2nd post; I just felt like it after such disappointment that brought me tears.

I was pretty okay watching the television and went like, okay.
Then soon, I dont know. I just felt like any moment , i will cry.
And i went rushing to my room and locked the door.
I looked down and realised i was , crying. Like, WHY?
I went so weird, Its so disappointing.
Really.
Im so upset by those words and i couldnt take it.
All that i know, I said to myself , "i've tried".):
but still, life's just life. Its just the way it is,hurting as it can be.
Such worse situations, will it come to any more nightmares?
sigh.
Im so so so disappointed in you.
nevermind, its okay with me. But its just plain upsetting and you just released a tear.
nevermind.
nevermind.
sigh.
I gotta endure.
okay,people dont ask me okay? just dont.
I might as well keep it to myself.
somehow, texting are just a reluctant thing to do,might as well dont.
sigh,
ugh, man whats wrong with me?):
fuck it .
k bye.

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