see that guy on the above picture? Yeah, seriously, I MISS HIM alot. But yeah, i just dont know. Its like im still hanging right here, i cant move and i cant even take a step . its like ya, It ended like. sigh. My mind's all occupied about him all along from the start of class till the end, I kept browsing through his messages and went like, why must he turned out to be so cruel to me?): Sigh, i wrote a long message in my diary and i cant help it, its like a sense of demarcation between us ): Previously we were so loving, so close but now we're like distances apart and im really lost and insecure being so helpless right now. Honey, Find your way and do whats best that'll make you happy. What i know, if you were to come back, Im willingly gonna be standing still right here ):

So school was fine.
But yeah, fucking sleepy cause i slept at 1am yesterday cause im just thinking too much, too much. And i really cant help it no more.
Sigh. The feeling's too strong.): and it pulled me down so hard.
Im just waiting for work to make myself more occupied.
what more,
ugh, Im so pissed from when im back from school till now! fucking why? Cause _______'s hanging around downstairs and i seriously HATE IT! so much. And the look on your face is seriously, WHATEVER. cause i've said once, PLEASE UNDERSTAND SIMPLE ENGLISH,I DONT WANT YOU!
Get me?! Ugh. You made so pissed and im like so DISGUSTED !
No offence. BUT PLEASE,dont appear in my life can? Cause i just dont like the look of your face staring at me, serious shit.
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I felt like screaming from just now and im so out of control.
FUCKKKKK.


kay byebye.
<3

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