I'm in your heart,like a genie in the bottle.

enough, its too good to be true. @ 2:11 PM

by Nur Faiqah Shahri

I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
Love you forever
But now it's over

The way we kiss goodbye,the way we hold our hands,the way we walk along,the way we have no plans.
This is something that I like to forget.

My eyes went swollen cause i cried for a total of 3 hours yesterday night ); Its just too strong and im just too weak.. ): I was shocked, damn shocked that He havent broke up with his current ex and he asked me for a patch, is it fair? man, I felt like a bitch. I wanna thank Riah for telling me. serious. Sigh, he ended up asking me why cant i trust him and why must i trust Riah better? i answered, i know you better but how many times you lied? Sigh, Love, You're too much love, too much ): You never stopped disappointing me, had enough alre a not? enough? What more you want me to be? How many more pain you want me to endure? Sigh, I was blinded by your words yesterday night. serious. I was so so in love and its just to good to be true ): Sigh, till now, you havent wake up, yesterday i try to wake you up for Pre-dawn meal and i called you for two times and you rejected, i texted asking you whether you're awake alre, you never have a sense of initiative to reply... whats this love? ):
Is this what you called Eternity?
Its those simple things that you do really hurt my feelings ): , you went out yesterday and didnt even tell me.. I asked you to wake me up when its time to break fast, you didnt. Mum helped me get up and break fast. ): Why cant the person i really loved make me smile when all the while he only made me cry? ): whyyyyyy ?!
ughhh!

ohmygod, ive made up my mind uh.
its too much, really.
I'd rather go for someone who appreciates me way better and loves me more than himself !
Rather than you, expecting me to do the first move,EVERYTIME.
fuck you okay!
No matter how hurting it is being with you, i endured and i stayed cause my love for you is so stronggg , i loved you more than i loved myself and it cant be expressed in words ! unlike you ): Love, if you ever wanna be with me, prove it to me, show me that im someone special, tell me you love me, tell me you need me, show me that your love is really true.
But i know you wont, cause you never loved me through out the 10 months !
I know that.
till here,
):

love you readers !

Omah bagi aku dengar nieh, aku ngah sedih, ini luh pasal nyer, dengar kayy (:
(Omah gave me this to listen, im sad, this's the reason why. listen aite (: )
Thanks OMAH ATOK.;D

and this song made me cry,badly ):

sorry for those who dont understand malay ):

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