Just met baby, he walked all the way from Yishun till Woodlands. How sacrificing?Im so touched. Definitely luh :) Met him for awhile and spent some time with him eventhough it's only for awhile :) I love you so much baby! :)

I feel so insecure
I feel like drifting apart
I feel like tearing into two
I feel like crying till my eye balls pop out
I feel like running away
I feel like shouting out loud that, "I FUCKING HATE IT!"
I feel like killing
I feel like wanna say it all out
I feel like crying like a baby
I feel like wanting to die
I feel like i'm nothing
I feel so incomplete
I feel my life's being so despondent
I feel myself being unnoticed.
I feel unstable
I feel the road's going uneven
I feel my world's tearing into half
I feel like

Labels: fuckallbitches.

hello hello bloggy:)
yesterday was really naughty of that baby of mine. I was on my way down the hill when im thinking of fetching me from school cause he said he was waiting for su=ome bus at yio chu kang LOL! then BOOOM,he's just right behind me ! Ughhh! that naughty boy! geram knowwwwwwwwwwwwww.
hoho! then we took 966 back to Woodlands. Awwwww baby's so sweeeeet luh! ^^ He wrote me a letter with some sketches of my name and an 'i love you'. :D THANKYOU BABY! That's so sweet of youuu! :)
I will reply the letter super soooon! :)
We bought bubbletea :)
Then he went sleeping for two hours and left me alone! :(
17:50 like that,he sent me home. Thought he;s home.
After i got all ready to meet mummy at admiralty, saw him downstairs. he tagged along.
teman mummy go 888 then went to Nyai's house.
Then he tipu-ed me ! Saying he had to go home yesterday!
Then when i got down already,on my way home.
He's like right behind me! UGH!
Naughty tawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! But good thing,i getta smack his butt before i got upstairs! 1-0 ! :P
hahahahahhaa!

weeeheeeeeeeeee, the rashes has faded! :) after applying some dettol on it yesterday with hot water, fuuuuuh! Meresap~
Then went to sleep around 10 or 11 pm like that, super sleepy lorrrrrrrrrrr,

later going chong pang!
kay i want mandi :P
heheheheh xoxo!

Hello hello bloggy! ;)
Yesterday was IRRITATING! I was online,chatting with Baby when Dad came and sit behind me and watched what im doing, I mean like, HELLO? Can gimme some space a not?! Bloody annoying lorrr, then kept on asking whether im still with baby. Fuck you luh. Can't see me be happy is it? I know you care ALOT about me luhhhh, but have limits luhh, Pleaseeeeeeeeee.
Morning was okay, but without Bestfriend and Ashura, its kinda abnormal. LOL. serious, Morning i was called out by Ms.Yeo. Probably she wanna know about my life and she UNDERSTANDS me more than Dad does.So yeah, I was asked to write some statement for some teacher -.- so troublesome siaa. Asss betol, :( I slept in class during english,POA and some more cause i was really not-in-the-mood kind of thing, so yeah. Then, I did stay up and paid attention for Physics cause teacher is really enthu! :P I loike! :) I was really pissed this afternoon, my ezlink card's got no value so i cant pass through the gantry,i called Mum but yet she didnt picked up. LIKE UGH! Then decided to take 851 to Yishun. Half-way baby called, Then asked where am i and bla-bla-bla. The next thing i saw was, when the bus reached the bus stop, he was standing there and board the bus shortly, he saw me and smiled. LOL! naughty uhhhh, never go soccer! :P The sweet thing is, he ran to the bus stop just to catch the bus that im boarding, alahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaai !
hehhe,then yeah, we had some hard time thinking about where to head to after that. LOL. Then we got to Sembawang and met up with Adi. :) We slacked for awhile and met Ajik soon after that near Sembawang also. Then yeah :) I'm home!
hehehehe, bet baby ngah geram ehhh! :P lalallalallalalala~ I just LOVE disturbing you! :P
Mengamok uhhh! :P hahahahha,
well yeah, i just love you so much baby! :)
Kay byebye!
I want MAKAN !:P
xoxo!

Labels: you're the one that makes my day.

Hello hello hello bloggy :) Damn it,im so so so so so so so exhausted, like, EXTREMELY. My gosh, i realised i've been really slacky in school, especially during Chems, I dozed off for two periods and wake up with 'goodmornings' from my friends. LOL! Then yeah,P.E was so far,okay. Then yeah, bus-ed off to Changi for PE enrichment;Kayaking. Reached there, I was welcomed by a cockroach and was about to scream when Shahidah unfortunately screamed for me. LOL! hahaha,set off after some briefing from our cheeky instructor,Hairi. Damn funny lorh. Okay, then yeah, It was pretty fun! Bestfriend and me stopped halfway through cause bestfriend's not feeling so well,so we were sent back BUT! i detest so much, after we got there. one of the fat instructor asked us to carry the so called, Boat to the top. I mean like, "hello?can't you see her situation!? what kind of man". Seriously,So UNGENTLEMAN. I dont like! ugh.
Then sat around with Nabilah and Kiefer&Danial Salleh. Those cheeky fellows! Hahaha.
The bus stopped us at the bus stop. Went home shortly after that. I walked home from Admiralty. Man,i can't meet baby today cause i have to attend this enrichment AND tomorrow also. tsk. Pity myself missing you. :( He's got soccer tomorrow. again,i'm all alone for two days. :( sad hor. sigh. Kay luh, bye.

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU,BITCH.
this picture on top with those freaking words below are represented SPECIALLY for one and only SITI ZAHIRAH. I'm being very open now yeah? I've been really waiting for this date where i could fuck you upside down freaking copyrighter bitch! Hey look,you've changed your blog url and now viewing my blog to pick up on details which you could copy. fuck bullshit eh. Got nothing better to do is it? Even the littlest things you wanna follow, WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU? No love&care from your family uh? Please uh, it burns me watching your appearance with every details "picked up" from me. Kay,please uh, you fucking 16 already sia, better stop it yeah? Enough. just one thing, learn how to shave your armpit hairs okay? Peace out :)

Hoho, nice one heh? I fucking pissed off lorh yesterday. no life. tsk. kay, yesterday i went to Jalan Sultan to eat Murtabak! :) Im damn satiated with every food stuffed inside my mouth. God,im so full! HAHAH! okay,then off to Nyai's house. well nothing much about yesterday lorh, what i know, Yesterday i chiong-ed for my homeworks, amaciam?! But fuckshit eh,i forgotten to bring home my malay homework. Mampus, i owe the malay teacher tons of homeworks. Opps.
hehehe, today damn bored uh, what i know about today,I was awakened up by Baby's sweet text message, love it luhh! damn sweet lorh! hehehe, I'll never leave your side alright? so today,i wanna get my D&T stuffs done so that i can be quite free tomorrow :)
IM MISSING MY BABY! :( Boohoooo~ Tomorrow's schooling,will meet you up baby.
And tomorrow's what day?!
OUR 2ND MONTHSARY BABY, it's been so FAST that time flies! :) Lovin' it! <3
Kay i think till here okay?

bye loves.
xoxo.

Labels: cant wait for tomorrow

Hello! This song is introduced by Baby. I can cry a bucket full listening to this song, cause simply, when night comes, you're the stars and im your moon :)
I'm somehow bored, morning i woke up at 12noon! okay that's afternoon xD hehehe. I went to sleep at 2am like that after texting baby with messages which cant be read properly cause i dont even know what i was typing with my eyes going heavy~ Hhaha! :P Then Baby asked me to sleep. Huhu. Texted with baby once i woke up, he havent replied my last message, maybe he's asleep? Guess so :) miss baby so much :( Dad's been watching over me, he called me in the morning and went asking what i'm doing and where am i -.- Okay i know he cares about me,but ya, i realised my mistakes daddy. I know what i'm doing now,Won't disappoint you again or make you cry.

Seriously now, i will concentrate hard on my studies and accompany Baby :) What i know, yesterday was the toughest thing i had to pull through. I wont forget yesterday on how HARD it was to let go of your hand and go home. I'll never wanna be without you baby :( I seriously cant live without you :(
I love you so much, you should know :(
i know you're down with fever now cause you've got not enough of rest, Rest well and get well soon, i will wait for your text.
For now,im doing my homework.:)
So yeah,bye blog :D
Love you readers!
xoxo!

Labels: never wanna lose you.

today was really suckish. I mean like SERIOUSLY. morning was deadly for me lorh, Dad asked to meet up with Boyfriend. I freaked out for awhile. I went to school crying like some mad girl. Then in the class, teacher went asking why but i just ignored her questions and she then adviced me to study more.then, yeah. I'm not in the mood the whole day. I thank girlfriends for being there for me,Thanks so much :) Then after school,i wasted my time for Mr.Kramjit and got counselled cause of my neck, you know you know why. Then yeah,he fetched me after school. Then we got off taking 980 to sembawang, I can't help but cry like every time! Ughhh~ Then he held my hand and hugged me, aww;(
Tnen went to sembawang.Then soon,he sent me home. Dad talked to him onthephone; BAD. :( Then yeah,he sent something to my phone and kept my phone after that, I was curious. Once i got home,i watched him walked,then i read the message. FUCK,I quickly grabbed my slippers and ran downstairs. Then saw baby sitting,reading my letter. I went crying like there's funeral. LOL. Then he hugged me and cried too, he said, "baby i sygkan you". I was like, :( No comments. He sent me till my doorstep. We talked for awhile at the staircase,i kept asking, "are you leaving me?". Then he looked down. I went asking. Then finally he said, "i've got no choice, listen to your dad please?", then i looked down and cried. Helpless' the word. Then finally i cried like hell and decided to go home. Hugged him goodbye for the last time and went bawling in my room like some mad woman. I felt like dying,serious. Then soon,mum went into my room and talked. I went like, "gimme time.". Then mum went to talk to baby. Just recently,baby called me. He asked me for a patch and asked me whether i cried and stuffs. i miss him already :(
So yeah, Today, SUCKS.
gotta go now.
We're still together,no worries :)
bye!
xoxo

Labels: baby, dont leave.

hello. thought today was gonna be the end of us upon reading that text received this morning, first thing i did was to wipe those tears flowing like a pipe down my cheeks. Brother looked at me and i know he's scared/worried watching me cry like some baby. ahhaha, i cried and was almost late for school -.-
the best thing was, my teacher didnt stopped and stare at me cause she knows im not okay. GOOD! i loike. hahaha,ass. Ashura&Shahidah have been by my side and made me feel all better, Thanks so much :) <3 you guys! so i was concentrating really hard in class and checked my phone when he miss-called me. I was really SHOCKED. but i was glad though,he made the effort to contact me,that's so sacrificing. So yeah,school was fine. After school fetched baby at yiochukang mrt with his friends. Then we got off to Admiralty.somehow i was rather uneasy after that suckish morning i had today that's the reason why i kept quiet and didnt talked much. Just now,most of the time when im with him,i felt like crying.i dont know why. weird enough? i dont know,i felt so hurt but i dont know why i felt that way. sigh.maybe theres a few reasons why. okay forget it.I had fun with baby today.:) with him playing with my baby brother and got all covered with sweat.Then yeah,he went home soon after that.

may it be whatever things gonna be, what i know, i'll stand strong upholding every pain with faith inside of me. Even if we were to be apart,all i know is whether you're not with me,im yours still. because,i love you.

kay byebye! :0
xoxo.

Labels: faith in us.

baby,where are you?:'( I've been texting/calling you since morning yet theres still no difference.
:( Where are you? I'm worried superly. :( sigh. If only your phone's battery could still last till today, i've been wasting tears knowing that im lonely without you, Life's like a trash without you! Gosh! i'm so madddddddddd.:( I wanna meet him nowwwwwwwwwwwww! NOW! :(
cant even contact, i would just dream on of meeting him. fuck. I need you bbyboy :(
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,bye.

HELLO! First thing, SCHOOL SUCKS BIG TIME,_|_ ! ugh!
So yeah, i doubt so teacher's gonna be putting a blind eye on me. Tsk,yeah she talked so nicely to me then sent me to the front and i got myself standing there for bloody hours! Ugh~
Well, morning was superb when i went on the phone with Baby since he's worried whenever i walked pass the policemen.Shocking much,why?! Baby was bathing when he answered my call! HAHHAHA! baby's really sweet! LOL :P
Then yeah, i was suspended :( Missed alot of lessons and i barely could catch up :( HOW? N' levels somemore. Teachers are being so inconsiderate! _|_
Then i revised my maths with Ms.Rubiah. Thank god she's there for me.
Then after recess around 1140,Uncle fetched me :D
WOOHOOO~ I dont have to go for assembly plus i feel like banging my head against the wall man while i was suspended. Serious shit. I feel like dying. :( My headache's hasnt been away since yesterday. Really annoying! ugh!
Then Uncle dropped me off at Khatib Mrt cause baby wanna meet at Woodlands.
Once i reached woodlands, he's still at Jurong, literally i WAS pissed off but yeah.
Cause my head's like a burden for me while i walked to the bus stand. :( Then took bus home and had some rest. Met Baby up soon after that in the bus.
He went hugging me just after i sat down. LOL! Funny luhh baby! Then we stopped at Admiralty and met Ajik&Ruzzi :) Then we slacked for awhile,boring much.But it was still okay :) Then yeah, Ajik&Ruzzi went to eat and left me and Baby. He fell asleep and got all sweating, i wiped away his sweat so that he'll sleep comfortably and asked him to sleep over my lap so his back wont hurt. I was pretty lonely when he was sleeping.I woke him up and said, "Baby,im all alone!:( " Hahahhaha! then yeah, We kissed like mad and he's got alot of "mosquito" bites! Shakes head~ hahaha! who's the vampire baby? I wonder whoooooo. ^^ ahhahahaha!
Then yeah, baby sent me home despite being late. Psssst baby,I know my butt's cute! :P
Jealous cakaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap~
hahahahha! Then yeah, we hardly let go of eachother when we said goodbye. hahaha!
Very cute! :)
Oh well, will be going to Nyai's house later and i've got plenty to revise on for tomorrow's test!
Thankyou kiefer for informing me, no one else can ever update me up. Hehhehe.
Shall see you tomorrow Kiefer :)
So yeah, Goodbye readers!
Wish me luck tomorrow,i'd be dying my hair BLACK AGAIN~ ugh.
love you readers.
xoxo!<3

Labels: wet

Hello blog! :)
I just got back somehow from meeting baby,
So in the morning was pretty bad when we had a little argument because i slept late despite me promising him that i'd be asleep by 12. Hahaha, small argument.No worries. heheh! Then,waited quite long for baby to answer my calls and reply my texts. around 11plus,me,sister,pingy,brother got off to Ajik's house to take a few things for Mum, Then we walked to Northpoint and took 851 to the gym, it was really "unplanned", Serious. When we reached there,we're like not knowing what to do. Damn funny! Then, in the end, we got to Seletar Reservoir Park there. Then, we sat around and its really a hot sunny weather. huhu! Then baby and i planned to buy some drinks. We walked a long way and bought bubbletea! :)Then bought bubbletea and waited for PingyAndSister at Macdonalds. We bought our burgers and had a great meal after all with baby around and the others teasing me of shaking my head like some "BANG" humanbeing. LOLOLOLOL. Then yeah,we got some places to sit around. Baby got 6 "mosquito" bites from me, hahaha!!!! I know he love it like hell luhhh~ hahahahaha!!!!! Then we took the bus home.
Was scolded by mum and kena wait outside cause we cant enter the house.Then yeah,soon she let us in and blablabla, soon i saw her munching the Mega Mac Spicy eventhough she was superly FURIOUS. Then i apologised to her and kissed her on the cheek. Then i fed baby Fried Rice that grandma cooked for babyAndPingy. hehehe.
Then yeah, went to bubbletea and bby bought me a SUPERDUPER PINK RING FILE for tmr.
I love it luhh baby! THANKS! :P
Huhu, then yeah, something happened eventually.

literally im pissed off by a humanbeing,i really dont know what the fuck is wrong with ____!? I felt left-out everytime im with them. Serious. Simply you entertained all of em' . Im at the side like, "oh im a lamp post, now i know -.-". I really dont get it luh. People've been talking bout ____ in ____ back yet _____ doesnt even know that heh? damn strange you know this humanbeings, tsk. Like i care if you were to hate me, be it uh. fatshit.

back with a proper post now, pretty bothered. hehe. I met baby just now after i slacked with Uncle downstairs cause he stopped by my house to take a rest. Hehehe, we gossiped and Uncle's so kind hearted! huhu!
soon after that me and brother waited for Baby downstairs.
I saw him running towards us, SO CUTE ! SERIOUSLY! Ohmygod!
hahahahahaaa! He went gasping for air while he sat down.
Then we walked to bubbletea and he went disturbing me and he got me hugging him damn tight around his waist! HOT SIZZLING BODY! xD
Like oh! Im addicted to Panic At The Disco, I dont know why! HAHAH! weird heh? Wink!
Weeeeeheeee, tomorrow'll be going to Gym at Khatib with Baby,Fanfan,Sister&Brother ! :)
I cant waittttttttttttttt! But i'll be sitting around only luhh! :P
heheheheh!
Oh well, I miss babyboy so much!
I miss my girlfs, Shahidah especially, Ashura, DIana,Nabilah! :(
Will be seeing them again on monday! :D
I cant wait luh hehhh! :P
kay bye!
Im downloading some songs!
HUHU!
xoxo,
DO tag PEOPLE!<3

Hello!
hoho, so i got myself breaking down appoint hearing something that really bothered me much, :( It was unexpected PLUS im having doubts about love. sigh, i dont know luhh.
really sick of life. okay whatever.
So yeaaaah! new pictures baby! :)
I was bored just now and cried while snapping some shots! hahahahaa! funny-.-
Then yeaaah, I hope after i've uploaded this photo, JANGAN TUH BUDAK BOTAK GI IKOT IKOT AKU SUDAH, bodoh peh pompan,dah botak buat hal botak kay?aku tawu rambot kau dah grow, nk melawa pon takmu ikot aku kay. ader ramai lagi kat luar kau nk ikot. MENYEMAK jer. _|_ .
hoho, kay luh.
I miss my boyfriend. Maybe meeting or not? i dont know.
Boohoo.

okay bye.
xoxo.

Hello ;)
School's a motivation with THAT on top, you see? :D
hahahaa my bad, i spelled his name wrongly,it should be SYAFIQ. Opps! :( Sorry baby!
Well yeahh,after sch was a surprise from baby when he suddenly POPPED up from my back when i walking to Novena with Ashura&shahidah. HAHHA!
Then yeah, Baby you so cute luhhhh~
We cant sit still in the bus ehh! ^^ hoho! We got along ride to Bukit Merah Int and got to know, we've got no reasons to go there actually! Assssy~
Hhahahaha, went home and took 167 !
Baby so sleepy heh! :P
Then he came to my house and played with my bby brother :)
I love watching him eat ! :) SO MUCH!
Then went to bubbletea! :)
\I hugged baby so tightly and got him out of breath and i kissed him till he go smilinggggg so wideeeeeeeeeeee! :P
Hahahahha i know he likes ittttt! ^^
wink wink.
i realise my baby's getting naughty alreadyyyyy~
Abg sakettttt~ luh what luh ehh baby ehhh! I smackkkkk you then u knowwww!

huhu!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,MY BABY !:P
kay readers,
BYE!
xoxo.

BATAM PICTURES ARE OUTTTTT~ :)
hoho! hello bloggy! :)
winks :D
I just met baby from 1500 till 1900 :)
Superb fun with him, like oh today's the bestttttttttttttt!
serious!
I kissed you so many times on the cheek hehhh?^^ bear with me,im crazy but i know you like it ! :P
hahahahha! Baby, i love your tight hugs!
Gugugaga! :)
Im so need to do my DNT NOW!
oh geeeeees :(
bye !
Love you readers!
lalalalala ~

Labels: today's the best

hey blog :)
Morning was irritating when those people start calling out when im walking to school, tsk.
I rushed to school because of that -.-
Literally, teacher's still not happy with my hair, _|_ you teacher.
thoroughly pissed off sia.
i was damn sleepy the whole day, somehow.
I can fall deep asleep even if i were to put my hand on my chin. Hhaha.
mothertongue was another shocking thing, imagine your used-to-be crush sitting nxt to you in class?
i was shocked, really. But yeah, its been long since i trashed that feeling, i've got a boyfriend already, hello/?:)
Had extra class after school,I paid much attention and Debbie got me laughing like some bitch! LOL! Then baby called. teacher was like,
"if your boyf's calling, tell him to call after the class"
I went like,
"awwww teacher please! I need to answer the call!"
Teacher went,
"Okay go".
HAHHAHA! damn funny lorhhhh!
Met baby at Yio Chu Kang around 4 plus.
damn cute.
then yeah.
Went back home, Mummy was a total disaster today,serious shit.
fuck shit.
oh well, bye.
I love my boyfriend so much!
:P
xoxo/

hey blog, im down. I dont know, i've been shedding tears last night after knowing a few shocking incidents. Yeah baby,D-O-W-N, thats the reason why my eyes seems bulgy and i dont have much rest to even open up my eyes and concentrate for lessons. Eventually my girlfs made me smile,thankyou. i rushed back to Causeway to meet baby.
yeah,
i dont really have the mood to talk much like i did.
somehow something's so different about today,I mean COMPLETELY.
I've got no comments :(
Its like, disappointing much,
i dont wanna pen down :(
Somehow,i've been telling myself to NOT BOTHER. im trying hard.
Thos negative thoughts are just motivations to those tears.
i'm completely downturn.
I'm helpless, fatigue,feeble.
can somebody lend me a hand/?
oh god.
bye.
:(

7th January ;
I've been away for three days for Batam CIP. Baby sent me to school in the morning,we both shed tears in the mrt and whenever we get nearer to my school,the silence is growing even more. We walked to school from novena. Then went up to school when he watched me while i went up and called up, last words that got me crying was saying i love you.
ohmygod,that was the worst day ever.
He rushed to Singapore Cruise Centre. I saw him approaching while walking with my classmates and teachers. We talked, Teachersb were staring but i really cant be bothered.
He went to change to his uniform as i waited for the Ferry.
Soon, the ferry reached.
He stood there, right beside me and watched me as i board the ferry.
It was really sad to watch him searching for me while im in the ferry, he kept turning back and forth to watch me go, my god, my heart's too heavy to keep on going.
8th January ;
I was at the hotel, all the time i was holding on to his shirt and his teddy bear.
I had fun with my Babygirls when they got me shouting till i lost my voice literally.
HAHAHAHA. took lotsa pictures,will upload tmr i guess?
so yeah, the food there was SUPERB, Thumbs up~
hoho, The sour times was the Gardening moments, i remembered i was really hardworking and it burnt me hard, :( but for the sake of the orphans, i have to:)
I got sun burn all over, my skin's in a bad condition, my oh my.
9th January ;
I woke up late and got so happy that im going back to singapore! :)
WOOHOOOO!
so yeah, morning was BORING.
but the breakfast was YUMMY!
hahahahhahaa!
Then, yeah, the ferry got me dizzy., The shopping was FUN but STUPID -.-
shopped for 30mins!!?!?!!?!? bisa mampus ,
then yeah.
i was scared cause i brought back bubblegums! :P
tak kene tangkapp! ^^ wink winkkkk!
Then, saw baby waiting for me outside with brother.
So yeah, got h0me= while in the bus, really sweet :)
he sang me a song and went hugging me like mad,
MISS HIM MUCH.

1oth JANUARY ;
i went to the Zoo this morning withh family.
nothing more to elaborate.
somehow i was pissed off by the littlest things that people do.
it broke my heart :(
sigh.
shouldnt tell why,
kay bye.
Love you readers.
xoxo.

Dearest Baby, Im flowing tears right after i hugged and wiped your tears and went back home:( I felt the pain of leaving you for three days and i knew how you feel:( I dont know where are you now, I cried so much and i'm really helpless now, Baby please pick up my call right now.:( I can never leave you alone.:( Im sorry. I am really Sorry,:( Thing wasnt meant to be. :( Baby,Please:(
You're the only guy who appreciates my love and miss me when im gone :( I hardly pull away from you. Im breakingdown now and i really DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. :( what i know, I meant it well that Im sorry. :(
im going somewhere now.
Dont find me,:(
bye.

Hoho hello Blogg :) Back again . Well today was pretty frustating and bored for me.
Morning&afternoon theres nothing to talk about. :)
At night, around 8 plus met up with Baby and Ajik at the bus stop :)
They accompanied us to 888 and North Plaza to get busy with school stuffs. Hahah!
Baby,Thanks for the pearl !^^ wink wink! hhehehe.
I was somehow down after Baby talked to me about the pasts. Man,it brought me back to those times when my heart was burning in pain and through those sufferings i've been through,i felt like crying when he asked me those randomly questions :(
He called me and we talked for awhile. If only he understands how i feel every moment when it comes to my pasts, it kills me,honey. :(
okay forget it, tomorrow going out with Brother,Baby and Mummy :)
Well yeah, Im so All over PIXIE LOTT! <33333
She's so beautiful! Goodness,like it when she sings, Use Somebody in acoustic.
downloading her songs now!
Okay byebye!
Goodnight.
xoxo :)

Hello Blog :( Guess im missing this Baby on top. Sighs. Let's talk about yesterday, Baby cant follow me to Tampines to do my hair so i went alone, Waiting for Soffy got me really scared,standing at the small mac with people walking pass me. I dont likeeee. Then took bus to some place and finally found the place. I've done my hair, from 12plus till 3pm then i get to meet Baby :( Scared we wont have time to spend with eachother. So met up with him at Admiralty with Ajik&Ruzzi. Soon, after they ate Nasi lemak, we got off for Causeway since Ajik&Ruzzi wanna shop at Popular. Hahaha! While they shopped,me and Baby walked all over Causeway, well, not totally the WHOLE causeway. hahaha. Man, Theres sales in COTTON ON! Bloody shit, i went in to COTTON ON yesterday,i was drooling looking at the dress and skirts and long sleeves! Goodnessssssssssssssss~ I no money :-/
Grrrrrrrrrrr!
Then Baby and I walked a long journey back home :)
We had fun, Tickling sessions without a stop,i could cry laughing so much, HAHA!
we walked to the North Plaza and Sister asked me wait for her.
We bought our bubbletea and sat under the void deck.
Missed looking at his eyes when he sings :(
Then after met Sister, Went to Nyai's house.
Supposingly we're going for the countdown, yet it was cancelled. I dont even know why :-/
Then got down and brought along some foods for my Baby :)
I fed him and i do really know im not skilled in feeding people. :-S
we spent so much time together yesterday when He lay on my laps and fell asleep with a tin can on his teeth with his palms grabbing my hand. awww, baby i missed you :(
Till 11plus, then we got upstairs cause Mum's angry,
Baby,i miss your soothing kiss :(
I miss your tight hugs :(
I miss your voice.
A boohoo for me today.
No going out since Evil Parents are at home -.-
Thought of meeting baby at night but he seemed angry :(
Not picking my calls,
Not replying my text messages.
I could run tears over going this thing for 3 days and ITS SCHOOL TIME :(
He'll be ending school at 5 :(
How can we ever spend some time?
Sighs, i hope this 2010 would give me a better living than a dead environment like this with those parents of mine, *shakes head.
Kay i guess till here.
My backbone's hurt :(
Uhhhh, MORE HOLIDAYS PLEASE :(

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