by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Hellooo blogggggy.
I had trouble sleeping at night till the sun rise,
I tossed and turn and went like, OUCH ! my back's pain ): aching like hell.
I went crying cause its so damn, ohmygoddd.
by the time i closed my eyes, its already 5am in the morning ):
i didnt have a good sleep last night.
What i know,i let go of what i really wanted previously, being with Ash for the third time,
Finally, after so long i kept this feeling, i decided to let go.
I remembered being brave last night saying,
"i just dont love you anymore."
Theres no point for him regretting and clarifying about himself being such a failure in love.
I replied,
I replied,
"it wasnt failure that caused you this, its ego."
then he didnt replied. My heart tear and i can feel i was crying inside,last night.
Its such a glory night. Its too much pain,Ashraf. Too much. Enough of those times you got me all OVER you. But now, Im never naive.
I know the guy behind all this stupid words ,its not you.
You're never true.
SO sorrry cause i turned you away, good thing i did.
just remember,
Its such a glory night. Its too much pain,Ashraf. Too much. Enough of those times you got me all OVER you. But now, Im never naive.
I know the guy behind all this stupid words ,its not you.
You're never true.
SO sorrry cause i turned you away, good thing i did.
just remember,
"what got you now is what you started in the beginning ".
I've got nothing more to elaborate about yesterday.
BUT !
I went onthephone with Zul , Just a few minutes cause of my prepaid.
HoHo, he's like whisperinggggg~
For,i know he's "shy" . ^^ hahaha !
funnyyyyyyy !
then yeah, he accompanied me till i fell asleeep.
but not during the pain i had on my back cause i find it troublesome to text people.
HOHO.
SO yeah, I sent Zul a super long message, Suke uh tuh! xD
he sent me mine tooo! :D
S--w-----e---------e--------------t.
okay.
till here, will update more i guess?
I miss BESTIE ):
i miss ALOT of people in the pasts. ):
BOOOOOO-HOOOOOO.
kaybyebeybeybeybeybeyebyebyebyebeybeybeybeyebyebyebyebyebeybeybeybeyebyebyebye
love you readers!~
xoxo,<3
mwahhh!
BUT !
I went onthephone with Zul , Just a few minutes cause of my prepaid.
HoHo, he's like whisperinggggg~
For,i know he's "shy" . ^^ hahaha !
funnyyyyyyy !
then yeah, he accompanied me till i fell asleeep.
but not during the pain i had on my back cause i find it troublesome to text people.
HOHO.
SO yeah, I sent Zul a super long message, Suke uh tuh! xD
he sent me mine tooo! :D
S--w-----e---------e--------------t.
okay.
till here, will update more i guess?
I miss BESTIE ):
i miss ALOT of people in the pasts. ):
BOOOOOO-HOOOOOO.
kaybyebeybeybeybeybeyebyebyebyebeybeybeybeyebyebyebyebyebeybeybeybeyebyebyebye
love you readers!~
xoxo,<3
mwahhh!
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