HELLO :D Morning was splendid :D I enjoyed waking up knowing its 25th February :D hehehe, You know the reasons why it was exuberant for me :) hehehe, i'm glad i'm not a kiasu this morning, Hhhehe, then yeah. Everything was okay in school but i slept for English since it's the last period of the day, HAHA. Then the bell ranggggg~ HOHO! Texted baby and went to pick him up at his school:) I waited at the bus stop just on time when he's released. Huhu. Then we took 88 to AngMoKio Hub .:D Then we walked around, he was thinking about watching a movie but there's no love stories, Only action movies and etc etc . So i wasnt that interested, even if its a love story its labeled there,M18 ! _|_ what the fuckkk. HAHA! then we went to eat at Popeye's :) we ordered after a few minutes staring at the menu. HAHAHAHA! Then yeah, we spent so much of a quality time together,OH I LOVE IT SO MUCH. Hehehe, I fed him and remembered after we finished eating, the song played, If You're Not The One. Oh myyyyyyyyy~ Hehehehe, then yeah. we took Mrt back to Woodlands :) We walked around at the Causeway point and we walked back home :) Hehhehe, then somehow we stopped communicating after Fadli called. I felt like i know what's going on and besides, it was so random of Fadli to call me or maybe because he's living at Woodlands,so its nearer for him to meet me and survey me about his new job. SO yeaaaah. I went back home for awhile and had my bath. Then met him outside and yeah, he bought me this keychain, Its called LUCKY RABBIT FEET. HAHA! the smooth hairy keychain that one :D Hheeheh,I'm playing with it still, swiping it across my nose :D :P I just got back from Bubbletea with baby :) Firstly we didnt quite talked due to something that happened between Baby and his friend,so i'd rather keep it silent. Till 10pm, we walked back home and he clarified about his confession yesterday and yeah he dont want me to think negatively of him when he had couple sessions. So yeah. I dont think he'd be toying me around, besides i trust you so much baby :) ehhehee. Im going to sleep now. Goodnight! xoxo.
Hello! :) This morning, i had koko krunch for breakfast and Grandma woke up to fry some nuggets,fries,onion rings for me to school. That was the cause on why i caught the 'late' train and walked from novena till school until my legs went aching till now :( Like being run down by a car, THAT IS THE FEELING :( then i reached school,I realised, I wasnt THAT late cause there's a lot more behind me walking steadily, Shouldnt have been so kiasu. Hahaha, Then yeah, reached school and kept calling Baby so many times yet none of them were answered and i got somehow worried that he might be late for school today and he did. -.- During Physics, I had to stand for one period so i can't get my hands on my phone eventhough it was so tempting! Ughhhh, Then finally i called him and FINALLY he answered and ended the call cause my prepaid's low. Thankgod he finally wake up from his beauty sleep. hehehe. I paid much attention for the whole day today except Chemistry when i slacked and kept reading my Chicken Soup;Love&Relationship. :) Then Kiefer kept on sabo-ing me asking me to stand and threaten me by calling out for teacher, FUCK YOU EH BITCH. HAHA :D Thennnn, I'm worn-out for the whole day todayyyy, My goddddddddddddd. P.E was very GOOD! I exercised,Finally -.- Mr.Kramjit pushed us hard with skipping ropes and we ran around the hall, I did released some sweat and have a feeling that i was pushed, NAFHA test's approaching, Wahhhh siow uhh~ Then, after school, I went for Cabin after i had Fried Rice with Ashura&Nabilah and Kok Peng kept throwing 'chemistry balls' at us, Bloody shit eh cock. HAHA. Then yeah, I attended my CCA today, Claps Faiqah (Y) hahaha! I played Black&White with the 'pro' . LOL! i got stressed out to win! HAHAA! Too bad,i didnt. He described me as 'You're really a BEGINNER'. Kurang hasaaaaaaaaaaam kan?! Maner kan tidakkk! Babi betooool~ DO YOU KNOW THAT I SLEPT IN CABIN JUST NOW!/?!? HAHAA! it was like, The teacher in-charge went like, "eh,dont disturb her! let her sleep". HAHA! Privilege siaaaak aku! xD People kept throwing sarcasm on me, HAHA! i couldnt care less luhhh people :P I finally woke up from beauty sleep when Baby texted me ^^ !! hehehe, Then yeah, Its five O'clock, Off i put on my shoes and got out of school, I cant really walk properly,My leg's aching reallyreally BADLY. :( Sighhhhhhhh, perhaps baby will get it massaged tomorrow! :D weeeeeheeee,free treatment! :P Hehehe, then yeah,I revised for Maths like finally cause tomorrow theres TEST! Waaaah fuck, topic on Chapter 2; Distance-Time Graph&Speed-Time Graph. Thank god i paid attention just now (Y) pray for me guys! :D Heheheh . So yeah. Theres something for me baby for our 3rd month :) HERE WE GO -------------->
Baby, thanks for all those times you've complete my life, You beautify my present life, You get rid of that fear i had in me for almost a year. You're the guy that made me make a change in life. You taught me love. You taught me how to smile. I appreciate those times you made me smile, And i capture every moment when we laughed,smiled,talked together You've created a smile that's so wide like the London Bridge. Hehehe, You made me stand tall like the Eiffel Tower, That glows at night with refulgent light. I've thrown away that negative past memories of mine, I replaced it with this new chapter i've started with you since 25thNovember2009. And we're still going on strong till now, 25thFebruary2010. You've awakened me from a terrible nightmare, And now i'm sleeping soundly with every sugar dreams that made me sleep tight when you accompany me in my dreams. Picturing you on my mind at all times, Makes me feel light and cheerful at all times, Because of you, I'm smiling today. For that reason,there's nothing more sentence i could end with, except with an, I LOVE YOU, from me to you. heart to heart,I'll hold you tight. We'll make it through this rough roads together. Goodnight and sleeptight my babyboy. Here's the wish in advance, HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY MY DEARCUTESEXYBABY! My heart is yours to keep; ♥
This morning was, HELL YEAH nothing-.- Walked to school as usual and baby wished me goodmorning without fail, I'm really so touched by my SugarBaby. :) Then yeaaaaah, school was absolute BORE. P.E was draggy, Only had long jumps and two runs at the field,I sat down watching the others run. ^^ I lazyyyyy luh. Then was Mothertongue, -.- I HATE MOTHERTONGUE. I got homework which was issued yesterday, I totally forgotten about it man! When teacher asked, i went blank! Then i was like, Asking Ashura,did you do your homework? She's experiencing the same thing as me xD then I turned to Syahril, Buat tak buat tak? LOL! then he like, YEAH buat,buat ! I was like, DEAD. Funny siaaa. Kay then i slept throughout Chemistry lesson, I failed my test, 5 and a half/30 (Y) Assssssssssssssssssss. I did studied okay, stupid.. xD Hoho, So after school i had POA ERP,i was exuberant to stayback and STUDY! xD Sudden moood ehhh? Hahaha, I paid much attention :D Thanks Mr.Lim for staying back eventhough you're lateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ -.- Then went to Novena and i thought of fetching baby but he's yet to end school,So i headed to Novena and as i alight from the bus, I saw this guy sitting by the side with his school uniform and his 'oh-so-blue' landyard thinking that i didnt saw him! HAHAHAHA! Damn naughty hor babyyyyy ~ i was like, No wonder you texted me with Sad Smileys. HAHA! Didnt know he waited for me,what a surprise. SMACKKKK YOU BABY~ Then we headed for Admiralty, we spent some time together and went home. I brought down food for baby and was really satisfied when he BURPS. HAHA! :P Then i went up to catch some sleep,I thought he went home! But he didnt,I can't even sleep thinking about him. :( Then he waited for me for bubbletea eventhough i told him i dont wanna go cause he didnt allowed me to. :( Then yeahhhhh,around 9plus, He walked back home. I was really unhappy with myself. I should've went down early and pass him his bus fare so that he'll get home in no time. But sighhhhhhhhh, I texted him 15minutes ago, yet there's no replies nor any answers to my calls. :( I'm really worried now. I dont know what to do. Ohh baby,where are youuuuuuuuuuuuuu?:( sighhhhhhhhhh. wont sleep till he text me tonight. Bye, xoxo.
Hello! :) School was OH-MY-GOD,i went to school alone today:( Boohoooo and baby did went to school but yet he cant enter due to his attire, he's wearing jeans to school! Naughty boyyyyyy~ :P Hehehe, Then yeah mummy toppedup for me, But yeah,VERY SLEEPY IN SCHOOL. I was alerted by my maths teacher when he approached the class and said that some of us will not gonna make it if we continue slacking and 'dont-bother' about what's coming up on September. I was like, PLEASE! I wanna study lehhh. :( So yeah, building up my enthu~ in studying by tomorrow, will be attending POA extra lesson and'll be meeting baby after that then :)
Met up with Baby at Admiralty and yeah,Everywhere he goes, the smelly pillow will be with him, CUTE RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTT? hahaha! Okay,Then we went off home to change my clothes, very stuffy nowadays. Hot weather-.- So yeah,Saw irfan waiting outside my house. So yeah, got ready and accompanied those two to Yishun for Irfan's haircut :) The lion dance was very SCARY, mygod. Cannot angxcz! so yeah, got back to woodlands and went upstairs and gave Baby some food to eat while waiting for the clock till 0840. I went to sleep while waiting and yeah. Went downstairs and got somehow BURNED up by the argument between irfan and my sister just now. I went up and downstairs to get sister down yet she's too stubborn in the head. -.-" Then yeah, around 9plus,i got upstairs. Then finally sister okay already,so i just got back from going to the shop. I saw baby lying on my smelly pillow, heheeh, so cuteeeee :D Then we went to the shop and he disturbed this cat -.- SMACK YOUR BUTT EH BABY! :P Then hugged&kissed him goodbye, Plus,I've said Goodbye to him for 3 times in total, LOL. Didnt spent so much time between us just now :( VERY SAD, probably tomorrow kay bby? MWAHH!(L) THIS IS TOFU'S ERASER! I drew a very cute smiley there with a "YO!". HAHA! i was pretty bored so that's what i did after he wrote BANGS on my hand when he told me he's gonna write boyf's name -.- ASSSSHOLE YOU TOFU~ Then yeah, thats it then, I miss my babyboy already.
Not a proper post, I bid forgiveness. Hehehe, I met baby just now. And i just love him so much though prepaid's low and life's been really tough. So yeah, meeting him tomorrow i guess. gonna be occupied with CCA and assembly somemore. waaaaaah,sibei~ kay bye goodnight, boyfriend's waiting for me to sleep :P xoxo!
Daniel Beddingfield-If you're not the one @ 1:13 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hello! This song was playing on the radio and it makes me think. If you're not the one then why am i feeling this way?
So baby, listen to this song okay? I'm sorry for my behaviour yesterday,I know it was abhorrent. I'm really am sorry :( I didnt mean it that way. I was really i-dont-know-why-i-get-so-mad that kind. Suddenly i felt like i'm burning right after you went out without telling me. :( I promised you today's gonna be as usual and i did went as how i used to be, I didnt changed alright honey? I won't change, if you want me to remain the way i am that made you loved me, Then i should.I was surrounded by guilt the moment i opened my eyes in the morning. You woke up at 9.58am, yes you missed call. The argument yesterday got our prepaid runningggggggggggg super-low. Maybe Mummy's gonna top up 5$ for us soon,i guess. So yeah, Yesterday night, i tasted sour dreams and painful night, I can never purge it from my mind. Let it be,then. Forget it. Maybe i'm gonna meet Babyboy later. And i really dont know what time is he coming, ZzZZzZZZzz Ohmyyyyyyyyyyyyy~ I'm so INTO the above song already. sigh~ So sweeeeeeeeeeeet luh, Baby sing to me this song can? Then i can pour tears infront of you. HAHAHA! Kay bye! :) Xoxo!
I hope that i could love you ALL MY LIFE.(L)
view my onsugar heh! And comment :) Its all about Love ^^
Hellohellohellohellohello! I WAS REALLY REALLY BORED! :( So yeahhh, In order to NOT GET BORED, i took pictures. MUAHHAHA~ Somemore baby's prepaid's low :( So we seldom text, only miss calls and texts that didnt last for 24/7. (like how we used to) :( But its okay, have to adapt with these situations no matter what. I miss baby's singing with the "Hey sexy", "Pretty Boy", Hahaha! I really missed those,too bad we can't talk on the phone and rarely text, If only i'm working and getting pay that could top up my prepaid till 'unlimited' usage ~! If only! Hahahaha Dream on Faiqahhhh~ Hoho,I missed my babyboy. Do you people wanna know what time did i woke up this morning? Hahahaha, 12noon! It was like HEAVEN and i was like hoping for Baby's text but there's none :( Its okay,maybe he's asleep or what, Sister jumped and shouted, "there's prata! WAKE UPPPPPPPPPPP!", I was like, "oh okay (grab my towel) ". HAHHAA! seriously stupid eh. Overall i was really bored, everything was mundane without Baby around :( Like a solitary moment~ Sighhhh~ Then i chatted with baby for awhile and somehow his internet has got something wrong so we can't chat again :((( Sedihhh bangettt~ If only i could rewind time, shouldnt have told baby to restart the computer . Pffft. I was like a sleeping beauty all day! Afternoon,i went to sleep again till 1600hours, I realised i've been a pig on every weekends ! HAHA! Oh well, what to do. That's a routine. tsk. Then i woke up and was shocked that I have to follow parents to Malaysia! I was like, OH NO WAYYYYYY~ I hate malaysia,i hate that country,I hate those dumb people there,I hate those Minah-act-cool there, I hate those Mat-act-handsome there! I HATE EVERYTHING when it comes to malaysia. No comments. Uhhhh,peace. My mum told me to stay home if im reluctant and so i did! WEEEEEEEEEEE! jumpppps~ Hoho! Mum&Dad went off a few hours ago and i was hoping to meet up with baby :( But he have yet to come for some reasons, even if he's coming, i have to be home already:( so to play safe, We stayed home and meet on Monday onwards :'( Sobbbbs. I'm now waiting for Baby to online but it's like , NOTHING. no pop-outs or what, nothing, :( BOOOHOOO~ maybe he's not onlining luhh, nevermind then :( I'm starving now! I WANT EAT! mummy bring food home pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I'm so missing my Babyboy, Bestfriends! :( Monday have yet to come but i'm ending at 5 ! Mygodddddddddddd~ suffer again,Bullshit. Kay uh bye :(
xoxo,love you readers! Do tag okay? My tagboard running dead. (L)
SECOND POST !; I almost forgotten! :) 6 more days till third month! :D OH YEAH its beeen super duper dippy fastttt! Ohmyyyyyyyyyyyyy~ I can waitttt! I WANNA LAST WITH YOU HONEY,I want i want! Through those times we had lust, love,care and everything that i ever needed, YOU :) I LOVE YOU. GOODNIGHT,sweetestdreams babyboy! MWAHH~
oh baby @ 11:35 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
HELLO! :) I swear i swear i swear i'm damn sleeeeepy today! Like seriously -.- ! I slept at 12 yesterday if i were to be appropriate. Sighhhhhh,i didnt sleep that well cause baby didnt wished me goodnight! He's busy sleeping with my smelly pillow! :( Hahahhaa! damn cute lorrrrh my baby! :) hhehehee, then yeah,In school, OH-MY-GOD. I was like half dead in school especially the first four periods! During POA,i lied on the table and do my stuffs though Alex tried to teach me so that i can get things clearly. Unfortunately, My eyes are just too heavy and my ears simply don't listen at all! HAHA! Sorrry alexxx. HAHHA, Then MOTHERTONGUE,Oh my god. I rushed in POA class to finish up my damn malay homework,I swear my handwriting's like a script when words can't be read and it's REALLY REALLY messy, God damn me, so lazyyyyyy~ Then yeah,in malay class. I was sitting down when i close my eyes and slowly my head tilted to the side then teacher went like, "Faiqah,Boleh tak?" "Faiqah,can or not?". Hahahhaa i was like, "yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa." In my mind i was like, "cant you see im sleepy?! Let me sleeeeep cannnn!". HHAAHHAHA, Then was History, I did PAID attention,for goodness sake. Hehehehe! Bet Mr Chua's happy that i paid attention,lol. huhuhuh,Then was Recess. I had so much fun laughing with my 'Javanese' friends! LOLOLOLOLOL. I was like saying "charger", sounded like how Javanese people actually communicate . xD Got them laughing like fucking shittttttttttttttttszxz. Hahahaha, then yeah! I slept for ENGLISH till 1230, end of school. HAHAA!! Then yeahhhh, baby told me to meet at Admiralty yet i saw him waiting outside my schooool -.-! NAUGHTY BABY! Grrrrrr~ Then off-ed to Admiralty then Woodlands Mart :) He bought his Strawberry Sago at Bubbletea shopp! :) Nice nice :D hehehehe, Then we had our some time xD hohoho! Then went back home and brought down food for him :) Hehehehe im so loving my baby,i mean like, SO MUCH ! SERIOUSLY. I dont know why,i just can't be apart from him. Just now when we were seated down and i got hold of his hand and kissed it madly and touched his cheeks and look deep into his eyes and his naughty expression. Awwwwwwwwwwwww,i love you so much baby! I seriously do! Today was like, we duet didnt we? We sang Tentang Bulan together-gether :) ! Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww,then i hold his hand, Ohmygodddd,it was so sweeeeeeeet! Then yeaah! hehehe,I fell in love with the song he introduced, Takkan Pisah. The title's meaningful and the song is more expressive than you could ever imagine, It's like,
Forever or deadly,i wont leave you.
sweet isnt it? Ohmyyyyy. Then baby switched songs, to Mario Winans Ft P.Diddy singing I dont wanna know. A song about a girl that played timer and the guy had enough, he's like singing,
I don't wanna know, If you're playing me, Keep it on the low, Cause my heart can't take it anymore.
Imagine? Ohmygod,i can cry IF ever baby were to do this to me, seriously if he does, I do care but i dont bother. What i know, Having him beside me is all that i'd ever wished for. Even if it kills facing any problems that caused a third party,I'd stick with you still baby :( Cause i do love you and that's the reason why i stayed . The song very sedihhhhh luh :( So yeahh,ohmygod I MISSED MY BABYBOY ALREADY :( sighhhhhhhhhhhh~ so fastttttttttttt! Grrrrrrrrrrrrr, i hate my face i hate it i hate it! Pimples taking place, goshy~ Kill it mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnncxz! Ughhh~
Oh well,i wanna sleep now then yeah? Goodnight people! I love you readers okay :) xoxo,mwahh!
Even if you're gonna kill me once, I'm gonna live twice, Cause my heart's still beating when there's still love. It's all about you,baby♥
smelly pillow's with baby @ 9:57 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hello! :) So here's for today, Morning was as usual but a little rushing for today cause i was dilly-daddling with getting ready for school. Huhu, reached school and the parade square's wet cause of the downpour earlier this morning, early in the morning i was chased by my teacher -.- cause of school fees, then want scold me like whatttttttttttttt, sibeiii~ I damn annoyed lorrrr, then after flag raising,i spent some time sleeping:) huhu! Malay homework,i owed around 2- 3 homeworks, Mcm siakkkkkkkkkkk~ Still,im lazy to do it now luhhh!!!! Benci-benci-benciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~ Okay,after school,i spent sometime in the toilet with bestfriend,damn FUN! ahahhaa,suddenly we smell so superly scent with perfume lingering all over our body even Siti hugged me and said, "faiqah,wangi nah kau! pakai aper uhhh?". HHAHAHA! i was like, "^^" then i walked and laughed with bestfriend! HAHA! Then took mrt to Admiralty and met up with Baby :) Then i was really fussy about going causeway to just walk around,i dont know whyyy, a bit moodswing but yeahhhh, Puberty~ Huhu,then yeah, off to causeway and met up with Brother,we sat around.. Mannnnn,the wind's really killing my mood, BANG~ Then sent brother home since he's like some hungry ghost alreadyyy xD Then spent some time with baby! =)) Hahahahaha! ^^ you know i know luh shayanggg~ xD I went back home and get changed then fed baby fried rice ! :) Baby's been kinda cheeky, sending pictures of me to his phone,think that i dont knowwwww~ :P Hahahah. NIGHT COMES~ Dad stuffed me with food that he cooked,SEAFOOD :)Crabs,scallops! Yumyummmm~ hahahahha! i ate too much and got mum angry cause she's craving for those scallops yet i ate 1/2 of the quantity. xD Thennnnnn, met baby downstairs, he's been a little stress but i know things'll be okay with me around :P
Baby,dont think too much okay?I've told you what to say yeah? It's already planned :)
Thennnnn,i went back home with siblings and brought home his cap! and he's holding on to my handphone! My godddddddddddddddddd~ Tried to throw the phone up with the help my smelly pillow that was thrown downstairs. HAHAHA! But yeah,my phone dropped and the sound of it hitting the ground did 'scratched' me. :( but its okay :) Went downstairs and baby's got hold of my smelly pillow :P He kept on sniffing on it ! Ohmyyyyyy~ ahhahahahaha! maybe he'll sleep well tonight~ confirmedddddddddddd~ ehehehehe,tomorrow bring yours taw shyg taw!!!!!!! I NAKKKK! :P hehehehe, I JUST LOVE BABY SO MUCH. At times when you're in a distance from me, I felt like i'm alone, but listening to my heartbeat that reminds me of all the sweet moments i've spent with you, It kills the loneliness, it brings me back to life, Still living in our memories, those times when we're friends, those times when we hardly look in the eyes, those times when we slowly build this relationship. I just keep track of all those sweet memories, With the upcoming days i'm gonna spend with you. One more week till our third-month. It's been a quick and long journey, Make it everlasting,I wanna be with you till whenever. Theres no limits in this love. It's between me, you and the moon&stars tonight. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY!♥
Hello, I'm feeling rather weird now, Let me spell it out for you, A-L-O-N-E cause baby has not been replying my text since after i had my bath :( I waitedddd and waiteddddddddddddddd and thats how i describe how i've been a few hours ago,A-L-O-N-E. :((((((( I met baby after school while on my way fetching him,i stopped at the next stop. oh well,baby's been slapping my ass with his new landyard , damn naughty! and somehow my hand's rather blueblack especially on my left arm,idontknow why :( Damn painnnnnnnnnnnnnn:( Sigh, I bought my body cream! = Honey smell <3 Niceeeeeeeeee! ^^ I'm so excited lorrrrrrrrr. hehehehe, then yeah,gonna do my homeworks now :( ALOT of them especially my most hated subject! MALAY_|_ I hate malay i hate malayyyyyyyyyyyyyy SO MUCH! I want only englishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ONLY englishhhhhhhhhhhhh~ Sighhhh, was released a bit late due to the registration for N levels, I felt rather shaky! N levels approachingggg :-S Scaryyyyyyyy. Oh well,i had so much fun with baby just now :) I reallyreally do. ^^ Hahahahahahha ~ uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~the smell of honey is lingering around my body :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I loikeeee! Hoho,School's sucha boreeeeeeeeeeee. :( Okay luh bye. nothing much to update about, xD I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND :) And and i love my bestfriend,HUHU! Have fun hehhhhh just now in school? You know i know uhhh kann?^^winkwink! Cant wait to see you two tomorrrrrowwwwww! :D xoxo! Lovvvvvvvvvvvves~
If you're asking in between choosing you and others? I could only have one choice,its you.♥
pictures of you,pictures of me :) @ 8:00 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
huhu! Hellohellohello! :) So this morning,i woke up DAMN late at 12noon i guess? Haha! Baby kept texting me asking me to wake up but i have yet to go have my bath. :P
(Okay,i superly love this photo! Cause baby's ULTRA cute! [love])
So yeahh! I got up and Brother was like, Wanna go yishun? Then i was like Anything! Plus i'm so boreddddddddd at home and baby's getting naughty with the text messages,(only you know i know baby!) :P Hahaha!
So somehow,I had one kosong and one egg prata once we reached Yishun cause the shops are all, CLOSED -.- Boringggggg much~ Then we headed for some shoe shop, I bought pair of slippers,Thanks Grandma<3333>
We headed for the shop and CLICK,Grandma's the one who bought a new phone, Just a simple upgrade from her LG phone to Nokia, Haha! cuteee! :D Then yeah, pretty busy with the phone shop then Baby texted saying he's coming! :) Woooohooooooooooo! I saw him coming and like, He's wearing the shirt i bought for him! HOTHOTHOT! <3333>
We took 858 and stopped at Causeway point, I got scratches on my thighs cause of baby! Ughhhh~ It went so reddddddddddddd. :( I've got my very own Pontianak already :P hoho! Then we walked around Causeway!:) Nothingg much lorrr ,But i'm still targeting those GREEN BANGLES ,like ohmygoddddddddddddddddddddd. I want buy a pair, so baby can have one and i have mine! It'll be SWEEEET! I want i want i want! But im still saving my money. :P Hehhehe So yeahhh, took 911 back home and went for bubbletea! :) Hehehehe,Bubbletea shop is not closeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed! :) I was like OVERJOYED,finally i gotta chew on my pearls and ice blended chilling bubbletea! :P HUHU! thennnn, we sat around somewhere and took pictures with my babyyyyyyboyyyyyyyyyy! Ohmygoddddd,i loike all the pictures taken todayyy!
SUKE SEKALI TAW SHYGKUUU! <33333>
I was shocked when i saw Baby's got a blog too. (http://nurfaiqah-ur-mytruelove.blogspot.com/) Ohmy ohmy, It's everything about me. So sweet of you baby! :( I love you so much. Maybe you're already asleep:( I shall edit your blog tomorrow my love. Goodnight :( <3>
Baby was touched after he received my Valentine's gift for him,hehehe. Morning was really FATIGUE, cause whyyy? Yesterday,something actually happened,mum went out instantly,i followed her then. We walked all the way to Fanfan's house but Sister was yet to come. We waited for a half and hour but still,nothing. So we walked back home,imagine only you&your mum walked through the quiet road at around 2:30am? I remembered encountering a drunk man sleeping in the middle of the pathway, Mum got shocked when i approached her to not step on that particular man. 'Badi' sia. hahaha! Then yeah. I got the sole of my leg blistered cause of my slippers, I got so sleepy after i texted baby what happened and went to lalaland. I slept soundly till this morning when Sister said Sorry to me when she reached home,I was like,Ya then i continued sleeping. REALLY TIRED. around 11am,i was forced to wake up:( People love to disturb my beauty sleep! :( Huhu! So this morning, went to Grandma house and waited for Papa&Mama(uncle&aunty) to come :) Then we set off for Jurong Swimming Complex. Once we reached there, we're welcomed by those radiants, Ohmygod. I deprecate to jump into the pool nor do the rest. Some of them have hairs on their chests like CARPETS! I wonder how they could put on their clothes and sleep a goodnight. (vomits). My dad was like, "people who go swim inside the swimming pool will get rashes!". hahahaha! Whathehell lor! Then slacked at KFC while watching all those 'radiants' swimming and making that swimming complex as their territory,Alermak! we went out on the wrong day luh! Huhu! So i was satiated having CheeseFries that i've been longing for! Heheheh! :) Then we walked around at Jurong Point after getting soaked with the rain that poured unknowingly. I was drenched,Ohhh my banggggs~ Hahhaa. Then yeah,walked around Jurong Point, Nothing much though,all shops were closed, pretty boring. Then went back to Woodlands and reached, Bed was my first destination! I slept cause i was waiting for Baby's text.yet i received none. So nevermind then :) I went to sleep and woke up at 7, Baby missed call for 8times! Then Dad woke me up:( sighsigh,i'm so tired luh pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Then Baby said he's on his way to woodlands.:) Mum helped me out in meeting him! Wooohoooo~ Met baby downstairs and i was teased with my 'rock' voice :'( Sobs~ Went to Northplaza,unfortunately Bubbletea's close :( A boohoo for me :( Then we sat around somewhere and baby loves to SQUEEZE my nose and make some forced tears to roll down. Damn painnnnnnnnnnnnnn know~ OUCH! Naughty baby! Nevermind! huhu,i was HAPPY that finally i getta pass him his Valentine's gift. he reached home just now and got SUPER-DUPER happy with it and said i was the first girl. I was proud to be so sweeeeet xD hhehehehe! But still,it's nothing compared to what im feeling inside, It's cant-be-expressed-in-words,ya know? So yeah, long post heh? Hhehehe! I gotta go now then! I LOVE MY BABY SO MUCH~ And i'm missing my girlfriends already:( Boohooo,see you sexies on Wednesday! BABY! i want the videoooooooooooooooooooooooo~:(
So hello! ;) This morning,I stayed up till 2am cause i went online and webcammed with baby. Then yeah,he got me all frightened up cause he said theres something behind me,I was REALLY scared and i was like,Okay i sleep now,goodnight. LOL! So yeah, Early morning,I woke up and got ready to go for Pasir Ris Beach with family,I'm really tired. After i got all ready, went to Pasir Ris Beach,It was Boring though. then went to the playground and watched my baby brother playing with some Australian kids, SUPER CUTE! Their eyes are natural grey,ohmygod, they dont have to put on coloured contacts! Not fair not fair ! Hmpfffft. ehhehee. Then played at the swing. Okay,I really dont know whats the reason to be there luhhh. LOL. Baby sent me a super long five-length sms wishing me Happy Valentine's, I melted through reading it,Its really SWEEET, I can cry even by reading it you know? Sighhhh,i really miss my baby so much! Hoping to meet him tomorrow but unfortunately Dad's not going for fishing,Idiot sia,
Then went to Changi Village to ear my favourite nasi lemak and yeahhhh, I was reallyreally FULL man! Serious,satiated. Then off to Changi Airport Terminal 3. Then watched some planes and blablabla, I got myself an Pure Double Chocolate Ice Blended at Coffee Bean! :) WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Then went home, yeah i reached home and slept like a pig for 2 hours. hahahahahaha. I woke up at 7 and somehow looked like a zombie. Bad news,My sore throat's aint getting any better. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ So now,im currently pissed/tired/frustated about now and tomorrow. Waaaah fuck luh :( Maybe im going sleep after this, Brother's been eyeing on me for using the lappy for too long, fuck you bro,you used the lappy for hours when i slept just now _|_ cheebye,make me no mood only. Kay uh bye. Seriously, irritated.
baby happy valentine's @ 11:07 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hellohello bloggy. Second post for the day,i'm bored,seriously. Went to eat Murtabak just now and went to Grandma's house. I did nothing aimlessly. Sigh,so all along,i was texting with Baby, So i guess,i'd be wishing baby Happy Valentine's here then :( So not sweet of me. Sigh. so here i go,
Dear babyshyg, I'm sorry i can't celebrate Valentine's Day with you,If its not cause of my dad,I would have planned to spend all my day with you tomorrow but unfortunately it's Sunday. :( So on this Valentine's, I just want you and the world to know. You're the love i've been looking for. You're the perfect star i've been aiming for every night. Here's the things you did to me that made me BELIEVE i'm inn love with you. -You were always there for me whenever i needed someone to talk to. -You woke up early in the morning just to wish me goodmorning eventhough you start school a bit later. -You're the first ever guy in my history to send me to school from your house to my house to my school. -You're the first guy to wait up for me after school until you fell asleep on the bench. -You're the first guy to call me Beautiful instead of other names. -You're the first to walk BARE-FOOTED from Pasir ris till Woodlands because of my slippers that went hay-wire. -You're the first guy to write me a letter with some sketches of my name on the paper and vowing to me how much i really mean to you in life. -You're the first guy to sacrifice your leisure time just to spend it with me and only me. -You put aside your friends and put me on top eventhough i've just entered your life. -You're the first guy to kiss my hand a number of times -You're the first guy to NOT eat and use all your pocket money just to meet me up -You're the first guy that cried for me when i'm off to Batam for three days. -You're the first guy that i hardly let go when we almost seperated because of my dad. -You're the first guy i chased after when i saw your long message you typed and said,"dont contact me anymore". You're everything that i would ever needed in life. I can never asked for more, you're the completion to my whole life. Like a puzzle,you're the missing piece i've been looking for. You're like the moon replacing the sun every night that accompanied my lonely night. How i wished i could tell you HOW MUCH i appreciate all the love you've been giving me, I could just express it in words, Words to replace this feeling that've been growing more and more every single day. You're really special to me, Deep inside, you make me feel im living once again. Never once, you made me feel like the world's spinning, So baby, ALL i wanna say is that, I LOVE YOU, with every moment i look into your eyes, I feel that i'm so into you. You're the world. I can never live my life without having you here. Thanks for bringing me back to life. I appreciate everything you've done to me, You've changed my life. Im complete with you around,baby. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY.
Hello! And it's Saturday. Borrrrrriiiiinggggggggggg~ I went to bed around 1am yesterday after doing some valentine surprise ^^ huhu,so yeah. Next morning, Woke up and i sounded really-really FUNNY. I sounded like Amuk, you know? HAHA! What-the-hell luhhh~ Then brother's been intimidating me all along. Pathetic oii! Yeaaaaaaah,today dad's at home, particularly till Wednesday. Waaaah siow. Tomorrow Valentine's, cant even go out lorhhhhh, tsk, Bila mau ader freedom huhhhh? Sighhhh. I miss baby so much. I want sleep now luh,fatigue much. Okay bye! xoxo.
It's been ages since i've updated. Well,thanks to the hospitality at Grandma's house, It--- SUCKS. Well yeah, Mummy&Daddy came back and bought me boxers! ohhhhhhhhh sexyyyyy. huhu, school was great but i've failed ALOT of subjects except for Malay,English&POA. waaaaah swayyyyyy~ I must stand up for every physics lesson. Can die -.- Well,i just got back home an hour ago. School was QUITE fun, but boring though. hahhaa. Then after school,baby fetched me home :) Then yeah,i miss him already. I'm S L E E P Y ! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Blame the contacts! period's gonna end, YAHOOOO~ :P I've just released a few tears,i just can't bear losing another half,its you. Dont leave me. bye. xoxo.
Yesterday night, Honey didnt replied my last message and thought he dozed off and yeah he did, Unfortunately,something happened. Baby called me using the public phone and informed me everything. I was shocked. I felt really bad,somehow :( Then, he ran to Sembawang and finally met up with my cousins, i was so anxious and tried everything that i could to contact Zul and yeah, Baby's fine :( Still these things are just pulling down my hopes. :( It's so unbearable going through all this, everything just wants me to be UNHAPPY,i wonder WHY!? I waited up baby till going to 1am.
Our love's forbidden,restricted, Never blessed with supports but it's still going strong. In between hardships we HAVE TO endure with. In a life of a cruel year to go over. We sometimes tear and fight and suffer a short term period but there's always more to come. Life's never easy. Never a time we could maintain this pace of happiness, sometimes you'll cry,sometimes you'll smile. But having you by my side simply brought happiness and sometimes sadness, You're the refulgent light that accompanied my darkened up life. You're never a failure in my eyes, I see you as a victor to be the saviour of my present life.
Sigh, Morning was like, 'i dont wanna wake up!'. Mum scolded me over some reasons :( sigh, then the next thing,i was hoping another call from Baby just to know if he's doing okay cause i'm fucking hell worried about his whereabouts and i'm going insecure. I cried knowing we hardly contact now, i dont want us to be in a situation when we 'rarely meet'! I dont want that man, sigh. Brother helped me text Zul to see if he's with Baby. Baby replied. I felt so relieved eventhough a teardrop would always slide through my cheeks for the last time. We cant meet today, Dad declared that he'll do something bad to Baby if he were to see him around, I dont want that to happen, i dont want that bloody hands to touch Baby :( I dont want. Baby somehow got angry i know :( But it's not that i dont wanna meet you,i just can't baby :( Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, 2010 has been the WORST for me. I never tasted happiness. All i've been through were just afflictions I wonder what's life gonna be,next year?:( kay bye. Xoxo. :(
Happy birthday adik/ Listen to the song. @ 8:50 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Don't mind me, I'm dangerously in love, Perhaps this photos got me smiling cause it's SWEEEET PHOTOGRAPHY! serious shit. :P I Love You <3I Love You <3 Hello! I knocked down two tests today, but unfortunately i did wrongly, FAIL!? Nah i dont know. ahahha. kay. I'll type rather short cause this bloody blogger suddenly didnt save what i've just typed out a few minutes ago. FUCK eh. No moood seh. kay,then met baby after school at Novena.We got off to Yishun by 851 and took 969 to woodlands. We alighted at Admiralty to get my honeydew drink and then the rain poured down like cats and dogs. Then sat under the void-deck, honey slept and three policemen went surrounding me and baby. Somebody actually lodged a complaint cause we're just sitting around downstairs, _|_ so 'retro' human-beings. tsk. Now's the modern day, HELLO? then we walked to my house and watched baby eat. Then went to bubbletea and yeah! Been smacking baby's butt nowadays! NAUGHTY horrr! :P then met up with AJik&Ruzzi,they're back together! YAHOOO~ :) then yeah went home. I LOVEYOU BABY! :)I LOVE YOU BABY! :) ANDAND, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SMALLSMALL BABY BROTHER!:) I love you! tkmu naughty2 ehhhh dah besar nnti ! :P hehehehe. and and listen to this song, for couples who misunderstand, dont argue, find out and talk it out nicely, it will turn out well. Don't always assume things to be bad cause it'll turn worse then what you think it could be .:)
Till here people! :) I love my naughty baby! Oh okayyyy! BYEEEEEEEEEEE! xoxo.
Couples have thick&thins @ 10:47 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hello:) Couples do argue,quarrel,fight over the littlest or biggest things ever in life but after a heart-to-heart talk, things may go smoothly. If you let it be and can't be bothered about it, dont deprecate to lose your love. Unfortunately, I had an argument with Baby just now and somehow got him into trouble :-S Sighhhhh, I felt really guilty although i felt the problem doesnt matter. What matters most was Baby :( Met him at 2030 at Northplaza there, we don't really talk when we first set eyes onto eachother. We sat down and talked things out, Things went smoothly and i'm glad it did. Ohmygod,fought for two hell days! Seriously it's very hurtful ya know? So yeah,The Army Musuem just sucks, I just love the threatre with a show and special effects! Nice nice :) hehehehe. Ohmygod,tomorrow somemore got two tests ahead! Physics and Maths. Diediediediedie (eh,dont say die leh). Hahaha. Must passssssssssssssss! ^^ Pray for me kay people! Maybe i'd be turning in soon! Goodnight! ^^
drift away. @ 4:16 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
His songs with his band,A7X simply got me somehow in-the-mood but not entirely. I somehow admire Synyster's charisma. And i missed The Rev :( sighhhhhhh.
I cry alone, I've gone away. I just wanna die. Stuck in my dream when nightmare falls in sorrow. I vow for my last breath.
so yeah, School was normal but very depress with things around me, Seriously. It's too much for me to handle. It's such a mess, :( I just feel like digging my own grave now. Sighhhhhhhhhhhh. And cant meet baby cause dad not working plus we're arguing. Nevermind, never a sense of my feelings was taken care of, its okay. :( And now, he's not replying any of my text messages, what about calls? Fat hope,faiqah! Im sinking in with rock songs and just drift away from this world. Dont find me. bye.
fuck all bitches. @ 7:45 PM
by Nur Faiqah Shahri
hey, I paid attention the whole day, Great achievement !(Y) Hhehehe, Thanks Alex for helping me out! ^^ Oh well, Cabin wasnt bad afterall,Im back for CCA! :P ehhehe, damn slacky lorh, I was so guai, I revised my maths luhhhh. xD Hehehhe. Then left school 5 sharp, saw baby walking up the hill. Spent some time with him and watched him eat Twisties really FAST! like zoom,dah besh! xD hehehe,then went home. Mum was crying. I was terrified. Life's been so despondent when there're third parties ya know? so yeah, Fuck that black momma vagina man! So itchy the vagina wanna flirt around, That two dickhead also another problem, wah fuck. Leave my mum alone luh eh? And that black momma vagina's really got no life, I pity her. Very cheap one, Lai lai~ Hahah. I hate you,bitch. Make my mum cry. You wont lead a happy life, I SWEAR to you. God knows it all your dirty little secrets, I may be naive but somehow i just can visualize what kind of a woman you are. And Dad, I dont understand you. Really unfaithful to one, i wonder why? tsk,then what for marry mum? It would be great not having a dad like you you know?:) fuck you luh. Plus, I was REALLYREALLY pissed off when i passed by ______ wall post. It kills me luh, ya, you're scared of losing me. You,yourself? What have you gotta say? huh? EGO. tsk. ya i know you're being really nice to that GIRL who's somehow got stressed on not being accepted in some schools and you could even tell her to call/text you? Like ohmygod. Never in my life when im with you,I'VE NEVER SAID THAT TO ANY GUY. Cause why? I dont wanna hurt you. So now, do you know how it feels now? sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i really dont get it luh. am really disappointed with you :( And that girl one more thing, Can say, "kadang2 sakit hati luh nk kol ue". SAKIT HATI? sakit hati ke sakit jiwe? Fuck you eh girl? sighhhh, no other friends for you to count on is it? i seriously dont get it luh. Like hello, you've once said "lastlong" to me and him,didnt you? Then whats all this? hah. easy said, FUCK ALL BITCHES UH, cant sit still, always got something itchy. _|_ the guys plakk one more thing, no comments uh. sighhh. Upset sia. sighhhhhhhhhhh, why must this things always occur in my life when i was flying so high, now im flying low,maybe im not even flying :( I dont blame anyone. I just wonder, Why?:(