Helllooooooo! ^^
Huhu! Morning was BOREDNESS! serious.
But soon, i getta meet baby around 7 like that. we met downstairs :)
we walked to bubbletea :)
he didnt talked when i told him that im going batam for the first month of school.
from 7thto 9th January .
then, sister&Pingy came. We sat around till 9:30 pm <3
He sang to me alot of songs! :P
Then he sent me home.
hehehehe then now webcamming with him! :D
Tomorrow will be doing my hair at Bedok with Soffy baby! :)
Huhuhuhuhuhu!
Baby's following luhhhh! :P
heheheheh kay byebye!
Love you luhh readers!
xoxo!

Hehhehe hello blogggy,Im Backk for second post yoooo! :)
I was pissed waiting for him from 9am-4 pm. HAHAH! I've got tired of webcamming and chatting cause im so BORED. hahahaa!
Then soon, baby texted wanting to meet. So i went off to Yishun. :)
Then we walked all over Northpoint and i went disturbing him whenever he asked, "where you wanna go/?" I will reply, "Dont know,you?". AHAH! Cause he answered me the same thing before and after i got out the house. naughtyyyy!
we went to sit around under some block :)
We chatted and soon, Photo-taaking session! :) Winkwink!
we took ALOT of photos! xD hahaha, then i made him sleep, awwww so cute luhh :)
ehhehe!
then around 6.30, we walked off to Yishun Mrt to meet Mummy :)
Went to buy my school books and he helped me carry those books and sent me off by the road and i got in the cab while he went home . I wanna hug himmmm! :(
Baby i love you so much :)
Dont let the unnecessary occur. Mwahhh! I cant afford to lose you,sweetest:(
I wanna have you in my arms till my very last breath. I'd die with a smile having you with me,baby.

Till here readers!
Love you readers!
xoxo/

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Heehhehe! Hellohello Bloggggyy :)
Yesterday was soooooo, OHMYGOD.
shocking much, but somehow rumours should just be ignored and i should trust my boyfriend more yeahhh?:) We fought for hours :( sadness.
I didnt sleep till 4 just to wake him up for work:(
Texted him a long poem i typed out ,still theres no replies.
I was reallyreally downnnnn~
Then soon,around 5plus, he called me for 3 times but i got so busy with sleep and agree to sleep with my tired eyes. HAHA.
Then around 8 plus, I woke up.
He called once more,called him back and he apologised.
I thank god everything was doing really fine just now , And for a good reason,i woke up early todayyy! HAHHAHAHA!xD We went onthephone for half and hour and go to bathe at the same timing, Cuteeeee kann! ^^ ehhehe!
Will be meeting him pretty soon i guess ? cause sometimes he'll come late and i got myself waiting for beautiful 2 hours yesterday. -.- I was pissed but yeah, things went well then.
Maybe he's busy getting ready now? Nah,i dont know.
hahahah, I wanna meeet him nowwwwwwwww~
Cepat luh siappp baby!! :((((

Kay luhhhh,byebye!:)
Love you readers!
I'll be backkk! Nye-heheheheh!:P
xoxo/

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HELLOHELLOHELLO :)
hehhehee, i just got homee ! :) I spent most of my time with Baby and im lovin' it luhhhh :D Met him around 2plus pm? Saw him with his friend, She's really cute,gorgeous and LOUD too! Hahaha! she got us laughing throughout and i followed them to return some clothes. After meeting the friend,we sat and laughed for awhile. Hahaha. then they went to eat while me and Baby walked around planning about where to head to.. hahah! Finally we walked to Admiralty and ate Macdonalds! :) hahaha, he acted "mad" at me because i dont wanna eat half of the MegaMacSpicy. hahah! :P finally i ate it and he went smilinggg~ Gerammmm youuuu !
then we went off and met with Zul,Azmi,Irfan near Irfan's block. Then around 6 plus, walked back to my house. :) My baby brother wanna tag along as soon as i got home -.- sedihhh. Then brought him downstairs and layankan karena dier. hahah! I got upstairs and sent baby brother then got down,thinking of giving baby a hug and go back up once more. Instead,mum asked me for Bubbletea. so me,Baby&Zul went to NorthPlaza for Bubbleteaaaa!:)
Got back and Baby promised me to give me 5 kisses on the Cheeks,Chin,Forehead& lastly Lips!<3 Hehehehe, gave him his romantic kiss :P ! happy uh tuhh baby! winkwink! Zul at the side with his bubbletea!xD
Had so much fun with my dearly Sugarbaby just nowwww ! WEEEEEEEEEEE~
tomorrow will be fetching him from work :D and buying school books with Mummy skali!
Kay luhhh till here:)
Love you readers!
xoxo,mwahh!<3

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hello bloghoppers:) I woke up quite early this morning at around 8plus AM ! :) Woohooo~ hahahah!
i played with my bby brother's terrapin,oh so cuteee! guess Nadia saw it yesterday when we webcammed yeahh? HAHA!
well, supposed to be meeting baby at 1130am, look at the time now.
its 1203noon already, tsk.
Guys, as usual luhh,he went to his beauty sleep again.
Maybe will be meeting him sooner or later. I dont know,am bored at home luhhhhh~
now,where's my girlfriends? All M.I.A, sedih perrr.
Kay luhh readers, will be back with more updates after i meet my honey:)
Love you readers!
xoxo,
Do leave some tags!<3

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hey bloggy :) im back with a proper post now, been emotional lately. *laughs at myself. Okay lol, That's the pictures i've been wanting to upload yet my comp caused me problems , Thanks to Sis' lappy. hahaha, So yeah, Thanks Nadia for being there for meeeee !<3 you so sweeeet luh,i love youuu! :) Goodluck for tomorrow's paper okay? hehehe. Gonna meet Baby tomorrow. and my bby brother bought himself two terrapins, Bloody cuteeeee, hahaa,
Okay i guess thats all?
pathetic post, hell yeah!
hahaha
goodnight readers,
xoxo.

What's love? maybe this song will answer ya :)

Sighhhh, i cried myself to bed knowing things are just killing me :(
I looked at my phone for the last time, finally he replied. :(
But yeah, it wasnt wonderful. It didnt even make me feel secure,it doesnt.
Man,whats going on?
Abstruse's the answer, affliction is what im going through.
A number of times,sometimes you're just too cruel :(
Sigh, i hope for a another smile at the end of the day.
'God,grant me my wish :(
Okay till here, Im lonely:(
Nobody cares.
love you readers!:)
xoxo

Hoho hello bloggy, updating using sister's lappy,:P
today was FULL OF FOOD to eat,like a feast.
I ate alottttt. Had a family outing just now and we,siblings get whatever we want. i got two tank tops from Split. Still i want my MANGO tank top! Pleaseee :(
I miss baby, He tricked me just now and got me all crying! smack you!
I'll try hard to meet you at night okay bby?:))
i guess i should be sleeping now.
goodnight.

helloooo Blogggy! :) Mygoodness,imissyou so much!!!
Gooooodyyyy that my comp's back to normal! :)
201209,sunday
so yeahhh, My aunt gave me a treat on my birthday and she bought a chocolate ice-cream cake from swensens and we got off to bedok and have our BIG treat! :) I had my Fish&chips and finished up with a dessert,Brownies and icecream!:)my godddd, it's so SUPERBBB! then, I have to cut the cake infront of ALOT of people. Plus it's a restaurant and we ate outside! SHITSHITSHIT! I faced the cake and blew the candles, goodness. I freaked outtttt. HAHA! then we off-ed to Hospital and meet my atok :(
211209,Monday.
I was awakened up by a bad news :( My atok whom i visited the previous day,passed away:( I got speechless and got in a state of shock:( It's 4am in the morning, we got off to Grandma's house. My uncle/aunt and cousins were all there. Around 8? we got off and went to Bedok. I wanted to cry watching them carry the coffin :( as i watched my aunts cried so badly, we got off to the Cemetery. I watched every single thing, I cried. Badly. :( I reminisce to the times during our last Raya when he prayed and gave blessings to everyone who were there with him :( He's so sweet but i guess,Allah loves him more than we all do. One day, everyone has to go too right?:( So yeah. very sad day. I met Baby at night,around 7? I was pissed,literally pissed as i watched every single thing that happened, Abg Fanfan was so violent as something happened. I followed them by the back right after baby gave me my birthday present. Baby got off first and followed them as they go somewhere.
I was hit badly as i watched them,my heart ached and i find myself boiling in anger.I chased them and pulled Sister away. I shouted harshly at him as i held my sister's hand. if i were to follow what my heart says,i would have slapped him right on the face, why? Cause i respect him as a brother. Soon,everything got smooth. I was about to hate Abg fanfan. serious, then we got off for bubbletea. Baby i love you:) thanks for the Green Carebear!:P
I hugged that bear throughout and i didnt let go, cause baby its from you:)<3333 style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbUf-y3ij1M_wftMiUplEPOM6Pmm38lmezRKzbCsM-uCKMAxvv2p2A837l51ERjlITqYb398fyGquwyeV8ezcE51mLJmbkMTxoHQVy85RLNxJqr2ucw2v2xJnbHyyQ4eu8tFZZQCZbKEPI/s320/DSC00522.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5418081862935192146" border="0">
2212209,Tuesday.
Morning was a disaster, Prepaid was low and it bothered me much. But i got through it smoothly. Baby was forced by mum to come along and followed us to Jurong Point with Cik ros and Ajik,Ruzzi:) hehehe.Then,i was thoroughly pissed when Baby cant tag along and soon,while at the platform,i saw baby walking with Ajik by the back. UGH! that naughty baby! Haahhaha, Then we got off, :) while taking the mrt, he said i was arrogant! Cause i walked with Mum all the way xD ahhaha! Then yeah, we window-shopped and spent my time with baby :) We had chicken rice at Banquet and Bought my black dress :) SWEEEEEEEEEEET! haha eventhough he warned me on wearing any. haha! Im so lovin' the dress baby! YAHOOOOOOOO~ then we got home. baby followed me home cause he helped us carry our stuffs. huhu! then went to Admiralty till 8? I got worried of baby :( I massaged his shoulders and he's running a fever :( he walked me home and sent me till my doorstep. didnt get to hug him:( Boohoooo~ tomorrow he'll be working :( but thursday will be SUPERB! :)
HAHHAHA!
School's gonna approach!
WHATTHEHELL!
Fuck you school,go awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~

kay byebye!
Love you readers!xoxo!

Hehhehehe Thanks People for the wishes, appreciated much! <3 with love!
hehehehe, early in the morning i received 3 sms-es from Baby. So urgent! HAHA! he asked whether im free but im not,today. Sorry baby :( Then yeahhh, i went to Woodlands CC and collected my cheque, 350$! amcm?! HAHHA! Exuberant muchhh~
Yipeeeeeeeeeeee~ I was so happy and followed Mum to Geylang to buy groceries. HAHA!:P
I read the newspaper, I WANNAWANNA buy the dress,shoes,bangles at 313,Somerset! MUST BUY! hmpfffffft, tomorrow gonna buy with Mummy! :) JUMPS~
Maybe soffy following. hehehe. Then Tuesday will be buying books with baby if he's free :)
andand, around 5 later, will be going for Dinner with Family!<3
Waiting for Baby's text, he's busy now :( But it's okay with me.
Ughhhhhhh~
I cant waitttttt!
Plus plus on 24th, will be watching movie with Baby,Cousins :) I LOVE IT!
okay i guess till here?
Happy bangetxczxczxczxcz!

Love you readers!
Veryvery much!
xoxo,Mwahhh<3333333333

i dont know. like now,im feeling so sad/gloomy. simply i cant explain why. :( oh boo-hoo. thanks for the advance wishes, i love you guys,<3 style="font-size:130%;">Oh hello. :)
yeah, its 12:06am, what day? i dont know. -.- my birthday,Oh happy birthday to me. tsk. redundant much. Well yeah.
I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY :(
haishh. tomorrow must wake up early.

okay, i guess gonna update about Friday okay? Here we go.
Morning was draggy much,accompanied Abg Fanfan,Sister,Brother to collect Sister's N'level results. It bothered me watching humans who cant be original,in a click, She's got the same shoe. I wonder, is it from the same shop too? _|_ you k.
tsk. Sister got her results later due to her tinted hair colour. Its already 2.45pm, i gotta buzz off since Baby's gonna end work at 4. I waited for the damn 963 and it arrived at damn 325pm?
Im gonna be god damn late lorrrr. i board the bus and dozed off,i was hoping for Mum to top up my prepaid:( yet theres no messages at all. I got worried. I rushed to Habourfront and got to Cold storage where we promised to meet up at. it's already 4.48pm :( I kept hoping for mum to top up for me and i got mad cause of no reasons. -.- then i cried, i was worried/anxious/angry/sad at one time, i thought he got home already. I walked by the New Future shop and saw Baby walking towards me. I hugged his arm and went crying. He's like, "Why are you cryingggggg?!".
I was like, "i thought you went home already:(".
Then he asked me why did i off-ed my phone? I was like, Hell no!
Then we discovered the whole outcome, My sim card's got something wrong. A big L-O-L.
He hugged me all the way and coaxed me till i laughed damn hard :) Thanks baby!
We took a bus home and he sang in the bus and got the clouds all grey xD hahaa!
Then i love the part when he embraced my cheeks and my hair while i was lying on his shoulder.awwww ! how i wish i could capture that moment! :(
Then we walked to Grandma's house :)
Then i spent my time with baby till 9 :)
then we went to the bubbletea.


okay. thats all i guess?
Thanks baby for being the first to wish me on my birthday!:)
All i need for my birthday was just HAPPINESS <3>

syg, ckup luhh bg i stakat tgk u bhgia, walaupon hidop i menderita.. :) U ibarat udara bg jantong i.. Tanpe u, i tk kemanerh.

sweeet kan baby ? I love you<3>

So yeahhhh~ Im back for a second post cause i've got a few things to type out/so yeah, heres how things go just now :) I was down,yes. But soon, Baby wanna meet up and it was damn funny! Brother had his haircut. Before we got out, we're like slowly miss daisy you know? He's downstairs or what like that. I opened the door, to my surprise,i saw Brother's cap hanging on the door handle. I went laughing, oh that boy is really cheeky~ then was about to step out my house, He got out from his hiding place! Grrrrr~ Naughty taw baby! :P Then,we walked to Admiralty and get stuffs. Then we waited for the rain to stop pouring and we went to meet Ajik&Ruzzi :) Then we sat around and somehow was kinda bored, But its great with Baby around :) I felt the joy. ;D Then, he carried on tickling me and got me all tired of laughing -.- ! LOL! Then, he took my picture and you know this application; FaceWarp? Yeah, he grabbed my favourite photos and put to that application and sent to his phone?!!?!?!?! I damn UGHHHH~ hahaha! Then he said he wanna upload it at Tagged. Ish, baby tkmu taw ehhh! smackkk kang. So yeah, things went well.
Gonna fetch him tomorrow after his work, Pray i wont get lost alright?xD

What i detest now is Love,Ego,Friendship. I dont know. I was boiling with anger yesterday. Somehow things just cant go my way. Not that i hate it now that im attached,i aint complaining. Knowing that even if i could make it,will it be joyous like how i was when im with them? I dont know. Sigh, Im just being so egoistic now i guess. Just me and what made me feel okay. So not to let the argument go worse, I decided to just stay. And i did, i know i create disappointment on my bestfriends. I know theres gonna be hatred. I dont know. Dilemma. Im confused in between two things, Love&Friendship. Sigh. Im down. Down with several things gushing into my world. It pushed me down so hard, one thing i did, Breakdown and cry. I had sleepless night yesterday, i couldnt shut my eyes eventhough i'm sleepy. :( I waited and think . Nothing could help me that night, All i have was patience and God by my side. :( Finally i shut my eyes and hoping for a whole new day the next morning when the sun rise, everything remained the same. :( I gotta make things right. And i chosed Love despite knowing that i've made a mistake. Sigh, Hereby, I wanna apologise to my dear girlfriends cause i couldnt make it today,especially the birthday girl,Nabilah. I wanna wish you a Happy birthday :) Hope you guys will have countless joy captured for Nabilah's big day. I love you,girls,still. :( I'm really sorry..
I woke up early, accompanied with no text messages received. I beat myself hard.Guilt starting to build inside of me, i got out of my room and scolded my baby brother who was innocent enough whom asked me to switch on to his channel :( I shouted damn loud, "SHUT UP!". :(
I felt bad though and i cried. I'm so bad :( I hugged myself and crouched in my room,sister was pretty worried knowing that i had not enough of sleep. She kept coming to me and made me feel okay. Thanks sister <3 I'm glad things went well but i'm still not sure about whats my next outcome,Bestfriends :(
Sigh.
I guess till here yeah?:(
Takecare readers,I love you.
Xoxo<3

Holahelloaloha Bloggggggy :D
Wooooots, yesterday was superbbb. But yeah, im not sure about tomorrow's outing with my Girlfriends. There's not much of a bond between us, from what i see during the holidays. So i hope i really could make it tomorrow, Mummy please! :( Everybody confirmed about today, except for me. And i hope i hope Baby let me go out tomorrow too :(((
haishhhh~
So yeaaah, I've got my beauty sleep dragged till 11:48am when he texted and doubt so that im awake. xD Oh welll, Im just gonna pray so that i can tag along tomorrow. ASS_SER-HOLE betoool. Maybe later will be following Brother for his haircut at Yishun, a recommended place by Baby. Hahaha, $3 only. What do you think?
Hoho, i really dont know what to type out.
What i know, these are the events coming up aheadddddd~

• Tomorrow, My girlfriend; Nabilah's 16th Birthday. <3
• On the 18th, Kristal's Birthday <3
• On the 19th, Hilmi's birthday and my Suck-Up ass-hole bloody ex partner's birthday. _|_
• On the 20th, My god, SO FAST!? My birthday. /Get my bursary;250$ !
  
• On the 25th, My 1st monthsary with my Baby :) <3
• 1st January, Starting of school. (MAN,IM NOT READY!) :(((((
  

So That's all about it, And i cant believe, Next year im taking N levels! Goodness, Gotta buck up man, :((((( So yeaaaaaaaah~
Till here okay readers! :)
Pray for me tomorrrow, PLEASEEEEE!
Love you readers,
xoxo,Mwahhh<3