight and suffer a short term period
but there's always more to come.
Life's never easy.
Never a time we could maintain this pace of happiness,
sometimes you'll cry,sometimes you'll smile.
But having you by my side simply brought happiness and sometimes sadness,
You're the refulgent light that accompanied my darkened up life.
You're never a failure in my eyes,
I see you as a victor to be the saviour of my present life.
Never blessed with supports but it's still going strong.
In between hardships we HAVE TO endure with.
In a life of a cruel year to go over.
We sometimes tear and fight and suffer a short term period
but there's always more to come.
Life's never easy.
Never a time we could maintain this pace of happiness,
sometimes you'll cry,sometimes you'll smile.
But having you by my side simply brought happiness and sometimes sadness,
You're the refulgent light that accompanied my darkened up life.
You're never a failure in my eyes,
I see you as a victor to be the saviour of my present life.
Sigh, Morning was like, 'i dont wanna wake up!'.
Mum scolded me over some reasons :( sigh, then the next thing,i was hoping another call from Baby just to know if he's doing okay cause i'm fucking hell worried about his whereabouts and i'm going insecure. I cried knowing we hardly contact now, i dont want us to be in a situation when we 'rarely meet'! I dont want that man, sigh. Brother helped me text Zul to see if he's with Baby. Baby replied. I felt so relieved eventhough a teardrop would always slide through my cheeks for the last time. We cant meet today, Dad declared that he'll do something bad to Baby if he were to see him around, I dont want that to happen, i dont want that bloody hands to touch Baby :( I dont want. Baby somehow got angry i know :( But it's not that i dont wanna meet you,i just can't baby :( Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
2010 has been the WORST for me.
I never tasted happiness.
All i've been through were just afflictions
I wonder what's life gonna be,next year?:(
kay bye.
Xoxo. :(
Mum scolded me over some reasons :( sigh, then the next thing,i was hoping another call from Baby just to know if he's doing okay cause i'm fucking hell worried about his whereabouts and i'm going insecure. I cried knowing we hardly contact now, i dont want us to be in a situation when we 'rarely meet'! I dont want that man, sigh. Brother helped me text Zul to see if he's with Baby. Baby replied. I felt so relieved eventhough a teardrop would always slide through my cheeks for the last time. We cant meet today, Dad declared that he'll do something bad to Baby if he were to see him around, I dont want that to happen, i dont want that bloody hands to touch Baby :( I dont want. Baby somehow got angry i know :( But it's not that i dont wanna meet you,i just can't baby :( Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
2010 has been the WORST for me.
I never tasted happiness.
All i've been through were just afflictions
I wonder what's life gonna be,next year?:(
kay bye.
Xoxo. :(
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