by Nur Faiqah Shahri
I Loved you, and that was before.
Im never your doll to play around with, i do have feelings.
You got me all messed up when you appear in my dreams, every night ):
Love me cause you feel that way not love me for show.
All the times im being patient, thats what i get. ):
Hello hello bloggy.
I dont whats playing in my mind everytime i closed my eyes each night when im lonely. I really dont know why must HE appear in my dreams and making me have a sense that he'll come back for me. why? ): Will he ever change ? will he ever realised his wrongdoings? Sigh. That night, I woke up after a bad dream, heres how it goes,
I was holding onto a book, somekind of a diary. And it has a big writing on the top of the page that writes, "I hate you,Faiqah". And it goes with some scribbles on it. As i looked at the book and there goes the owner of the book, Ashraf. And then i woke up and went on puzzled thinking about that dream i had, Its so impossible. Cause why? My dreams would come to reality and it'll happen THE OTHER WAY ROUND.
And im scared i will fall back to his arms and go through all those misery. man, its like a cycle.
Oh well,
Yesterday was like, ohmygod.
its only a few minutes of walks at Geylang and we went home.
Oh well, Inside story.
Thennn Todayyy, I was so exhausted and went to sleep at 11pm like that as Nadia texted me (: shes at KL. Hope she will enjoy herself there and smile like always. She deserves a break. Okayyy, Then the next day.
Which is today.
Its like the Urban Run at my school that starts at around 7am.
I was like dozing off when Siti called yet i ignored. Then i realised, TODAY'S SUNDAY!
Whatthehell, Even if i were to get up and got all ready, I'd be late for sure.
sigh. good thing i didnt go as it rained.
andand lalalala.
Tomorrow have to go to schoool.
kk byebye (:
Till here,
Lovve you readers ((: <3
I dont whats playing in my mind everytime i closed my eyes each night when im lonely. I really dont know why must HE appear in my dreams and making me have a sense that he'll come back for me. why? ): Will he ever change ? will he ever realised his wrongdoings? Sigh. That night, I woke up after a bad dream, heres how it goes,
I was holding onto a book, somekind of a diary. And it has a big writing on the top of the page that writes, "I hate you,Faiqah". And it goes with some scribbles on it. As i looked at the book and there goes the owner of the book, Ashraf. And then i woke up and went on puzzled thinking about that dream i had, Its so impossible. Cause why? My dreams would come to reality and it'll happen THE OTHER WAY ROUND.
And im scared i will fall back to his arms and go through all those misery. man, its like a cycle.
Oh well,
Yesterday was like, ohmygod.
its only a few minutes of walks at Geylang and we went home.
Oh well, Inside story.
Thennn Todayyy, I was so exhausted and went to sleep at 11pm like that as Nadia texted me (: shes at KL. Hope she will enjoy herself there and smile like always. She deserves a break. Okayyy, Then the next day.
Which is today.
Its like the Urban Run at my school that starts at around 7am.
I was like dozing off when Siti called yet i ignored. Then i realised, TODAY'S SUNDAY!
Whatthehell, Even if i were to get up and got all ready, I'd be late for sure.
sigh. good thing i didnt go as it rained.
andand lalalala.
Tomorrow have to go to schoool.
kk byebye (:
Till here,
Lovve you readers ((: <3
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