by Nur Faiqah Shahri
Oh masquerade angel,
do YOU know how much i loved you?
Do you know that you're always on my mind?
Do you know why my love stood strong till now?
Do you know even a short text from you counts?
do you know how badly i tried to get over this?
do you know how much you meant to me?
Do you know how special you are in my heart?
Have you ever loved me from the start?
why must you leave me obliterated?
Why must you make me cry?
Why must you be so malicious?
Why must you be so blatant when you're wrong?
why must you make me relinquish from this love?
why must we always quibble over small things?
Why must you treat my benevolence as my weakness?
why must you make me all bemused ?
why must you play around with my feelings?
in the first place,
Whats the reason of you entering my life and said,I love you?
sigh, Unbreak my heart love.
Uncry this tears that could never stop rolling.
Pull me back in your arms,
make me have faith in you.
and why am i still here?
Cause somehow,deep inside,my instincts tell me theres still hope.):
do YOU know how much i loved you?
Do you know that you're always on my mind?
Do you know why my love stood strong till now?
Do you know even a short text from you counts?
do you know how badly i tried to get over this?
do you know how much you meant to me?
Do you know how special you are in my heart?
Have you ever loved me from the start?
why must you leave me obliterated?
Why must you make me cry?
Why must you be so malicious?
Why must you be so blatant when you're wrong?
why must you make me relinquish from this love?
why must we always quibble over small things?
Why must you treat my benevolence as my weakness?
why must you make me all bemused ?
why must you play around with my feelings?
in the first place,
Whats the reason of you entering my life and said,I love you?
sigh, Unbreak my heart love.
Uncry this tears that could never stop rolling.
Pull me back in your arms,
make me have faith in you.
and why am i still here?
Cause somehow,deep inside,my instincts tell me theres still hope.):
TODAY:D
Oh welllll, Morning was ughhhh. Thennnn i slept in class during English and Kramjit and other disipline committee came in the class and asked to move all tables top the back cause theres, C-a-n-i-n-g uh. i was like, WHAT!? WHO!? thennn i saw my classmates.
Awww man! Fuck i got a bit disappointed and i didnt dare to loook a lil when they're punished. sigh. why oh why man? aduhhh~
Thennnnn after school went home straight and yeah.
Know what? Black dog called again! In school. FUCK! I was like,
Me: Eh cheebye,what you want again!?
IT: YOU shila?
Then i passed the phone to Samuel,asked him to talk in INDIAN.
LOL!
Samuel: (indian language) anyhow only luh xD
Then the IT hung up the phone, wah fuck siaa!
Ughhh, That IT just called me recently and i just kept quiet and he hung up. fuck. takde keje siaa.
Pape aku report pat polis , abes cite kay bangla! xD
YESTERDAY :D
Ohhhh okay, Monday was like, BLUES. really sleepyyyy.): So yeahh, i didnt really paid much attention and WE HAD MACDONALDS FOR RECESS~ Best kan best kannn? :D Mesti luhhh! :D
Thanks to Ariff for buying it for us! xD
After that,we went to classsss and theres aseembly -.- MENYAMPAH. hahaha!
Thenn went to stufdy with Bestie,Nabilah and Haadli. DAMN FUNNY! i was like, Laughing out loud when Haadli's reading newspaper when he FLIPPED on a page when theres BEYONCE, Damn hot kan?(if you guys read the papers yesterday), Then bestie was like covering it,not letting him see a LIL bit. LOL! and what happened next? They both fell! HAHAH! FUNNY! I should've taken the video luhhh, aduhh! So then went homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D and I got Mummy all mad at me cause somehow my words defamed her. I was like mad with Dad, cause the minute i step out of the room, hes like, eh do this,do that and words like BODOH and blablabla,I was damn pissed! So when im done,i went to my room and said, "buat org mcm anjing sial!", Mum's inside my room and she got hurt by my words, Tros fight. sighhhhhhhh. Then yeah, I texted Masquerade Angel a poem, Hes like,Reply my text. Then yeah, I was kinda NO MOOD. so i just say whatever and like, BYE. he didnt reply then, whatever siutttt. Then after i ate my chicken rice, Some black dog call me with a private number,
BLACK DOG: HI DARLING!
Me: Darling your dog uh! *I hung up the phone.
"IT" called again. UGH.
I picked up,
Me: EH dog! where the hell you get my number? and who the fuck are you,bitch?!
BLACK DOG: Huh? You liza uh?
Me:Wahh,Liza you dog luh fucker!
I hung up again.
He called again at 4am in the morning.
wah fuck mannn!
then i go to bed, PISSED.
LASTSunday :D
After a long night when im back at midnight i guess? hahah. T-I-R-E-D still. ughh, then the next day went for raya visiting,cousin's house andand also dad's friends houses. lalalalalalalaa~
Thennnn, reached home. Wahh, I landed on my bed and like, HEAVEN. LOL! its damnn hot,really. Wearing a kebaya for the whole day under the hot sun. aduhhhh. cant tahannnn. okay thats for sunday :D
LASTSATURDAY! (:
I hadddd muchmuch funnn, cause whhyyy? I went out with girlfs and my clique ! (: Haadli and Fadli come along too! And yes, I wanna thank everyone for making it a great outing afterall, heh. Im happyyy BUT TIRED. Last house was at Shahidah's. Dad picked me up at her house theree. And yeah,Sent Fadli home, he seemed super happy when hes home ! HAHHA! he thanked me alot of times. LOL! funny luhhh, reached home. Damnnn F-A-T-I-G-U-E. Wooohooo, this outgoing is special cause why? Theres two chinese with us! Kok Peng and Yi Xiang, You guys were really cute luhhh. hahaha! Okayyyy thats for saturday. Photos (points down) !
Okayyy uh byebye. <3
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